So I have had absolutely no control lately. I eat all fucking day or I eat nothing all day and then completley binge at like 10 at night. Fuck!! I am going to run more this summer b/c I want to train for basketball, so I will hopefully lose some major pounds with that.
Tonight I was at a friend's house and we were trying on dresses and like hardly any of them would zip up on me. I felt so goddamn fat. Of course my 2 other friends are freakin sticks and are like "Ugh this dress is so big on me!!" I hate it!!
Also I went shopping this week and I had to get size 7 pants!! WTF?? What happened to my size 4?? I was so close, I could almost see my goal in front of me, and then I went into major binge mode and I couldn't control myself.
Sorry I just really needed to rant...
Tonight I was at a friend's house and we were trying on dresses and like hardly any of them would zip up on me. I felt so goddamn fat. Of course my 2 other friends are freakin sticks and are like "Ugh this dress is so big on me!!" I hate it!!
Also I went shopping this week and I had to get size 7 pants!! WTF?? What happened to my size 4?? I was so close, I could almost see my goal in front of me, and then I went into major binge mode and I couldn't control myself.
Sorry I just really needed to rant...