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COME AND GET ME, SA'MO!!!
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OH SNAP!
Hi. I'm Alicia.Can I get a what the fuck?! I'm sorry - did I miss something really important about weight loss? I mean... DAYUM... Can a 107# person really lose real weight (read: FAT) like that? 19# in 8 days??! My fat ass couldn't do that w/o binging on laxatives & diuretics everyday, only having AIR to eat, and spending 90% of my time on the eliptical. Actually, I'm sure I COULDN'T do that even if I followed that plan.
HW: 120 lbs
LW: 87 lbs
CW: 107lbs
Height: 5 ft 1 inches
Age: 16
So my goal is to get to 88 lbs by the end of the week.
I'm taking control of my calories finally.
My goal is to intake 200 everyday. 100 if possible.
I ate a bowl of cereal today.
I feel fucking fat. ):
I can grab the fat on my stomach and it's so gross.
Talk?as found onrealthin
God I love stupid people.
The Wank-Snark Fest I
Today, I come at you with a couple Champions of Irk.
longingtobethin is numero uno when it comes to communities that could cause mass suicide. For a good portion of the members to be all GoOoOo AnAz (henceforth known as GA), these girls are fucking RETARDED. No, that's bad for the retarded kids. They at least have some sense. These GA's have lost their fucking minds.
I cannot count how many questions about chewing and spitting have been posted in the past week and it's always the same - either, "I just ate ____ but I only chewed and spit," or "I've been eating food but spitting it out," both of which are followed with the question, "Does anyone else do this too?" This is AnAz 101 bullshit right here. You've chewed. You've spat. We've all done it. If you haven't, you're lying to sound even more elite than you really are. Besides, how hard is it to fucking read back thru the entries? Do you even read your friends page??! Goddamn I want to shoot these kids.
I feel bad for the mods over @LTBT. There pretty cool and they hate what their community has turned into just as much as, I assume, we do. It's sad, really. There was a huge rant posted by the head mod about content that was now "banned" - shit that should be in your private journal, BF drama/bullshit, and a couple of other things. A handful of girls jumped on that shit like she'd just shot their moms. It was all, "OMFG... you can't say this NOW! I'm so afraid to post anymore. wah wah wah!" Guess who the offended party's leader was??? ARIA FUCKING STAR. Holy shit... I wanted to call her out but I just wrote a too-long response defending the mods, pointing out that running a successful community was hard work and that they were spot on - leave your personal shit to your own angst-filled LJ.
This brings me to another point - Emo Epiphanies. It seems like some people have some sort of mental breakdown every other day that requires a 3 page post about how they think they've figured out their ED. Who cares? You're fucked up. The end. I'm hella fucked up but I've realized that no amount of revelations will change it. I'm fat. This led to teasing which led to diets which led to my disorder. Damn, that was simple, wasn't it? But of course, ppl can't think this way. It's all tears and emo-ness and whining and other shit that eats at my soul. They make it seem like God (or Krishna or Buddha or fuck ever) came to them personally and showed them the light. I think all of this pisses me off because most of these ppl claim to have been disordered for at least 10 years (even if they're retarded young).
I'm sure I'll be back later in the week with more shit but for now, never stop being realistic bitches. Ha.
longingtobethin is numero uno when it comes to communities that could cause mass suicide. For a good portion of the members to be all GoOoOo AnAz (henceforth known as GA), these girls are fucking RETARDED. No, that's bad for the retarded kids. They at least have some sense. These GA's have lost their fucking minds. I cannot count how many questions about chewing and spitting have been posted in the past week and it's always the same - either, "I just ate ____ but I only chewed and spit," or "I've been eating food but spitting it out," both of which are followed with the question, "Does anyone else do this too?" This is AnAz 101 bullshit right here. You've chewed. You've spat. We've all done it. If you haven't, you're lying to sound even more elite than you really are. Besides, how hard is it to fucking read back thru the entries? Do you even read your friends page??! Goddamn I want to shoot these kids.
I feel bad for the mods over @LTBT. There pretty cool and they hate what their community has turned into just as much as, I assume, we do. It's sad, really. There was a huge rant posted by the head mod about content that was now "banned" - shit that should be in your private journal, BF drama/bullshit, and a couple of other things. A handful of girls jumped on that shit like she'd just shot their moms. It was all, "OMFG... you can't say this NOW! I'm so afraid to post anymore. wah wah wah!" Guess who the offended party's leader was??? ARIA FUCKING STAR. Holy shit... I wanted to call her out but I just wrote a too-long response defending the mods, pointing out that running a successful community was hard work and that they were spot on - leave your personal shit to your own angst-filled LJ.
This brings me to another point - Emo Epiphanies. It seems like some people have some sort of mental breakdown every other day that requires a 3 page post about how they think they've figured out their ED. Who cares? You're fucked up. The end. I'm hella fucked up but I've realized that no amount of revelations will change it. I'm fat. This led to teasing which led to diets which led to my disorder. Damn, that was simple, wasn't it? But of course, ppl can't think this way. It's all tears and emo-ness and whining and other shit that eats at my soul. They make it seem like God (or Krishna or Buddha or fuck ever) came to them personally and showed them the light. I think all of this pisses me off because most of these ppl claim to have been disordered for at least 10 years (even if they're retarded young).
I'm sure I'll be back later in the week with more shit but for now, never stop being realistic bitches. Ha.