God, I have only one way to not think about her,
It is thinking about You, my ecstasy.
My God, the frogs yell so funny!!!!
...She loved somebody and cut her arms being in deep despair...
...She loved God very much and cut her throat being in sweet ecstasy...
I decided to write here on two resons.
1. I love my future husband very much....I cannot see my life without him.
2. I love God deeply, I love Him with ecstatic love I feel sweet magic ecstasy when I pray... I am so happy, I wail in ecstasy and....sometimes swoon. I lose the reality when I pray. Love to God and love to guy, girl - is different. But in my heart love to girl, to my country, to the nature - it is alll love to God, too. And all kinds of my love are ecstatic in my feeling.
Am I not right?