Me/Ambie
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He walks down the streets looking at what everything he thought he knew. The yards, the cars, the people... People he thought considered him a friend. Boy was he wrong. The torture that was wrought unto him in middle school was coming back to him. He could hear the laughing and ranting of the "bullies"...the ones who made life a living hell hole for those who tried to just get by... All the nights where he was playing with ropes, lighters, and knives come rushing back. Wondering y he didnt ever have the guts to do anything. All the chances he had. All the nights by himself he couldve ended it. With the tug of a rope, a flip of the switch, or a slice of the knife. All the encounters with temptation to see if there was really anything else after this pathetic excuse of a life. He never had the guts. And hes tired of it! He wants to know wat else is out there. To see if you can do all the possible things people say you can do after life. But no, he still doesnt have the guts. Hanging by a string, he'll just smile.. like he has always smiled and wait for the day where that string will snap. And he'll finally know wat else there is for him...
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    blah blah

It's ok here you know...

Guys!  Come on, this isn't like pulling teeth.  You all can post here.  Look!  I do it all the time.  So, in an effort to get this community running better you have to fill out this application below.  Sorry you guys, but you gave me no choice...


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Now, was that sooo bad??

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    "Broken"- Seether feat. Amy Lee

Sooo yeah...

I decided to start keeping records of all of the things I have done by taking some kick ass photo's.  My sister's friend Cheryl works in the photo lab at WinnDixie, so she can develope those pictures for free and without reporting them to the Police! 

...Yay?

Yeah, for my 2004 Vandalzing scrapbook.

Paint and I got bored... The end Result.  Get it?

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    Brother singing... scary.

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:: Screams on the top of lungs as he runs inside the room naked:: BUWHAHAHA! :: takes a crap and starts to smear it all over the place:: I BET YOU WANNA TORTURE ME NOW HUH?!
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    Anything gothic

H'okay...

Yeah, I decided to start up a community... So, JOIN I SAY! It's for endless rants and basically anything. Or, a semi-AA meeting...

"Hi, my name is Rose... and I burnt down a building."

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    creative