Im emma. this is not my real name. but im using this name so my friends and family dont know that i am doing this. i have a problem with food. i dont no if u wud call it an ED. i regularly starve myself. but then binge out and i hate the fact that i am too weak to resist food. i hate being this way. but it is the only way that i can go on each day. i guess i jus want to talk to people that are the same as me. i want to be accepted in a way that people really understand me.