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Hello, and welcome to my world... ♥

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*dusts off* *edits for the 130942th time*

I stare blankly at the cursor of each and every "Post an Entry" window, thinking of what to write, so I rarely open it. This is Kay's LJ home.

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The (ever-changing) list of sparkly~

♥ Western Music Tokio Hotel. Nevada Tan/Panik. Silbermond. Skillet. Livingston. Flyleaf. Linkin Park. Hoobastank. Red. My Chemical Romance.
♥ OPM (Original Pinoy Music), P-pop Urbandub. Franco. Parokya ni Edgar. Sponge Cola. Callalily. Kamikazee. SB19.
♥ J-rock, J-pop and Johnny's (rebranded as STARTO) ONE OK ROCK. Official HIGE DANdism. KAT-TUN. Super Eight. Kis-My-Ft2. WEST. Hey! Say! JUMP. King & Prince. SixTONES. Travis Japan. Funky 8. Naniwa Danshi. Ae! Group. Sexy Zone timelesz. 7Order. back number. Orange Range. UVERworld. Asian Kung-fu Generation.
♥ Television BBC Sherlock. Roswell. Charmed. Six Feet Under. CSI. House, MD. Encantadia. The Untamed. Legend of Fei. Douluo Continent. The Longest Promise. Legend of Anle. Kinnporsche the Series. Not Me the Series. Leap Day. The Eclipse series. ALL THE J-dramas with Johnny's STARTO talents in them (mydramalist). The drama list is outdated, and I’ve forgotten the password to log into it. 😂
♥ Fine motherfuckers gentlemen Ikuta Toma. Oguri Shun. Kamenashi Kazuya. Tanaka Juri. Hamada Takahiro. Miyata Toshiya. Tamamori Yuta. Miyachika Kaito. Yamamoto Yusuke. Sato Takeru. Miura Haruma. Mizushima Hiro. Shirota Yuu. Akanishi Jin. Daito Shunsuke. Kamiki Ryunosuke. Yamazaki Kento. Mamiya Shotaro. Takeuchi Ryoma. Takaki Yuya. Nakagawa Taishi. Ryusei Ryo. Takasugi Mahiro. Abe Alan. Nagatsuma Leo. Kishi Yuta. Hayashi Matori. Xiao Zhan. Wang Yibo. Gong Jun. Huang Jingyu. Liu Yuning. Wang Yizhou. Zheng Fanxing. Liu Haikuan. Cao Yuchen. Cho Seungyoun. Tay Tawan Vihokratana. Off Jumpol Adulkittiporn. Gun Atthaphan Phunsawat. New Thitipoom Techaapaikun. First Kanaphan Puitrakul. Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan. Jeff Worakamol Satur. Billkin Putthipong Assaratanakul. Benedict Cumberbatch. Martin Freeman. Tom Hiddleston. Jhon Felip Suson. Mark Herras.
♥ Girl crushies Kuroki Meisa. Eikura Nana. Matsushima Nanako. (Watanabe) Anne. Oomasa Aya. Ayase Haruka. Nishiuchi Mariya. Yamashita Rio. Triendl Reina. Sugisaki Hana. Tsuchiya Tao. Kawaguchi Haruna. Fujii Shuuka. Kimura Fumino. Kamishiraishi Mone. Mitsumune Kaoru. Miyoshi Ayaka. Inoue Mao. Nakama Yukie. Itano Tomomi. Diliraba. Xuan Lu. Meng Ziyi. Lara Pulver. Louise Brealey. Glaiza De Castro. Gabbi Garcia. Rhian Ramos. Sanya Lopez. Kylie Padilla.
♥ Manga/Anime Gundam Wing. Yami no Matsuei. Meitantei Conan. Weiss Kreuz. Bleach. Naruto. GetBackers. Ouran High School Host Club. Rurouni Kenshin. Saiyuki. Card Captor Sakura. Yamada-kun and the Seven Witches. Assassination Classroom.
♥ Books/Literature Poetry. Harry Potter (JK Rowling). Acts of Faith (Erich Segal). The Jason Bourne series (Robert Ludlum). Sherlock Holmes (Sir Arthur Conan Doyle). The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation (MXTX).
♥ Ships Akame (because PAIN). Denden. Tomapi. Ryoda. Fujikita. Miyatama. Yutoyama. Haruka/Kanata (the characters Aran and Kishi played in Kinkyori Renai). Kansai twin towers (Kotaki/Ryusei). B.A.D. (Junta and Akito). Kyomojuri. Kyomohoku. HaruTake. Wangxian. Torg. The Gs. David/Timo. Offgun. Taynew. Firstkhao. Mizuru (figure skaters). (Me and Hama-chan, because of course he's my husband. >__>)
♥ Random other things Pens. Paper crafts. Photographs. Stars. Backpacks (and back-packing). The sea. Food (and cooking).

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I live. I love. I flail, and quite shamelessly, using colorful language. Sometimes I manage to piece together words to make... fic. Only sometimes.

I have a bit of anxiety meeting new people, but I don't bite (unless you want me to). Comment to be added.
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[fic] SixTONES. R (Kyomoto Taiga/Tanaka Juri, Shirota Yuu/Kyomoto Taiga). Breath of Serenity.

*dusts lj page*
I am a failure at exchanges, but I might as well post this because I didn't put in the effort just to be shot down. Plus I would really love the intended recipient to read this.

Title: Breath of Serenity
Pairing: Kyomoto Taiga/Tanaka Juri (a hint of Shirota Yuu/Kyomoto Taiga)
Rating: R
Warnings: Lame flower-speak references. Character death.
Summary: Loving someone is as beautiful as the flowers that bring destruction when they bloom.
Notes: Hi, thesecretdoor. I tried to include a few of the points you like, although I’m sorry I cannot give you the novel/epic you deserve. At least it’s painful? And with that I can say, “I love you, but it’s payback time.”
I made at least five people suffer while I wrote this. I want to properly thank them, too.

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[meme] TV show survey

Hello, I am alive. I'm sorry that this journal has become a fic archive and meme dump, because the thought of sitting down to write my innermost thoughts in a single platform is kinda lost on me now. I felt a bit more comfortable sharing stuff in short, undetailed bursts in another social networking site. Anyway. For the meme: TV Show Survey

Pick your five favorite TV shows and answer the following questions about them. Don’t cheat!

1. SHARK
2. Gomen ne Seishun
3. Samurai Sensei
4. Shiritsu Bakaleya Koukou
5. Mayonaka no Panya-san

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[fic] Johnny's Jr., SixTONES. Gen (Juri/Shintaro if you squint). On the Wings of Lust.

I never got around to posting this here after the not-hols exchange (its counterpart in ao3 is so lonely, too T___T). I also didn't get to thank the awesome alchemicink for beta-reading and cheering for me, and her wonderful suggestions to make the story better than I could ever come up with on my own. So, thank you, Holly. ❤❤❤.

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Title: On the Wings of Lust. Or, Shintaro’s Best Birthday Ever.
Pairing/Group: SixTONES. Juri/Shin if you squint reaaaaaaally hard.
Rating: PG-13 (for the liberal? use of the f-word)
Warning/s: Crack (not the illegal kind!). Wings. Cameo of a certain Kansai pig ikemen.
Notes: Happy belated 18th birthday, Shintaro. I’ve been at this since before the kid actually turned legal, and I thought this might be the time to actually finish it you might enjoy it. I hope you do, Mousi-senpai.


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[fic] ジャニーズWEST. Kiriyama Akito/Nakama Junta (B.A.D). Your Song (this one's for you).

Title: Your Song (this one’s for you)
Pairing/Characters: B.A.D (Kiriyama Akito/Nakama Junta); cameo by Hamada Takahiro
Rating: G
Warnings: [A reaaaally tiny bit of fantasy.] Mermaids; inspired by (and liberties taken from) Mousi’s very own mermaid AU. Slight angst? Only because of the potential for it.
Word Count: 2000~
Notes: For lilly0 in je_wakamono. Dear recipient, I apologize if there are elements of this fic that aren’t to your tastes (because they really can’t be helped), but hopefully you’ll still find something to enjoy in this. Thank you for your endless patience, mod-san (I’m sorry I’m so bad at B.A.D fic). Also, my utmost gratitude to Naya-tan, for (unwittingly) looking it over and encouraging me. ♥ Title (and summary) shamelessly taken from the ‘70s song by Sir Elton John.
Summary: “So excuse me forgetting but these things I do; You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blues”

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Johnny's Ranking~

Did this thing. Johnny's ranking, it said. I already did this a few months ago, but I dunno where I put the first results (and it has surely changed since then), so here's the newest. I like that hubby is #1. :))

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The AO3 meme... <.

Just a meme, because I'm 26 now and I should be writing my turn for the last round of shiritori (at writetomyheart) but what has that got to do with this post? Nothing. It's purely for procrastinating fun. Meme taken from the awesome beren_writes. :3

I only have 28 works so far, and it's embarrassingly short/senseless compared to those of writers I know and love. But. Anyway. Here's my list.

Top five hits:
1. 428 hits. 僕らの (Love?) Style; Ouran High School Host Club AU. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
2. 163 hits. Onigiri Love; College AU, meet-cute. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
3. 153 hits. The point of no return; part of defiancebyfire's Sniper AU. KAT-TUN, Jin Akanishi. Akanishi Jin/Kamenashi Kazuya.
4. 140 hits. ｢hug｣; in which Shintaro is a Shinigami assigned to none other than Tanaka Juri. Johnny's Jr., SixTONES. Morimoto Shintaro/Tanaka Juri.
5. 97 hits. At a crossroads; a what-if scenario, Kame and Jin met again after the shotgun wedding. KAT-TUN, Jin Akanishi. Kamenashi Kazuya, Akanishi Jin/Kuroki Meisa.

Top five kudos:
1. 20 kudos. 僕らの (Love?) Style; Ouran High School Host Club AU. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
2. 10 kudos. Whispers in the dark; terminal illnesses, inspired by the 2015 24hr TV drama special. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
3. 6 kudos. Say it isn't so; part of the Sniper AU. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.
4. 5 kudos. Kiss Kiss Kiss (×5); Nakamaru Yuichi, kissing monster. KAT-TUN. Nakamaru Yuichi/(Kame, Junno, Koki, Ueda).
5 kudos. Onigiri Love; College AU, meet-cute. Hey! Say! JUMP. Nakajima Yuto/Yamada Ryosuke.

Top five bookmarks:
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[fic] KAT-TUN. Team All the (Nakamaru) Pairings. Kiss Kiss Kiss (×5)

Kay lives!

My first post in a long while is fic. I'm not sorry. >.>
I finally finished this; I started writing it two years ago for the donation drive that jpnforph led for Typhoon Haiyan victims, but then things happened.

Title: Kiss Kiss Kiss (×5)
Pairing/group: Team all the pairings! \o/ (Well, Nakamaru/Ueda if you squint)
Rating/warnings: PG-13 (for the most part). Kisses - lots of it.
Word count: 976 words
Notes: The warning above pretty much summarizes the fic. ;) Title and cut text shamelessly stolen from KT and kisumai songs.
For je_levy. I should also thank Joo, Sara, and AJ for letting me pester them with this (aka for looking it over for me and cheering so I can finish it) - this is equally dedicated for you. ♥

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Answer for question 4228.

Take this job...
Do you ever think about changing careers? What do you dream about doing? What prevents you from making the switch?
Reply 21
I think about switching careers all the time. I keep thinking back and realizing that this (whole business of becoming a nurse) is the wrong choice. I only studied and earned my college degree because the elders wanted me to. I get the 'how did you graduate from college???' during interviews because I know next to nothing about the topic being asked of me, and I'm always tempted to answer back: 'I wonder, too.'

If I fought hard for it, then maybe I'd be a police officer by now, working my way up to becoming a detective... but I didn't. It's a little too late to go back in time now, and the way my elders control my everything (aside from the lack of resources) is what mainly prevents me from taking a step towards my actual dream career.

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