Introduction (｡･ω･｡)

Disclaimer: This is a JIRAI BLOG, the poster is mentally unwell, keep in mind some posts may contain the below

content warnings: char crashing the fuck out every now and then, sh, suicidal ideations, trouble with eating, attention seeking (as i am a landmine girl, i cope by getting attention), forced recovery, insecurities and probably more

jirai oshi marks: 🕷🍨🗝, ✨🔶📌, 🩸🦴🎀, 🐦‍🔥🫀🔥, 💜🫧, 🫀🫆🪽, 💊🌈🪽, 🐰🫀🪽, 🌌🌸🪽, 🍧🍡🩷

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~Hi, I go by char!!, although i am fine with being referred to as corpse!

also ok with people calling me ame (or kangel) cause she’s my theme and i heavily relate to her! ☆

~she/her prns! (if you’re ok with neos its she/rot/angel)

~Jiraijoshi / landmine girl (mainly a lifestyle jirai but i do own a jirai coord so im ever so slightly a fashion jirai too)

~currently undiagnosed because i’m not taken seriously enough to even be thought to be checked for any disorders

~ mbti: INFP

~i kin/relate to ame, atsushi and mitsuri but i am not a fictionkin of any of them, i’m merely a synth/kinnie

BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!!

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neu recovery, recover if YOU want to!

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i am currently single but please don’t try persue me. Also DO NOT mention my ex, it’ll just upset me and remind me how much they ruined me mentally.

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-Anybody discriminatory, i don’t enjoy hate/conflict.

-predators/groomers

-my ex

I usually freeblock tho

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stamp creds

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Fandoms: lacey games, nso/ngo, proseka, love angel syndrome, ddlc, fpe/kv, pmmm, my girlfriend is devilishly sweet, akibara maid sensō, higurashi no naku koro ni, bungō stray dogs, candye syrup, malice mizer, deathnote and misolade edison ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

cool jirai blog !

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oshis: mafuyu (pjsk), yun (candye syrup, shes my favourite in the entire group), ame (nso, shes my kamioshi)

i also yumeship, info below

misa amane - sharing

ichiyō higuchi - sharing

doubles can interact !!!

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i cope by seeking validation and verbal affection so i might be needy, maybe even obsessive towards people ( ；∀；)

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i fall into the undere category, also have yandere traits, my yan types are harmless, dependent, protective, self harm, self-indulgent and (mild) worship, i don’t make many yanblr posts tho

user that made my user boxes

i love you all 💗🪽

i wouldn’t want my cousin treated like i was, but i cant help but feel angry when seeing how little consequence she gets from my aunt, i’m not saying the intimidation and degradation i received at a very young age is what she deserves, but my goodness she needs some discipline. shes so much worse than i ever was at her age

sometimes i feel like a spectator in my own life, like im not truly a person and am not truly there to experience things. it gets to a point where i feel uncomfortable talking in a first person perspective

maybe i get a liiiittle too caught up in my internet presence sometimes to the point i accidentally dehumanise myself..

wait what my monster is empty?? i could’ve sworn there was still like 1/4 of the content left a little bit ago..

may as well just open another one right?

i love caffeine sooo much who cares if im constantly surpassing the 400mg limit set for adults let alone the limit for teenagers

ooooh wait what if i do free art commissions when i reach 400?????

will that grab users’ attention?

hey… 👀

anybody wanna follow me if you dont already?? pleaseeeee ???💗🪽

masterbaition in moderate amounts is normal and i feel like alot of people don’t understand that.

being a lil bit aroused at times doesn’t make you hypersexual, hypersexuality consists of intense sexual thoughts of strangers, family members, friends, etc and can make those with it feel extremely disgusting, it is a response to sexual experiences (i.e porn exposure, sa and more) that have had a deep affect on young people that may have caused them to form a somewhat “sex addiction”

do not be claiming you have hypersexuality if you don’t understand it.

i may not be able to understand, as i don’t have hypersexuality. But my heart goes out to those struggling with it 🫂💗

having to change how fast i speak when talking to those who have slower dialects than the average person where im from:

also just my accent randomly becoming thicker mid conversation so i gotta hope said person that isnt from my country either gets what im saying or atleast doesn’t make a stereotypical joke

to the spotify user who put satorika as the cover of a doomed / tragic yuri playlist, SLEEP WITH BOTH EYES OPEN !!!/nsrs

do NOT remind me of higurashi gou episode 16 in particular, im still sad over it 💔

just got sent my (incomplete) timetable, idk how to feel about it tbh

cause i got a good business studies teacher but i got the scary super strict physics teacher :/

i’m so bad at physics already vro why would they do this to me !!!