lament_du_lamia

I love danae!!!

Well, Danae did my whole live journal layout! I love it!...I only wish i could figure out how to change my smilies! Lol HELP DANAE...she like a superhero to me!! lol...WonderNaNa..no i can think of a better one!! Amazing layoutgrl!! lol I love her. Brad is so hott...omg...she got him on my mind again!! I can't figure out if he looks hotter in Troy or Interview with a vampier? Can I get a second opinion on that? I think Brads one of those guys that can wear a only a paper bag n it looks mad hott on him. (duh kristina, if thats all hes wearing and he is nakies...of coarse) Thats put on a list of things I wanna see be for I die.
Image hosting by PhotobucketA god!! I worship you, Brad pit!! MARRY ME!...it wont happen sigh. Valentines day is comming up. Sigh...i know jjs getting me sumthin. I have no clue what do get him? Not only that...but wouldn't it be nice to have a secreat admirer for once? Someone who sends me notes telling me how great I am and that they want to be my valentine. Someone who's not to mushy. Someone who knows how to make things like that a sexy surprise. Wouldn't it be nice? I wonder if i put a music code on here would it work?

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American Hi-Fi - Flavor Of The Weak


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If this works it goes out to all the girls who are with scum bags or have been with scum bags! Hold onto your hopes even if it means your hopeless romantic. Eventually you won't be hopeless! ...or I hope. <3 night
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I'm feeling really tired and worn out latly. Like I guess the one week of adam gave me something to do. Now i just kinda wander and talk to the same old people...its kinda dull. So like photography class started yesterday and well..i feel like its gonna sux. The teacher seems like a ass. I wanna go back to phycology...we did nuttin in that class and i knew people.Image hosting by Photobucket This is me n LIZZO ...hes a hottie...wierd as all hell though...i messed withh his hair on the last day! (hope he doesnt see this..meh) N i had all these great drawing i did today except i couldnt resize them so they fit...i dont freakin getit...y doiesnt it work 4 me!!!! i need to ask danae to let me in on her secreat of how to do that..im not great with technology. IM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG>>>


Pull up your stockings
Keep getting ready
I made you breakfast for the last time
It's time to pack up
Put on your make-up
You're wearing my t-shirt for the last time
I'm sorry
You know I'm sorry

You lay in bed next to him at night
Convince yourself that what you did was right
Instead of him, you'll want me back
You can't move on
I know you'll wind up missing me

So drink your coffee
I made you breakfast
You're wearing my t-shirt for the last time
A revelation, we'll never make it
I'm staring at you for the last time
I'm sorry
You know I'm sorry

You lay in bed next to him at night
Convince yourself that what you did was right
Instead of him, you'll want me back
You can't move on
I know you'll wind up missing me
Missing me
Missing me
You'll wind up missing me
Missing me
Missing me
You'll wind up missing me

You know you'll wind up messed up
Getting stuck in a rut
Out of luck with no life
You will be sorry

You lay in bed next to him at night
Convince yourself that what you did was right
Instead of him, you'll want me back
You can't move on
I know you're going to be sorry
You'll wind up missing me
You'll be sorry
You'll wind up missing me
lament_du_lamia

This is me...like it or not.

Where is prince charming in my life?
Sometimes life isn't the best thing to be thinking about. In my case..life is never the best thing to be thinking of. This is me: Image hosting by Photobucket (if the picture worked) I'm a junior at North Rockland..only the suckyest school alive...only the suckyest(yea I do create words) people alive too. I'm not the greatest speller so bare with me on this. It's not so much the grammer...its more the point. hmm so lets see..I guess I can try to squeese what happened so far this already into a paragraph. Ok so I was dating this boy named jj:Image hosting by Photobucket (yup, hope it worked again) Then idk I guess he got bored and started hitting on this other chick. (sorry I don't have a pic)He's not a bad guy though. I was furious at the time and dumped him. ( this was earlier in the year)I think half of me kinda wanted to dump him anyway though. I felt so sufficated with him. Like i was traped in a box and couldnt find my way out. He's cause a lot of problems between me and people. 1) He broke up me n my last bf 2) he made one of my best friends hate me 3) and o does he make sure no on will ever be with me besides him...with his clingy ..call me every hour ways! But back to the point...its still like that even though where not going out. I really dont know what to do. Moving on (trust me we will come back to this) This is me and my best friend danae :Image hosting by Photobucket( hope it worked..again) Well me and her went to the mall last weekend and met up with two girls in my school tracey and lea. They asked us to help them get guys numbers. We said we would if it came up. So me n her travel to love sacs to take pictures for our myspaces. I couldnt figure out how to work my freakin camera becuz im a loser. So i asked some guy who i thought worked the to see if he knew wtf was wrong with the god damn piece of crap. He didnt know...just like he didnt work there. This is where im a idiot and started to flirt..then danae asked him 4 his name "Adam"...n she just lead on I guess. We got his number and called him. Then thing just kept leading on n shit. Ughh god im so stupid!! Me n him(excuse me Him and i) hung out 2 weeks ago and like we hit it off and shit ( it sounds good so far..it doesnt end very happy) Here a pic:Image hosting by Photobucket ( jees do i really want this one to work??) Neway JJ was being really annoying and like called me everytime i was on the fone with this kid. N i guess the kid couldnt takle the fact i was still friends with my x. I dont get it..hes strictly friends with me ..im im pretty sure i made it clear i didnt like jj at all like that. Idk n this sounds all choppy cuz as i write ..i get sick of wrotting and want the point to just be said. So here it is ..we were suppose to hang out again ..n like his stood me up. N i saw him at the mall..uhh its like being stabed. I was such a loser too. Cuz i don't know how to be angry..im always stupid and annoyin n never angry. So i annoyed the crap out of him...im such a dumbass!!! why do i do shit like this? n even when i did talk to him i couldnt get mad cuz he has these cute eyes (lmao..its retarted) ....uhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! N like idk..he hates me now..n everything went wrong! Thats all I feel like writting right now.