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December is making me feel worse and worse everyday, afterschool my legs just felt like they were gona collapse, and i thought i was gona faint.

In gym class i was trying to hit the ball over the net in volleyball and somehow *dont ask me how i have NO IDEA* my earing got caught to one of the strings and as i tryed to escape it, i tripped over the wheels that holds the nets up, and i fell. And now my elbow KILLS and is like 2x the size it should be...well not rele but it feels HORRIBLE.

I dont feel myself, in fact i feel horrible, im never happy anymore and i hate it. It feels like im missing something but i dont know wat. And im afraid of what it might be.

Last year around this time me and george broke up, and of course thats all ive been thinking about. I miss him so much in such a weird way. But then i only see him as a friend. I dont know what im thinking?


The Holiday show last nite was pretty amazing. Nintendo theme song played on Bass was just incredible, and Kevin Hrebinko made my night with his piano playing, his band was also pretty sweet. Also the light show was GREAT i loved it soo much
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Is it bad that im not looking forward to christmas at all?
And all i want is for it to be over so i can spend the week with my friends?


Sick..and upset about something but i cant think of it.
PSAT scores WERE AMAZING but it turns out its not my sheet and the screwed up all my answers...go figure.

I got over what i needed to get over for the longest time today, it was gone in an instant. And now i just feel empty.
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so this gossip finally hit me hard, everything that has been going around about me and bryan totally ruined our relationship. We are done. For sure now, i never thought it would hurt this much but now that i think bout it i rele did love him, and he ment the world to me and i just lost my world.

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New York with Ali and Dana in two days.
I CANT WAIT!!!

if anybody wants anything tell meee


*To You*
I'm sorry for saying what i said, it was harsh and i didnt mean it to hurt you so much. But really its the truth, i will always love you and you will always be my best friend but we really arent as good as friends as we were. And i just need to accept that =(...Im sorry though.
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Spent the night with Dana Ali Claire Kristen Leah Joe John Doug Matt Jason and Mike. It was fuun.

The cofee den was amazing..Matt played and he was just incredible. This guy dedicated a song to me and my plastic baby haha, it was an amazing song and i loved it.
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