this break has been a blur

my friends were home, and gone again.. i didn't even get to see all of them (bethany!) :(
time with chani is always too short
we always have fun with christina too

i miss my friends so incredibly much
i miss the way things were about 3 years ago.. how much fun we used to have
not having as many worries or cares (as many bills!)
spending all our time at king's, denny's or eat-n-park
together
just driving around wasting gas because it wasn't $2.40 a gal then
blasting the radio, goofing off in the car

where did we go? we drifted apart..
ya we keep in touch but its just not the same
when we met up and went to the movies at the waterfront last year.. don't u think that was akward?
it makes me sad
i really miss my curly g, aj, rosie, matt, tauby, g, marcail, jen... everyone


i don't know how patrick deals with me 24/7
he's all i have day in and out
i am so thankful that we are together
i am blessed



this year my resolution is to rebuild our frienships and maintain them..
i love you all and want you to be apart of my life again
i miss u terribly