IM so tired T_T I hate waking up! waaa and im always 30 or an hour late to school! im not excited for my parents to find out on my report card!! waaaa im just tired. me nap today.
sheesh i just love tegan and sara I do think i like their old stufff better though- its so beautiful and heartful (idk if that is even a word XD) but i do love them so much...
lame i didnt have a very good NYE- i mean it was ok but i didnt have any fun : / mainly because i felt sick becuase i think i caught the flu from my dad and i was EXTREMELY tired... oh well i guess thats how it goes sometimes the party was ok- sorta lame to have none of my close friends there because it seemed like there wasnt a whole lot of talking to people and I sorta wished i would have just partied with my buddies but i super wanted to go to this rave! oh well it wasnt to bad ^_^ now that i think of it i guess i had as much fun as possible because william was there to make me smile : ] (yes yes mushy mushy) umm we ended up busing at 3:30 in the morning to federal way then we had to walk to his house for another hour : / but fortunately we saw his friend drive past and he gave us a ride the rest of the way to wills house! wee and then me and will got to cuddle and sleep :D it was the best sleep ^_^ nice way to start new year ha but it was a LONG night. god i think its funny that all my lj entries are just long run on sentences XD jeez
haha the photo booth we took this in was totally screwed up XD the camera was facing to far up (hence the weird black circle around us) so we had to half sit and half stand while taking the pics so we would fit ha it was difficult!
1st pic- will doesnt know where to look XD , off centered and i look the worst ha 2nd pic- Will doesnt realize it is funny face picture! and i look distressed ( will says he has a pedophile smile XD) gosh 3rd pic- he is surprised i snuck a cheek kiss! 4th pic- kissy kiss hehe
anyways im working on my college essay : / its so hard to write this i hate being a procrastinator! it makes it so much more hard.. i think im gonna write it about raves and how it has affected me in such a good way.. what do you think? after i write it i will post it and you all can tell me what you think : ] mew i hate this though T_T its so hard to get started o.O
its really weird when you find out that something you have been doing for so long and thought was just a habit is much much more serious and is actually considered a mental problem :[ its very discomforting i just dont know what to do : / maybe i should see a doctor?
I really just dont like talking to anyone about it because i feel so weird for doing it- i just cant help it anymore :(
everyone reading this is just going to be like o.O eh? but i guess im not even comfortable to completely talk about it
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