i really have got fuck all interesting to say. other than i just sent someone a text for the first time asking them what colour knickers their wearing...nice of me considering they gave me their no. if they ever need a sholder to cry on type thing. still Mike is showing me photos of him drunk up a tree and others of him standing in some woods.
he just missed the one week mark by sending me a text. haha. silly bastard boy he is. i am happy now. altho i've managed to get myself hosted by two different people and i feel bad if i tell one i don't want to be hosted as she's gone to all the effort to set it all up for me. so now i have to make some boring bullshit site. i'm happy again !
still nothing from the bastard boything. i miss him but i dunno what to do. i fugred i normally see his friend george about town on a wednesday so i'll keep an eye out and ask him. silly git he is. now do i go out and buy a packet of ciggarettes or do i make do and have roll ups for the rest of the evening ? haha. thats how fucking bored i am. these things start to matter to do me when i have nothing to keep me busy. altho i;ve been a bit productive and made this pretty crap..but oh goodness i do love rowland s howard. yummmmmmy.
i'm alllive. and bored. spend the last week pretty much in bed drinking and listening to the kinks, it's been divine. i somehow aquired a boyfriend, but within the first week it has brought on this mass of insecurity and just bollocks and it's all very very very weird right now. i want the throttle him already. must be love then. it's annoying i just don't know what to do with myself today. in a way i'm tempted to just drink, listening to records, play with my guitar and eat cake. eat lots of cake. and drink lots.
i had my bag stole today. lost everything. money, phone, make up, photos..worthless crap that means alot to me. i had a photo of me and ronan, awful photo but it ment so much to me and ihad one of justin, again it was really special to me. i feel horrible.
