New updates... Imma start keeping my journal updated, I havent had much to say, well its time to drop this shit like a fucking bomb, so say Woah! Like Hiroshima!
READ BELOW YOU FUCKING DOUCHEBAGS... for latest poop.
Well it's almost January, and my contract will be up with those other guys, and I have been thinking of a way to market my software...
Live Commercials
Hire some actors/actresses to go to the businesses, and they will come in, and act like they are interested in looking at things to buy, they will ask where is the kiosk that " I " make by name, and the business owner will be like, well we dont have that, and they will ask them why not. And then I will have a strong buzz going for my product.
I posted some pics of me and my new lady friend on my Xanga account.
Talked to an old friend, I was probably more unclear than I intended on, and risked offending her, which was wrong, and I apologized about, and I do mean that sincerely. She is a special person, I just don't want to see her hurt, and I am afraid shes setting herself up. The Ex in me, the part of me that has been hurt to the core by her, doesnt care if she gets hurt, more in the sense maybe she will "grow" from the experience, and maybe genuinely be a better person and someone who wouldnt want to put that kind of hurt on others, but the friend side, deeply doesnt want to see her hurt, and would try and protect her from it, even though I can only offer advise or opinions, because our friendship is streigned by the former relationship.
I used two words a little too loosely, and mostly out of hurt, one was immoral, which I meant the definition: immoral - marked by immorality; deviating from what is considered right or proper or good
What is considered right or proper? Having sexual relations with someone you A. love or B. are in a relationship with. The other things that implied slutty behavoir is, the having sexual relations outside of relationships with more than one person. Which is what I am afraid will happen.
I honestly hope she finds someone nice, like I have.
My only sadness right now, is I have to leave this person in order to progress my life and to better my situation. Yes it may be selfish, but I am not ready for a relationship right now, and I haven't led anybody into thinking that, nor made any false promises. (Promises I do not intend on keeping.)
crazy