i prefer silence over words; literature over people.
i like when things change, like seasons, but more frequent. i am excited to grow, to learn who i will become. the days drag on, but i wish i had more time. more time for the books, the trees, the love, the constellations. i wish my ambitions were more of a reality than a dream. my feet wear my past like socks, never letting me forget who i was or who i am. it is like a ghost, carrying my shame, my choices, my whole life, -- but still i do not regret. i grow strong through my choices. never let anyone forget who you are. i am satified with the simple things, these things are the only essential items i will ever need. truth lies within the eyes, always. with words, comes lies and deception. i would rather stare in your eyes. i am in love with the world. i wish i could just take it all in with one breath, and never let it go. i want to see, i want to learn. if i could, i would live like a tree. i believe that everything happens for a reason. there will never be a day that i do not believe that. everything unwinds the right way, eventually. you will all be okay, someday.
most days my life is crazy, i love every minute of it. i would like to meet optimists. people who won't bring me down. writers with good books. emerson, if only he still were alive. unique beings, something different please, -- teach me, teach me. i would like to meet the good people and their stories. i would like to meet the future, my future. yes.