..lie for fun and fake the way i hold you

tommorow morning i leave this one horse town.

i wont be using this journal anymore.

last night was my last hurrah . weird that sam put that in exactly the same way, but it's apt.

definitely a fine way to close out this summer.
chelsea and bryon are 2 of the most fucking awesome people ive ever met

now onto egregious amounts of packing and my my mom asking me thousands of fucking stupid questions about what i should or should not take.

as of today i own a 20GB i pod.
i will treat it as if it were my first born.
so help me god i will not let it get stolen, i will fucking kill anyone that gazes upon it with covetous eyes

todays been such a wonderful day.
not just because of the ipod.

im not that materialistic

i look like a dyke chauffeur today

i woke up and couldnt go back to sleep.
im too fucking stressed out to sleep.

i want to go to the state fair today.


everyone needs to stop being so lame

sunnofabitch

i want a suicidegirls membership so bad :(

and i just remembered this now....
john dones was definitely at dorkwave last night....taking pictures...with (i assume) his girlfriend.
i was drunk and sweaty so i didnt want to be like:

"hey! we went to europe in the same group about 5 years ago, and theres no way in hell you remember me at all but, i just wanted to say "hi" because the one day i spent with you in venice was probably the most perfect fucking day of my life and youre the reason i want to be a photographer, and every boy ive ever liked since you has never quite measured up...just thought you should know"

how fucking lame is it to still be infatuated with someone you only knew for 3 weeks half a decade ago?

despite my better judement i went and danced and sweated for 5 hours at dorkwave despite the fact that im currently pretty sick.
ah well.
heres to hoping i dont get pneumonia.

also next saturday:
Dane Cook
Meadow Brook Music Festival
Sat, Aug 27, 2005 08:00 PM

anybody interested? i think its like 20 bucks, but then, dane cook is a comedic genius and id gladly pay that kind of money to see him

this is officially one of my favorite pictures ever

this week has been so god damned random.

last night after going to the casino for the second time as well as the the titty bar, after we crossed the border thomas pickle took his pants off in my car and refused to put them back on.

i uploaded the picture of the speedo guys to my flickr account and within 3 minutes it had 17 views, and a comment from a lady in wales saying that it just made her entire office crack up laughing.
my only other picture that has that many views is the one of the 2 drunk ass bitches freak dancing each other.


i leave in 18 days.
eric leaves in 4.
thats so fucked up
im not nearly prepared packing, physically or otherwise...

at long last,
my mcguinness family reunion pictures
enjoy my friends

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hahaha
alissa:
CTS tim sent me a myspace message and has been flirting with me via internet.
just thought you should know.

he owns the first few seasons of quantum leap on dvd and reads lots of comic books.
thus
i think we should get married