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Reaper ([personal profile] no_reload) wrote in [community profile] deerington2021-03-13 12:28 pm
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I hurt myself today (Open)

Who: Reaper [personal profile] no_reload & OPEN
What: He's back from the dead... again. Month-long catch all for his shenanigans of exploring, wandering and not wearing clothing.
When: All of March
Where: Everywhere in Deerington

Content Warnings: Public nudity, amnesia, home invasion


i. Smoke Week

Reaper was fairly miserable for the week where he was trapped as nothing more than smoke. The contents of his person gradually increased over the week, giving him more opportunities to settle into bigger containers. He would mostly keep himself to such places, limiting how much energy he had to put into not floating away. Contained places also meant that when he vomited himself inside out – and he did – it wasn’t such a difficult task to reorient himself afterwards.

There was only one problem that persisted. While he didn’t officially ‘sleep’ in such a form, he would internalize his consciousness in an attempt to block out the continuous pain that he suffered from. That was the only real source of ‘rest’ that he could accomplish and the chronic pain wore of him.

When he was internalized, the effects of his fourth death would often manifest itself in sensations of being pulled apart. Someone trapping him in this form, or someone seeking to stop his regeneration. That nightmare drove him from whatever container or person he was staying with to wander the streets slowly and rather ineffectively.

Anyone out in the early morning hours could find him lurking under a bush or vehicle, hiding in their houses or even right in the middle of the street. His smoky body pulled and twisted, confused and vulnerable. Bodies falling from the sky forced him to seemingly roll in a random direct for any place that could be deemed safe.

“Need a place to hide,” he’d be heard muttering. Or, “help me” which was very rare indeed. Even vulnerable, he was stubborn to the idea of needing a hand-out.

ii. Deerly Beloved

Once he had been able to obtain a human form again, he also discovered the deer form that gave him timely relief from the continual agony that he suffered from physically. At first, he had accidentally taken to it and been trapped there until he found a way out of it. He took a few days to learn how to control it – what else was he supposed to do? – so he could have time with a free but empty mind.

The smoky buck with an impressive set of antlers moved through the streets of town at dusk and into the night hours. He wandered as if seeking someone, and he would often be found on street corners issue a lot rumbling sound while looking around. Or in some cases he would issue a long high-pitched shrill call that echoed.

He could be found either wandering the streets, wisps of smoke lifting from his limbs, antlers and coat. At other times, he would stop outside of houses of people who he may have once known, peering at their abodes while lingering partially in shadows. The sensation of familiarity only frustrated the complete absence of memory as to why that sensation was.

iii. Facial Awareness

On his third death, Reaper had kept to himself, hiding away from the public eye except for select people. This time though, he had new sets of difficulties that sent from wherever he happened to be staying. He had been smart enough to write a book of people that he knew, who to trust, the extent of his own powers and pointers on how to relearn them. Apparently struggling with that once meant he wasn’t willing to have a repeat performance.

a. Clothing Options

What most Sleepers of Deerington might not realize was that Reaper’s goth get-up were not actually clothing made of fabric despite how they may feel or even despite the fact that he could physically remove articles as it pleased him to. It was all made from himself, which was the only reason that he could fall to smoke completely and reform with a full set of clothing.

That left him with the terrible truth that wearing normal fabrics was lesson in pain management. During the day, he was better about it, wearing as loose fitting clothing as possible. He would grit his teeth and head out onto the streets for collecting whatever items he was out for.

Reaper did not cover himself completely, meaning that large expanses of scarred up skin were exposed of his arms, his neck and face laid bare. He ignored the prerogative insisting he cover his face, and he mentally reasoned that no one had seen it. His naturally pigmented skin was mottled all over from old burn scars, lacerations and even bullets, and his hair was pure white and undeniably long down to the small of his back. His fingers and toes were blackened as if deadened by frostbite or desiccated from a lack of blood flow.

To those unfortunate enough to come across him in the middle of the night where he slept walked his way out of any area he was resting, they would find him standing completely nude in the middle of some street, on the top of some rooftop and randomly in someone else’s yard. His face would be turned up towards the sky in those times, lost and confused.

When aware of someone, he would turn his head to look and no matter the person, he would simply ask, “Arthur, is that you?”

b. Power test

Okay, this was going to work this time. Reaper held a small black book in hand and practically had his nose into the pages. He snapped it closed after a time, tucking it into a pocket in his clothing and then closed his eyes. His breath evened out or even deepen as he concentrated. Suddenly smoke began to rise from his hands and shoulders, and he evaporated to smoke.

He reformed himself a few meters away, smirking in triumph. Also very naked. “Shit, again…” Okay, back into clothes before anyone stared too long.

In another session, Reyes was just plain running full tilt. He moved faster than anyone had a right to, pelting along the streets as he pushed the limits of his own enhanced physical abilities. He jumped over obstacles in his way, sliding his ass across car hoods and even jumping over whole intersections of the street. Sometimes, if he wasn’t careful enough, he would run into mail boxes or chairs, sending them flying and seemingly unharmed.

In the outskirts of town, he could be caught standing quiet and alone. The grass would brush against his calves, and it seemed so peaceful. Then he seemed to relax and the grass and insects all around him in a three foot radius would wither and die, turning to into black husks. Reaper himself seemed unchanged aside from the fact that any bruises or injuries he might be carrying would heal.

“This… is my curse.” To always take life.

c. Curious Nature of Things

When one valued knowledge, the absence of it kind of drove them nutters. Reaper had always valued information, and that meant that he was set to explore to learn things that he had forgotten. With his little book in hand, he would wander the streets of Deerington. He examined businesses, even went inside the establishments to look around and take notes as it suited him to.

Reaper would also have little regard for people’s privacy. If someone had an interesting house or he could see in their windows that they were participating in a task or even just talking on the Fluid, he would not even bother with self control as he simply would try the door and walk in. He’d look around, huffing at a bad paint colour or wall paper.

“Hey who are you and what are you doing?” That was a good opener, right? Not too invasive. “Have we met before, do you think?” He might be wearing all black and stood with a similar bearing as Reaper but he was definitely far more outright curious and less… stalkery from a distance. He had no time for those tactics right now. He need info and he needed it now.
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[personal profile] the_infant_death 2021-03-13 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Claudia looked up at the man, expression doll-blank. "No," she answered simply, and hefted her tiny basket. Another day, another lunatic, and she herself had not been immune to finding herself standing suddenly in a place she did not remember walking to. It was...unsettling.

"If you are awake now, you might wish to clothe yourself."

Wholly unperturbed, Claudia turned to keep walking. Nudity meant nothing to her, except perhaps ease of access to pertinent veins.
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[personal profile] the_infant_death 2021-03-14 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
Claudia stopped and turned to look back at him at the growl. That voice she did know, and that heartbeat, and she gave him a very piercing once-over. "Monsieur Reaper?"

She had not seen what lay beneath the armor and mask, and it could have been anything. Apparently this was it, and very mortal he looked, but she didn't quite think he was. His heartbeat wasn't quite right.
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[personal profile] the_infant_death 2021-03-14 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
"Being reduced to theft and beggary," Claudia answered, a bit sharply. Since he was following her, she redirected them, walked down an alley and turned a corner to find the clothes donation bin for the thrift shop. Setting her basket down - it already had a burden of two bags of blood, gifted from Sodder, covered over with a handkerchief, and a handful of early daffodils - she proceeded to climb up with side of the bin with an easy, unnatural grace.

Hanging over the side, she rummaged a moment. "I used to get new dresses every year, the finest money could buy, imported from Paris. Silk! Lace! Whalebone! Matching slippers and bonnets and parasols! It is a disgrace."

Balancing with just her feet hooked on the ledge, she straightened and stood, examining the dark button-up shirt in her hands, stretching high to hold it up to see most of it, as it was obviously a grown man's garment. Then she flicked it over her shoulder at Reaper. "That may fit, monsieur."

She was looking for skirts and blouses that might fit her and she approved of - some of the skin-baring fashions acceptable here would have been decried by street prostitutes as too bold! And her skin was wrong, had an unnatural marble-like sheen that was accentuated under fluorescent lighting. No, best to find long skirts and things with sleeves, especially since it was still so cold! She detested the cold.

She was currently wearing a long grey woolen skirt and a lavender knit sweater...and a heavy crushed velvet cloak. She liked it better than a coat.

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[personal profile] laminae 2021-03-14 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
25 Raccoon Alley, AKA Disaster House, sticks out like a sore thing compared to the rest of the houses on the street. It might be the training dummies made out of tires toppled over in the front yard, or the strange chemical smells surrounding the place, or maybe it's the large tower sticking out the side of the place. Either way, it's a unique house that would definitely attract the attention of a wandering amnesiac Sleeper.

Fern is curled up on the couch. He had tried to treat this as a normal day, he really did, but an hour in and he had shut down. He couldn't do it, the memories of having gone home are dragging him too far down to do anything but wallow like a miserable pile of grass. He isn't expecting anyone except Varian to be around, so when Reaper walks in Fern reacts on instinct.

He jumps to his feet, shapeshifting into a much, much, much taller, armoured form. He raises his blade arm but freezes. "Reaper??"

Forgive him, he's a little anxious thanks to Maul having broken in earlier in the month.
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[personal profile] laminae 2021-03-14 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Now realizing that this isn't Maul, and probably isn't an actual thread (while he's dealt with Reaper ambushing him before he knows the guy is going through those death symptoms, and even if he wasn't it seems like attacking a kid in his own home would be a little too far) Fern's body shifts again, back down to his normal, more human appearance. He still looks wary, and if he needs to he'll form a grass sword, but things should be alright for now.

Besides, it's better to be in a more familiar form, in case it helps with Reaper's memory. "Yeah, dude. It's me. You remember me?" He asks hesitantly, taking a step closer. "What're you doing here?"

Hopefully this is just some absent-minded wandering, and not because there's any danger going on outside. The last thing Fern needs is for Maul to burst in again, or something awful like that.
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[personal profile] laminae 2021-03-16 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Apparently death amnesia isn't enough to rattle Reaper's chill, though Fern supposes he shouldn't be too surprised at that. How can you be upset when you can't remember what you're upset about? That seems to be the norm for people, and his own tendency to melt down over not remembering things is the exception. At least it means the guy isn't going to go around attacking people, that's one benefit.

"Geez, someone's probably gonna stab you at this rate," he replies, then pauses and adds, "Not that... that'd be a big deal to you." Smoke body and everything, which begs the question of how Reaper died in the first place, but right now he isn't sure he wants to know the answer to that. Instead he just waves a hand at their surroundings. "Anyways, don't break anything. We worked hard to decorate the place."

It's full of bones, mostly. There's even a t-rex skull for a coffee table.

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[personal profile] morethanachild 2021-03-14 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[The girl with the silver hair takes one look at walking death and wisely decides that her leisurely walk away from town should probably proceed down a different path.]

...Are you a Sleeper or are you a town thing?

[Just gauging how fast she needs to run away.]
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[personal profile] morethanachild 2021-03-15 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Lysithea takes a look at the circle of Death.]

...If it's all the same to you, we can converse at a distance for now.

Is there a reason you're going around sucking the life out of the local fauna and flora? The town is depressing enough as it is.
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[personal profile] morethanachild 2021-03-17 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
That doesn't inspire a great deal of confidence, either.

[a pause]

...You are implying you have recently died? And with it, the death flu and the memory loss, et cetera?

What stage are you at?

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[personal profile] advanced 2021-03-15 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
If he hadn't seen Reaper's trick with the smoke before, Bucky may well have given the odd cloud of smoke a very wide berth when he saw it just hovering in the street. He might still be fairly new to this town and all its oddities, but that definitely doesn't mean that he's stupid enough to go near anything out of the ordinary without a weapon in hand. Not after the eyeball flower fiasco.

But he has seen that trick, and sharp ears catch the muttered plea for help in a voice that he recognises. He still stops a decent distance back, wary, ready to pull a weapon if need be.

"...Reaper?"
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[personal profile] advanced 2021-03-18 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
So it is the other man.

He knows that he's seen the trick of turning into smoke and back before, but he has a feeling that this isn't quite what's going on here. This looks more like he can't turn back to a man, formless and floating, almost vulnerable if a cloud of smoke could be said to be so.

"James."

He takes a single step closer, but only the one.

"Are you hurt?"
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[personal profile] advanced 2021-03-19 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky doesn't move any closer to the car where Reaper is trying to shield himself. He doesn't want to appear threatening, not when he doesn't know exactly what's going on. So he drops to his haunches there in the street, so he's more on eye level with this-- whatever this is that's currently Reaper.

"I ain't gonna hurt you," he says, voice soft. "What happened?"

Because he's fairly sure that the other man doesn't want to be floating around town as a formless cloud of smoke, huddling under cars in confusion.

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c. Curious Nature of Things

[personal profile] thenovice 2021-03-16 10:53 am (UTC)(link)
Diarmuid's cabin was certainly a curious sight to behold, lit up on a hill that overlooked an expanse of empty, grassy field. There were vegetables being grown next to the porch of the old place, and pretty glass chimes that blew softly in the wind, made out of recycled colored glass.

And when Reaper comes in, Diarmuid nearly jumps out of his very skin; he's in the middle of studying for a test at his small dining table, and puts a hand to his chest, where his heart is beating wildly. Perhaps he had expected someone like Maul. And for a horrible moment, he thinks maybe Reaper is here to do the same-

But then he breathes out, not sensing any hostility.

"Reaper?! Is that you?" He rocks to his bare feet and moves to grasp the man's hands in a way that offered peace silently. "You've returned!"
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[personal profile] thenovice 2021-03-18 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Diarmuid frowns softly, not at all pulling away as he continues holding onto the man's hand. He had feared something like this could happen — he is clearly in a terrible fog from the death he had endured, much like Diarmuid had faced himself many months ago. Things are... difficult to piece together, when you're in that place.

Smiling sadly, he shakes his head. His shoulders are stiff, his wound still healing where it stretches uncomfortably across his shoulder blades.

"I'm sorry, but I am not Arthur. My name is Diarmuid... but you do call me chiquito a lot. We are good friends, you and I." It's not a lie, not to Diarmuid. They are very good friends, as far as he's concerned; he owes Reaper, be it in blood or in a helping hand. "Are you having trouble remembering things, a chara?"
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[personal profile] thenovice 2021-03-19 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, Diarmuid very much disapproves of how cold the hands are. He begins to rub them in an attempt to put some warmth in them, when Reaper's hand rests on his shoulder; they tremble minutely with the strain of his moving hands, his standing upright. He just needs to take the 'pain medication' Dr. Harper had given him. That's all.

"It is wise, to have a book that tells you these things. I'll have to start doing such a thing myself, in case of my passing again." But then guilt paints his face, and he sighs, expression downcast. "... I'm sorry, Gabriel. I'm partly to blame. I had been attacked, and you came to defend me."

He knows that he would have likely tried to stop Maul elsewhere, but...

It is just different, when you're part of the cause.

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