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I hurt myself today (Open)
Who: Reaper
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What: He's back from the dead... again. Month-long catch all for his shenanigans of exploring, wandering and not wearing clothing.
When: All of March
Where: Everywhere in Deerington
Content Warnings: Public nudity, amnesia, home invasion
i. Smoke Week
Reaper was fairly miserable for the week where he was trapped as nothing more than smoke. The contents of his person gradually increased over the week, giving him more opportunities to settle into bigger containers. He would mostly keep himself to such places, limiting how much energy he had to put into not floating away. Contained places also meant that when he vomited himself inside out – and he did – it wasn’t such a difficult task to reorient himself afterwards.
There was only one problem that persisted. While he didn’t officially ‘sleep’ in such a form, he would internalize his consciousness in an attempt to block out the continuous pain that he suffered from. That was the only real source of ‘rest’ that he could accomplish and the chronic pain wore of him.
When he was internalized, the effects of his fourth death would often manifest itself in sensations of being pulled apart. Someone trapping him in this form, or someone seeking to stop his regeneration. That nightmare drove him from whatever container or person he was staying with to wander the streets slowly and rather ineffectively.
Anyone out in the early morning hours could find him lurking under a bush or vehicle, hiding in their houses or even right in the middle of the street. His smoky body pulled and twisted, confused and vulnerable. Bodies falling from the sky forced him to seemingly roll in a random direct for any place that could be deemed safe.
“Need a place to hide,” he’d be heard muttering. Or, “help me” which was very rare indeed. Even vulnerable, he was stubborn to the idea of needing a hand-out.
ii. Deerly Beloved
Once he had been able to obtain a human form again, he also discovered the deer form that gave him timely relief from the continual agony that he suffered from physically. At first, he had accidentally taken to it and been trapped there until he found a way out of it. He took a few days to learn how to control it – what else was he supposed to do? – so he could have time with a free but empty mind.
The smoky buck with an impressive set of antlers moved through the streets of town at dusk and into the night hours. He wandered as if seeking someone, and he would often be found on street corners issue a lot rumbling sound while looking around. Or in some cases he would issue a long high-pitched shrill call that echoed.
He could be found either wandering the streets, wisps of smoke lifting from his limbs, antlers and coat. At other times, he would stop outside of houses of people who he may have once known, peering at their abodes while lingering partially in shadows. The sensation of familiarity only frustrated the complete absence of memory as to why that sensation was.
iii. Facial Awareness
On his third death, Reaper had kept to himself, hiding away from the public eye except for select people. This time though, he had new sets of difficulties that sent from wherever he happened to be staying. He had been smart enough to write a book of people that he knew, who to trust, the extent of his own powers and pointers on how to relearn them. Apparently struggling with that once meant he wasn’t willing to have a repeat performance.
a. Clothing Options
What most Sleepers of Deerington might not realize was that Reaper’s goth get-up were not actually clothing made of fabric despite how they may feel or even despite the fact that he could physically remove articles as it pleased him to. It was all made from himself, which was the only reason that he could fall to smoke completely and reform with a full set of clothing.
That left him with the terrible truth that wearing normal fabrics was lesson in pain management. During the day, he was better about it, wearing as loose fitting clothing as possible. He would grit his teeth and head out onto the streets for collecting whatever items he was out for.
Reaper did not cover himself completely, meaning that large expanses of scarred up skin were exposed of his arms, his neck and face laid bare. He ignored the prerogative insisting he cover his face, and he mentally reasoned that no one had seen it. His naturally pigmented skin was mottled all over from old burn scars, lacerations and even bullets, and his hair was pure white and undeniably long down to the small of his back. His fingers and toes were blackened as if deadened by frostbite or desiccated from a lack of blood flow.
To those unfortunate enough to come across him in the middle of the night where he slept walked his way out of any area he was resting, they would find him standing completely nude in the middle of some street, on the top of some rooftop and randomly in someone else’s yard. His face would be turned up towards the sky in those times, lost and confused.
When aware of someone, he would turn his head to look and no matter the person, he would simply ask, “Arthur, is that you?”
b. Power test
Okay, this was going to work this time. Reaper held a small black book in hand and practically had his nose into the pages. He snapped it closed after a time, tucking it into a pocket in his clothing and then closed his eyes. His breath evened out or even deepen as he concentrated. Suddenly smoke began to rise from his hands and shoulders, and he evaporated to smoke.
He reformed himself a few meters away, smirking in triumph. Also very naked. “Shit, again…” Okay, back into clothes before anyone stared too long.
In another session, Reyes was just plain running full tilt. He moved faster than anyone had a right to, pelting along the streets as he pushed the limits of his own enhanced physical abilities. He jumped over obstacles in his way, sliding his ass across car hoods and even jumping over whole intersections of the street. Sometimes, if he wasn’t careful enough, he would run into mail boxes or chairs, sending them flying and seemingly unharmed.
In the outskirts of town, he could be caught standing quiet and alone. The grass would brush against his calves, and it seemed so peaceful. Then he seemed to relax and the grass and insects all around him in a three foot radius would wither and die, turning to into black husks. Reaper himself seemed unchanged aside from the fact that any bruises or injuries he might be carrying would heal.
“This… is my curse.” To always take life.
c. Curious Nature of Things
When one valued knowledge, the absence of it kind of drove them nutters. Reaper had always valued information, and that meant that he was set to explore to learn things that he had forgotten. With his little book in hand, he would wander the streets of Deerington. He examined businesses, even went inside the establishments to look around and take notes as it suited him to.
Reaper would also have little regard for people’s privacy. If someone had an interesting house or he could see in their windows that they were participating in a task or even just talking on the Fluid, he would not even bother with self control as he simply would try the door and walk in. He’d look around, huffing at a bad paint colour or wall paper.
“Hey who are you and what are you doing?” That was a good opener, right? Not too invasive. “Have we met before, do you think?” He might be wearing all black and stood with a similar bearing as Reaper but he was definitely far more outright curious and less… stalkery from a distance. He had no time for those tactics right now. He need info and he needed it now.
What: He's back from the dead... again. Month-long catch all for his shenanigans of exploring, wandering and not wearing clothing.
When: All of March
Where: Everywhere in Deerington
Content Warnings: Public nudity, amnesia, home invasion
i. Smoke Week
Reaper was fairly miserable for the week where he was trapped as nothing more than smoke. The contents of his person gradually increased over the week, giving him more opportunities to settle into bigger containers. He would mostly keep himself to such places, limiting how much energy he had to put into not floating away. Contained places also meant that when he vomited himself inside out – and he did – it wasn’t such a difficult task to reorient himself afterwards.
There was only one problem that persisted. While he didn’t officially ‘sleep’ in such a form, he would internalize his consciousness in an attempt to block out the continuous pain that he suffered from. That was the only real source of ‘rest’ that he could accomplish and the chronic pain wore of him.
When he was internalized, the effects of his fourth death would often manifest itself in sensations of being pulled apart. Someone trapping him in this form, or someone seeking to stop his regeneration. That nightmare drove him from whatever container or person he was staying with to wander the streets slowly and rather ineffectively.
Anyone out in the early morning hours could find him lurking under a bush or vehicle, hiding in their houses or even right in the middle of the street. His smoky body pulled and twisted, confused and vulnerable. Bodies falling from the sky forced him to seemingly roll in a random direct for any place that could be deemed safe.
“Need a place to hide,” he’d be heard muttering. Or, “help me” which was very rare indeed. Even vulnerable, he was stubborn to the idea of needing a hand-out.
ii. Deerly Beloved
Once he had been able to obtain a human form again, he also discovered the deer form that gave him timely relief from the continual agony that he suffered from physically. At first, he had accidentally taken to it and been trapped there until he found a way out of it. He took a few days to learn how to control it – what else was he supposed to do? – so he could have time with a free but empty mind.
The smoky buck with an impressive set of antlers moved through the streets of town at dusk and into the night hours. He wandered as if seeking someone, and he would often be found on street corners issue a lot rumbling sound while looking around. Or in some cases he would issue a long high-pitched shrill call that echoed.
He could be found either wandering the streets, wisps of smoke lifting from his limbs, antlers and coat. At other times, he would stop outside of houses of people who he may have once known, peering at their abodes while lingering partially in shadows. The sensation of familiarity only frustrated the complete absence of memory as to why that sensation was.
iii. Facial Awareness
On his third death, Reaper had kept to himself, hiding away from the public eye except for select people. This time though, he had new sets of difficulties that sent from wherever he happened to be staying. He had been smart enough to write a book of people that he knew, who to trust, the extent of his own powers and pointers on how to relearn them. Apparently struggling with that once meant he wasn’t willing to have a repeat performance.
a. Clothing Options
What most Sleepers of Deerington might not realize was that Reaper’s goth get-up were not actually clothing made of fabric despite how they may feel or even despite the fact that he could physically remove articles as it pleased him to. It was all made from himself, which was the only reason that he could fall to smoke completely and reform with a full set of clothing.
That left him with the terrible truth that wearing normal fabrics was lesson in pain management. During the day, he was better about it, wearing as loose fitting clothing as possible. He would grit his teeth and head out onto the streets for collecting whatever items he was out for.
Reaper did not cover himself completely, meaning that large expanses of scarred up skin were exposed of his arms, his neck and face laid bare. He ignored the prerogative insisting he cover his face, and he mentally reasoned that no one had seen it. His naturally pigmented skin was mottled all over from old burn scars, lacerations and even bullets, and his hair was pure white and undeniably long down to the small of his back. His fingers and toes were blackened as if deadened by frostbite or desiccated from a lack of blood flow.
To those unfortunate enough to come across him in the middle of the night where he slept walked his way out of any area he was resting, they would find him standing completely nude in the middle of some street, on the top of some rooftop and randomly in someone else’s yard. His face would be turned up towards the sky in those times, lost and confused.
When aware of someone, he would turn his head to look and no matter the person, he would simply ask, “Arthur, is that you?”
b. Power test
Okay, this was going to work this time. Reaper held a small black book in hand and practically had his nose into the pages. He snapped it closed after a time, tucking it into a pocket in his clothing and then closed his eyes. His breath evened out or even deepen as he concentrated. Suddenly smoke began to rise from his hands and shoulders, and he evaporated to smoke.
He reformed himself a few meters away, smirking in triumph. Also very naked. “Shit, again…” Okay, back into clothes before anyone stared too long.
In another session, Reyes was just plain running full tilt. He moved faster than anyone had a right to, pelting along the streets as he pushed the limits of his own enhanced physical abilities. He jumped over obstacles in his way, sliding his ass across car hoods and even jumping over whole intersections of the street. Sometimes, if he wasn’t careful enough, he would run into mail boxes or chairs, sending them flying and seemingly unharmed.
In the outskirts of town, he could be caught standing quiet and alone. The grass would brush against his calves, and it seemed so peaceful. Then he seemed to relax and the grass and insects all around him in a three foot radius would wither and die, turning to into black husks. Reaper himself seemed unchanged aside from the fact that any bruises or injuries he might be carrying would heal.
“This… is my curse.” To always take life.
c. Curious Nature of Things
When one valued knowledge, the absence of it kind of drove them nutters. Reaper had always valued information, and that meant that he was set to explore to learn things that he had forgotten. With his little book in hand, he would wander the streets of Deerington. He examined businesses, even went inside the establishments to look around and take notes as it suited him to.
Reaper would also have little regard for people’s privacy. If someone had an interesting house or he could see in their windows that they were participating in a task or even just talking on the Fluid, he would not even bother with self control as he simply would try the door and walk in. He’d look around, huffing at a bad paint colour or wall paper.
“Hey who are you and what are you doing?” That was a good opener, right? Not too invasive. “Have we met before, do you think?” He might be wearing all black and stood with a similar bearing as Reaper but he was definitely far more outright curious and less… stalkery from a distance. He had no time for those tactics right now. He need info and he needed it now.

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"If you are awake now, you might wish to clothe yourself."
Wholly unperturbed, Claudia turned to keep walking. Nudity meant nothing to her, except perhaps ease of access to pertinent veins.
Re: A
Just seemed to wake up out of a fog in a random place.
He turned and actually just followed her like a bit of a lost puppy. He needed to find some landmark that he recognized before he thought to wander off on his own. Or that black dog needed to show up and lead him back to where he was sleeping. "I don't know where my clothes are." A beat and then a low growl that definitely sounded more like Reaper. "No doubt there will be a law against public indecency."
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She had not seen what lay beneath the armor and mask, and it could have been anything. Apparently this was it, and very mortal he looked, but she didn't quite think he was. His heartbeat wasn't quite right.
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He pushed some of his hair back over his bare shoulder as he continued to follow her, expecting she at least knew a little of where they were. She also knew him, which was partially a relief as much as it was a frustration. His heart was definitely not right, only beating about twenty per minute, sometimes less when he was cold.
"I've met you before then. What are you doing out at this time of night?"
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Hanging over the side, she rummaged a moment. "I used to get new dresses every year, the finest money could buy, imported from Paris. Silk! Lace! Whalebone! Matching slippers and bonnets and parasols! It is a disgrace."
Balancing with just her feet hooked on the ledge, she straightened and stood, examining the dark button-up shirt in her hands, stretching high to hold it up to see most of it, as it was obviously a grown man's garment. Then she flicked it over her shoulder at Reaper. "That may fit, monsieur."
She was looking for skirts and blouses that might fit her and she approved of - some of the skin-baring fashions acceptable here would have been decried by street prostitutes as too bold! And her skin was wrong, had an unnatural marble-like sheen that was accentuated under fluorescent lighting. No, best to find long skirts and things with sleeves, especially since it was still so cold! She detested the cold.
She was currently wearing a long grey woolen skirt and a lavender knit sweater...and a heavy crushed velvet cloak. She liked it better than a coat.
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C.
Fern is curled up on the couch. He had tried to treat this as a normal day, he really did, but an hour in and he had shut down. He couldn't do it, the memories of having gone home are dragging him too far down to do anything but wallow like a miserable pile of grass. He isn't expecting anyone except Varian to be around, so when Reaper walks in Fern reacts on instinct.
He jumps to his feet, shapeshifting into a much, much, much taller, armoured form. He raises his blade arm but freezes. "Reaper??"
Forgive him, he's a little anxious thanks to Maul having broken in earlier in the month.
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So of course he walked right in, much of his white hair covered with the hood he was wearing - no suspicious at all - and he found himself looking up at a giant grass creation that was so in place with the house but so out of place with the rest of the neighbourhood block.
He stared, red eyes blinking but wasn't at all intimidated by the bladed arm. "You can create weapons," he said instead of answering. He could do that too, or at least the book told him that he could but hadn't discovered that ability yet. "Just like that. How do you do that?"
Oh right, and he could make an association now. "You're the grass boy... Fern?"
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Besides, it's better to be in a more familiar form, in case it helps with Reaper's memory. "Yeah, dude. It's me. You remember me?" He asks hesitantly, taking a step closer. "What're you doing here?"
Hopefully this is just some absent-minded wandering, and not because there's any danger going on outside. The last thing Fern needs is for Maul to burst in again, or something awful like that.
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Fascinating that this grass dummy could alter in size and talk. Was it some kind of mystical omnic design? No, that seemed too simple of an explanation. "Oh no, I don't remember much of anything," he said with a near casual shrug of his shoulders. "I remember dying, and... well, it doesn't matter." He wasn't about to give out information for free after all. He was here looking for information.
He pushed his hood back from his head, finding the constant stimulation annoying and distracting. "It was an interesting house, so I came to explore why that was. There are a number of interesting places, and it's amazing how few people lock their windows and doors," he remarked. Yes, he had been walking into random houses and business a lot.
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"Geez, someone's probably gonna stab you at this rate," he replies, then pauses and adds, "Not that... that'd be a big deal to you." Smoke body and everything, which begs the question of how Reaper died in the first place, but right now he isn't sure he wants to know the answer to that. Instead he just waves a hand at their surroundings. "Anyways, don't break anything. We worked hard to decorate the place."
It's full of bones, mostly. There's even a t-rex skull for a coffee table.
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iii b
...Are you a Sleeper or are you a town thing?
[Just gauging how fast she needs to run away.]
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I've been told I'm a Sleeper. One that died a few too many times.
[He was back in control of his powers, and he was uncomfortable with how energized he felt after killing a load of grass and insects.]
It's safe... sort of.
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...If it's all the same to you, we can converse at a distance for now.
Is there a reason you're going around sucking the life out of the local fauna and flora? The town is depressing enough as it is.
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Fair enough. It is probably safer that way.
[He turned around to face her, though he kept to the circle.]
Practicing this skill so I can keep it under control when it isn't just flora and fauna.
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[a pause]
...You are implying you have recently died? And with it, the death flu and the memory loss, et cetera?
What stage are you at?
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apologies for the delay! this week has been a lot
np, np, sammmmeeeee here
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But he has seen that trick, and sharp ears catch the muttered plea for help in a voice that he recognises. He still stops a decent distance back, wary, ready to pull a weapon if need be.
"...Reaper?"
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He was swirling as he made his way over to potentially hide under a car where the air currents were not quite as strong. He was nearly there when he heard the voice and stopped, gathering himself into a tighter 'ball' of smoke that twisted and curled around itself.
"...who's there?" Too far away for him to make any attempt at identification otherwise.
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He knows that he's seen the trick of turning into smoke and back before, but he has a feeling that this isn't quite what's going on here. This looks more like he can't turn back to a man, formless and floating, almost vulnerable if a cloud of smoke could be said to be so.
"James."
He takes a single step closer, but only the one.
"Are you hurt?"
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For some reason, the name 'James' struck him as familiar, though he didn't know why that might be. He also somehow had the impressive to keep his distance, partially hiding under a vehicle more to be out of the elements than to hide. His awareness to know where someone was happened to be limited too and currently James was out of his range.
"Depends on your definition of hurt," he replied softly. "Everything always hurts right now, but I can't say I have an active injury."
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"I ain't gonna hurt you," he says, voice soft. "What happened?"
Because he's fairly sure that the other man doesn't want to be floating around town as a formless cloud of smoke, huddling under cars in confusion.
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c. Curious Nature of Things
And when Reaper comes in, Diarmuid nearly jumps out of his very skin; he's in the middle of studying for a test at his small dining table, and puts a hand to his chest, where his heart is beating wildly. Perhaps he had expected someone like Maul. And for a horrible moment, he thinks maybe Reaper is here to do the same-
But then he breathes out, not sensing any hostility.
"Reaper?! Is that you?" He rocks to his bare feet and moves to grasp the man's hands in a way that offered peace silently. "You've returned!"
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Eventually, he wandered away from that spot, moving up the dirt lane until he came upon a cabin in the woods. It was homely, far enough away to remind him of a sensation of nostalgia that had no place with his lack of memories.
When he entered the abode as he had done many times before, he expected something... else. He looked at the boy that rose, tilting his head as he momentarily at the reaction. Everyone so jumpy.
"Yes, I have," he murmured as he looked Diarmuid up and down. "You are... my Arthur? Spring break, is it?"
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Smiling sadly, he shakes his head. His shoulders are stiff, his wound still healing where it stretches uncomfortably across his shoulder blades.
"I'm sorry, but I am not Arthur. My name is Diarmuid... but you do call me chiquito a lot. We are good friends, you and I." It's not a lie, not to Diarmuid. They are very good friends, as far as he's concerned; he owes Reaper, be it in blood or in a helping hand. "Are you having trouble remembering things, a chara?"
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Perception without memory heightened what he saw, and he noted the stiffness in the boy. His red eyes followed the stillness of shoulders like trying to avoid too much movement.
"Chiquito," he murmured and the word brought a half smile to his lips, like there was something familiar and comforting about the word. "You're about Arthur's age, I think," he reflected absently before he lifted his hand other to rest it on Diarmuid's shoulder, trying to determine if the stillness was just his imagination or something accurate. "I don't remember much, but I have a book that tells me important information."
He remembered dying, and that was momentary distraction. "I died on that road beyond the house. I don't know why I was there, but it was important."
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"It is wise, to have a book that tells you these things. I'll have to start doing such a thing myself, in case of my passing again." But then guilt paints his face, and he sighs, expression downcast. "... I'm sorry, Gabriel. I'm partly to blame. I had been attacked, and you came to defend me."
He knows that he would have likely tried to stop Maul elsewhere, but...
It is just different, when you're part of the cause.
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