Dr. Alana Bloom (
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deerfeed2020-01-31 10:45 am
Voice; un: bloom. Forward dated to Feb 4th
I've been told this network will reach everyone here who... has been brought here like I have.
[ Alana sounds terrible, her voice thick with the nasal sound of flu-like symptoms. Dying, apparently, is a bitch. It's also not fatal, which... may be the most terrifying thing she's experienced here. ]
My name is Alana Bloom, I'm-- I was-- back home I'm a doctor of psychiatry based in Maryland. [ aka: she has FBI ties. ] I have-- a number of questions. [ Not only does she sound sick, she sounds a lot like she's trying to cover up exhaustion. Using her professional voice usually serves her well, but she's really struggling. ]
About what's going on here, and specifically what "Deerington" is. I get the sense some of you have been here a long time, and-- I suppose the crux of what I'm asking is what exactly is it that's going on here. What's really going on? The Titanic, and now this underwater city... I've been told they're not usual, as is the way so many of us seem to think we actually belong on the Titanic, is that right?
[ Because none of it makes sense. This isn't something she can come at with her usual head-on approach, is it? Surely this can't all literally be happening. There's got to be something else going on. ]
I'd be grateful for any information or insight any of you have-- and thank you again to everyone who has been so helpful already.
[ And that'll do. She ends the recording, posts it to the network.
OPTIONAL: Despite feeling like she's got the worst flu she's ever had, Alana can be found in a number of public places, either looking out at the water or writing thoughtfully in a notebook she's found for herself. She's happy to be approached. ]
[ Alana sounds terrible, her voice thick with the nasal sound of flu-like symptoms. Dying, apparently, is a bitch. It's also not fatal, which... may be the most terrifying thing she's experienced here. ]
My name is Alana Bloom, I'm-- I was-- back home I'm a doctor of psychiatry based in Maryland. [ aka: she has FBI ties. ] I have-- a number of questions. [ Not only does she sound sick, she sounds a lot like she's trying to cover up exhaustion. Using her professional voice usually serves her well, but she's really struggling. ]
About what's going on here, and specifically what "Deerington" is. I get the sense some of you have been here a long time, and-- I suppose the crux of what I'm asking is what exactly is it that's going on here. What's really going on? The Titanic, and now this underwater city... I've been told they're not usual, as is the way so many of us seem to think we actually belong on the Titanic, is that right?
[ Because none of it makes sense. This isn't something she can come at with her usual head-on approach, is it? Surely this can't all literally be happening. There's got to be something else going on. ]
I'd be grateful for any information or insight any of you have-- and thank you again to everyone who has been so helpful already.
[ And that'll do. She ends the recording, posts it to the network.
OPTIONAL: Despite feeling like she's got the worst flu she's ever had, Alana can be found in a number of public places, either looking out at the water or writing thoughtfully in a notebook she's found for herself. She's happy to be approached. ]

text; un: fern
don't know why we were on a boat, probably the town messing with us
the town does that by the way
mess with you
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You're talking about this town like it's sentient.
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but there's also the dude who runs it and some other lady and junk
maybe they're the ones messing with us constantly i don't know
but sometimes the entire town gets hit and it feels bigger than a couple people running the show
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voice; un: jackk
[ all of this stated very matter-of-factly, but that's not the part he was really interested in here. ]
Is psychiatry what you have to study to become a grief counselor?
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[ She listens, telling herself that her gut feeling of "this guy sounds crazy" probably isn't accurate right now. Except for that question-- ]
What you have to study to-- Uh. No. I'm. I, I mean. [ It takes her a moment to gather herself and focus on the out-of-left-field question. ] You could, but psychiatry lends itself more to understanding the human mind and the problems that can come up. Counseling would be better to study if you want to work with the bereaved.
Why do you ask?
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[ you know, the people being cut in half, the haunted ship, the sinking, all that good stuff. it's ridiculous, he knows. welcome to a tortured child's nightmare. ]
I met a grief counselor when I was four we- [ weeks, no fuck can't say that or they'll know you're an infant ] Years, four years. [ nope, older ] Fourteen, I mean. [ jack swallows, and then, with new, badly faked certainty: ] I was fourteen years old.
[ nailed it. ]
Anyway, she was warm, and compassionate, and helped me with something that no one else could.
[ so does that mean you're like her? Because he could use some grief counseling. maybe not with the shape shifting part, even if jack would be overjoyed to see his mother again. ]
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un: dickmon
i'm guessing someone's already told you that we're usually in some version of maine? in a weirdo town called deerington? this whole thing is just some sort of an extra fun bonus experience thingy, in case we weren't sick enough of the monthly crazies i guess.
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It's usually Ms Bloom, but given the unusual circumstances I'll allow Alana.
By monthly crazies do you mean the different unusual things that keep happening? Are they that regular?
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mm hm. they're like clockwork. when i first got to town, the streets = covered in blood. and then there was some weird thing where people got all diseased and fungal-like and turned into zombies. next came the creatures that were sucking the life out of people. and ooh, we got treated to a fancy new year's eve party and then bloom... ( see what he did there? ) we were on the titanic. so tl;dr -- you're pretty much screwed.
welcome to hell. ♥
btw, were you like at the brink of death or something before getting here? ( just wondering. that was the case for him; what with the pesky and deadly werewolf bite he was dealing with. )
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un: stormborn
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I'd consider it. Not within the next few weeks, but I can see there'd be a need for psychiatric support here.
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voice; un: asmodeus
What work do you do, back home?
( Ignoring the questions Alana asked, because presumably someone else is dealing with that. )
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cw - ref to past in-patient mental health facility, forced sedation
It sounds like Alana Bloom is the kind of person that when she was Sam Cunningham she would have worked with, and probably respected and found to be a pain in her ass, depending on the day. )
I worked Vice in Seattle, for a while. If you're in Maryland, though... are you Federal?
( Because, again. Impressive and a pain in the ass, simultaneously. )
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idk what happened to the rest of that sentence but I choose to blame it on the moon
video; un: s.winchester
I'm not sure I could tell you anything you haven't already heard. The dream stuff is kind of out of my area of expertise.
[ Kind of. Mostly. It's adjacent. Rather than continue down that line of conversation he's frowning at her, the thoughtful expression turning into one of concern. He's seen this before more than once, there are usually only a couple of options, but he's got to ask. ]
No offense, but you sound terrible. Are you alright?
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But given everything that's happened over the past few days, I can't really complain.
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text, private, un: billy
do you still do the psychiatry thing
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video: un: littlealbatross
It's something I've been trying to decipher, myself. Going by calendar days, if calendars can be trusted here, this is my sixth month in Deerington. Five, if we discount the odd trip on the Titanic.
I am here in the town, but you seem to not be. I don't recognize the underwater city.
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Are you-- in the town right now? Not with the rest of us here? How is it you're receiving this message?
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[action] FIRST (re-)MEETING TIME....
So the routine helps, in a tenuous sense. Will hides his suitcase - silently imported from the Titanic along with everyone else's, and what he assumes is going to be his only clue for a while that Sodder is in fact still around - in various rooms and corners, buries it underneath unappealing things before he trusts it enough to abandon it.
Scavenging and exploring takes up...most of his time, as it probably does everyone else's. Will doesn't like looting corpses for food - he's mostly sticking to sad-looking cans found at random places, and what he can shake out of the vending machines.
But it keeps him on the move and gives him something to do. And so while he's walking through a corridor that passes by wide windows to the ocean outside, and he sees a figure, Will slows down. Another person? Or one of the strange, erratic not-quite-people who also wander the halls? It looks too calm to be one of them. In fact, it looks familiar, even from halfway back down the hall; Will can recognize the silhouette instinctively, although his brain balks at the connection.
He'd just meant to slow down, but now he freezes in place. Will's voice is rough from disuse this morning: ] Alana? [ He clears his throat, voice raising. ] Alana Bloom?
[ He looks stricken; surprised and confused and already with a hint of concern pinching his features. ]
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It should, but it doesn't. She's always been practical. She's always been aware that within her set of morals she'll do what she needs to survive. There are worse things she could be doing to these corpses than taking the things they no longer have a use for.
What scares her are the moments she's left to herself, left to contemplate the things she'd learned in Hannibal's house. While she's scavenging at least she can avoid the deep, bone-chilling truths she knows she has to face eventually. There hadn't been time for it, back on that sick carcass of a ship, but here--
A voice interrupts the horror of contemplation, and at first Alana jumps at the distraction. But before she sees him, she already knows who it is, and some deep part of her fears that this won't bring her the peace she hopes it would have. ] Will--?
[ She takes him in, for once too overwhelmed to overanalyze her response. ] I thought I saw you back on the ship-- I wasn't sure if I was just having a mental breakdown or if- you were really here too. [ She doesn't cross the space between them. Not yet. She doesn't feel in control of herself enough, though she wants to touch him and make sure he's really here.
She doesn't want to touch him because when she sees him all she can think of is Hannibal; what she's realised he put Will through, how he used her. ]
Will, I'm-- [ Sorry doesn't seem to quite cut it, but she doesn't know what else to say. ]
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WOW ow ow ow
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voice
[If he sounds a little panicked, well, he's got one hand and no access to the Force so yeah.]
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I'm afraid I don't know all that much, or how we got here, but against all common sense and logic it seems like we really are here, in something that people are calling a dream.
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