the answers to my nightmares...

this journal is dead. the new one lives at www.livejournal.com/users/waitforslumber.

I registered for classes today and I am taking Introduction to Lighting and Editing 2(online). I will only have to go into the city one day a week this summer so I'm pretty excited about that. Classes don't start until June 21st so that means I get an entire month off. I am a lot more at peace now that I have switched my emphasis to Editing instead of Directing, I feel that I won't be wasting my time on something I already know well enough, and this way I can master post production stages. Last night Kelly and I watched old Harms videos. Good times laughing at the old drugged out,'punk rock', and overexcited me along with how much everyone has changed since those days. We'll probablly start watching HBTR videos soon, but we will have more to laugh at. I can't wait until Bright Eyes a week from tonight. Star Wars premiere coming soon!

Today I saw my friend buried. Yesterday I found out that another old friend hung himself when he found out his girlfriend was pregnant. All of this has been pretty emotionally tiring.

In other news Kelly and I are down in Hanford until Friday morning. We've been hanging out with the Swift's and their beautiful baby girl Evelyn Belle. It's good to be back in town for a short while and see how much things have changed, yet in a weird way stayed the same.

I talked to Tim Armstrong again and he agreed to do the film and he might help produce it to come out on dvd. Kady is pretty excited.

The sun isn't getting any brighter but the people and values in my life are.
Life is very precious, i've had the time today to realize that.

The weekend was succesful.The days are getting shorter and with much happiness if i might add.
The Between the buried and me show was great. Although I feel that With Passion stole the show. We talked to Mace from San Leandro the entire show. It's good to see him because we have lost touch with so many people, we finally were able to spend time with someone great.
Kelly and I are going to be attending the As I Lay Dying show in Orangvale this sunday for free because With Passion wants me to film for parts of the live video.

I bought the newest As Hope Dies cd off of the internet last night.It will be shipped to me soon along with my new belt buckle from Ford.

On Tuesday Kelly and I are going to go buy our own brand new couch from Ikea in Berkeley .Finally something not handed down or torn to shreads to get us by.

Kelly and I are having a welcoming party in San Francisco at the end of next month. So if you want to come comment because not everyone is invited.

I am finally working now.
The graveyard shift in a factory in Livermore.
I am going to drop out of my online classes for producing.
I have my appointment with the associate representatives of New Line Cinema at the end of this month . If the meeting goes well and they want to become part of the team editors for Theatrical Previews then Kelly and I will be moving to Boston where I will finish school and work part time for the studios.
I am looking forward to Undying coming to Oakland in less than 2 weeks.
By the way Netflix kills all.

The seasons are changing.

People are once again...becoming ridiculous.

But don't worry I don't see them much.

Band is starting soon...the summer.

The big move in the fall.

Still no job,but off season is enjoyed.

Ricci: Kelly and I coming to see you this summer.

Andrew:We're visiting sooner than you know.

Kelly got her tat artwork done.on the forearm.nice.

I've been told recently that nobody ever talks to me and they are wondering what am I up to.

I am alive and well. If I don't talk to you directly this might be because of your false actions. I am starting a band with Josh Clark and other bay area kids for when Kelly and I move to San Francisco this fall. Metal/core meets Grind/core. If you like Cattle Decapiation and Undying...then you might dig us...if you are still stuck on As I Lay Dying and Bleeding Through then don't talk to me.I probablly wouldn't like you.

I am going to the Vital Remains show tonight with Kelly,Josh and Metal Nate.This show is also featuring Cattle Decapitation and the ever popular Black Dahlia Murder . This is a metal show,not a "hard core" show and metal is so not in,so I probablly won't see any of you there.

we're cool.you eat ass.
go get your lip pierced.

i am goig to be drumming with a signed band.
i am moving with my fiance to San Francisco in October when our lease is up.
i've been stuck here for the last 4 months due to people i cannot stand,and i have to stay her 5 more months.
i hate most everyone in tracy,modesto, and stockton.
i won't name who i do like...because the ones who think i like them
will realize i don't. and i being... semi-civilized,won't do that til i am far away.

i editted from 12 noon yesterday til 1:30 am this morning on the elora dauna video i shot.
it came out okay... a few noticeable fuck ups. i'm doing another one this summer with a better storyline, dancers, and more continuity.

i missed you while i was asleep on ryan's couch last night here in sn francisco. i'm coming home.

i love you.

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