First I'm going to try to romaji the lyrics, then I'll translate em. xP This is what I have to work with. Damn you みーちゃん, all that shit just to understand your blasted song.
Well, we all want things. Not saying I'm gonna get any of these (since I hardly talk to my parents) but here's a list of things I've been waiting to get for a while.
- New Camera (For muh picshures. My old camera sucks, and I can't take good pictures with it. :/ ) - Full length mirror (Cause I'm vain) - Clothes - Make up (I luff u Veeshul Kay.) - Graphics card (So I can play my DAMN games) - Sewing machine (My moms got rid of my old one ;_;)
;D! I could be happy if only I got the graphics card. It's vital to me as both a recluse and video game addict.
These people are starting to tax me. Slowly but surely, the amount of people I can say are my friends is diminishing. It's not what you think, either. I'm not a total douche bag and go around talking shit to everyone. In fact, I can take a lot of shit for those that I love. But to a certain point.
First and foremost, my ex best friend, Emelene.
It surprises me that she would rather hang out with the type of people who think they are better than everyone else. She tells me, "Oh they're not really like that, you just don't know them like I do, etc etc." ...right. These are the same people that talk shit about you behind your back, and not to your face, I know, because Asians are like that. Which is to say, the Asian elitists at my old school. You know the type. The ones who will only hang out with other Asian kids because they're too good and smart for everyone else. No, not the cool Asian kids, who hang out with everyone and treat everyone like they are decent human beings.
And here's the thing. I'm fine with her hanging out with them. I mean, I'm a compromising kind of person. As long as I'm not around to hang out with them as well, I don't mind. But then she started blowing me off for them. That's really not cool. I know she has had problems with my other friends. And each one of those times, even when it was her at fault, I've always preferred her over them. Why? Because I thought I could trust her. It really bothers me that I can't. But whatever. She's made her decision. I don't hate her or hold ill will towards her.
Then there are people like Jon and Shea. Some of the things you say...it's pretty...wow. I can usually deal with bigotry by ignoring them, but past a certain point I just get frustrated with it.
At the moment I only have a couple of people left. Predominantly Antonio and Dan. I would very much like it if the both of them married me. At once. You guys are so crazy and awesome....it makes my soul sing.
God, I fucking hate it when people start being vulgar. "ZOMG HAHAHAHA U SED PENIS". Fucking `tards. Ugh.
Anyway. I am excited~ I can finally start creating the ideas for the clothes that I had~ <3 Taking sewing classes :> Tee hee heee Now if only I could remember where I left my sewing machine :/
I don't know why I love this song so much
You and I both floating?
Abel, what has you so frightened? Are you weeping? Laughing? That day, I started to go mad you know. Was I dreaming? Sleeping?
An obscene line, a shocking sign, you and I both floating in the middle of the night?
Abel, I?m counting the sheep. In melancholy, like a nightmare
A scattered mind, crimson rain, you and I both floating in the middle of the night Overflowing wine, grieving Kain, you and I both floating in the middle of the night
Tonight, back bearing a cross, run to the darkness at the risk of your life Tonight, with bloodshot eyes, lose your way in the darkness, grieving Kain
An obscene line, a shocking sign, you and I both floating in the middle of the night Overflowing wine, grieving Kain, you and I both floating in the middle of the night
Tonight, back bearing a cross, run to the darkness at the risk of your life Tonight, with bloodshot eyes, lose your way in the darkness, grieving Kain
Tonight, back bearing a cross, run until you die at the risk of your life Tonight, with bloodshot eyes, dance until you die, grieving Kain Tonight, back bearing a cross, run until you die at the risk of your life Tonight, I am you, dance until you die, grieving Kain
Rawr. Yes, I am that articulate. My thoughts are all over the place, so shush. One minute I'll be talking about one thing, the next I'll be talking about another.
Anyway. Wow, it's been a long time since I've blogged. Like, 10 zillion years. The reason I haven't been doing a lot of blogging is mainly because of Fiesta. Stupid MMOs! Grr, you. Well, amazingly enough I seem to have gotten bored of them. I do not know if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
Also, I seem to have gotten addicted to those Korean "Dress Up" games. They have the same faces, same clothes and same stupid twinkling music. So why do I like them so much?! Ew.
I wish God was a monkey. I wish I was creative. I wish high school wasn't the "high point" of my life. I wish I had the guts to tell him I'm in love with someone else. I wish my neighbors would shut up about the "LAAAAAKKKEEERRRSSSS". I wish I wasn't so lazy. I wish there was a bridge to Korea. I wish this class would end. I wish my writing was more interesting. I wish I wasn't so overly obsessed with Jrock. I wish my dad wouldn't tell me how worthless I am. I wish I lived on my own. I wish Emelene's aunt would leave her alone so she could be at piece. I wish Cammykins wasn't mad at me. I wish there weren't so many people who pissed me off. I wish this chair wasn't so uncomfortable. I wish I had a job. I wish he lived right next to me, so I could be the one he would marry. I wish I knew what I was talking about. I wish there was an extra letter in the alphabet. I wish Saruin didn't break up. I wish sad songs didn't sound so sweet. I wish my chocolate didn't get eaten after I left. I wish I had brought some socks instead. I wish my mom wasn't so unhappy with her life. I wish they would shift the "E" in the Dell logo. I wish I had some Taco Bell, thinking about Dell made me think of Taco Bell for some reason. I wish there was a word that rhymed with orange.
