Hey stranger

I've been gone too long. Reading up, looking at my news feed and seeing how I missed alot.  Let me just get my coffee first and then I can tell you everything I have been up .

the one i let get away

Abraham is his name. I pushed him away because of my insecurities.. i never gave him the chance. My Malacara, i would tale it all back, just to be yours and only yours. I was sp afraid that you would push me away,, that i pushed u away before i gave you any chance of us having an us. Now its too I'm afraid. I'm tired, I'm tired of it all. I dont have the strength to keep fighting. I'm done shedding tears, I'm just done. : ........... (


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oh how i have missd lj

hello all, i am just seeing that the last time i was back was in june or july of last year. well i am back and hopefully for a long time. miss you beautiful ppl.
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hello ppl

i havent been here in a long while. and i know my first post in a while is a bit sad or depressing, depending on how you see it.
 
me and guys are unmixy things, why , i dont know, i wish i knew cause then i would finally know what its like to have someone .

yes i know, i am boring you again ppl,


 i just wanted to say hey. how you all doing .
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:(

i went out a  while ago, and was having a good time. and then i went and complain about something, something insignificant, and ruined the rest of the eveing, or at least it felt like that. i hurt a guy i really like and all because i got a case of the foot in mouth disease. what is wrong with me, why cant i just stop and  enjoy the moment? :(

i am eating away my depressed mood right now
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