so lonely...

Public apology

This is a public notice to all who are on my buddy list.

Last night you probably recieved a trojan from my sn.

I was sleeping.

I contacted Microsoft and they said it had to do with me downloading mp3'.

Low and behold.

I have about 100 mp3's left out of about 700.

My sincerest apologies for all who think I am sending them computer virus's and shit.

I had to reinstall Windows.

All I can do is apologize to you all.

I set up a firewall and it will NOT happen again.

Thanks,
Sue
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help?

I know some of you guys are very talented.

I am asking for anyone on my friends list to make me a really cool icon using this pic:



There will be prizes involved ;)
so lonely...

end of an era.

Now that Eric has openly admitted that he has been lying to me, I feel it is time to cut him out of my life totally. No more Mrs. Nice Sue. I will pay his existance no attention. From now on he is NOTHING to me. How the fuck can you lie to someone's face for so fucking long and be able to live with yourself? I for one, do not lie, so I do not know how it feels to be caught. I have realized there are so many more important things I have to worry about in life than some sick, twisted, 27 year old MAN who still lives at home, likes girls with extra limbs, believes he is British, lies constantly, has no emotional stability, likes mooses, lasts only 30 seconds in bed, makes fun of his FRIENDS behind their backs, has NO loyalty whatsoever, thrives off hurting people, did I mention PATHALOGICAL LIAR?, hrm...and many many more, but I will spare you all the details. I am NOT looking for sympathy. I do not want to be consoled. I am just happy all the shit is done. I am finished and he has lost a great, caring, trustworty, amazing friend. I will no longer be his "convenient friend". I just don't understand why.

He has been lying to me since we broke up. He constantly makes fun of his ex-girlfriend X-tina to me. He makes fun of her bullimic stained teeth. He makes fun of the fact that she has gained a lot of weight. I just don't know and cannot comprehend why this girl still wants to be friends with a guy who thinks so less of her. Now that I know how valued I ever was to this lying sack of doggie poo I am walking away and laughing. I just do NOT fucking get what his and her problems are. If they have such a special bond, why does he constantly hide her? If they are so "connected" why does he make fun of her and decieve her? But then again, I could ask myself the same questions. I guess there are some people out there who will never know the true meaning of the word trust. I am one of those people. How many times did I ask him, "why are you lying"? How many times did he respond, "Sue, you know she is a psychotic bitch. She is just trying to piss you off so she can get back with me. Look at her, she moved up to New York just to be with me. I couldn't possibly want to have anything to do with her. She is nothing but a spoiled psycho and I am scared of her." Yes, that is exactly what he says everytime she is mentioned. Now that he has admitted this all to me, I am left wondering, what does he say about me?

For someone who claims to be so honest and loyal, in the end, he turned out to be nothing but a lying sack of shit.

For months now he has lied, lied, and lied again. Nothing he ever will/can say will change the way I feel about him.

Thank you for fucking with me, Eric. Thank you for fucking with my emotions and making me unable to trust men again. Thank you for lying, it has made me realize that you cannot trust anyone. I just want to take this time to tell you that I take back every nice thing I have ever said to you. I do not deserve this nonsense. I am going to be 23 fucking years old for christ sakes! You are going to be 28 but you still act like you are fucking 17. Please learn to grow up. Do your self a favor and leave me alone. I believe NOTHING you say. You are the ultimate liar! I have never been so fucking hurt by anyone i valued like the way you have hurt me. I trusted you so much. I HATE LIARS! I will not crawl back to you and be your fucking puppy dog like your dear ex-moose. I will not be "that girl". I have fucking seen the light of day and I now know how you really operate. You are not the person I once knew, but then again, you have always done nothing but lie. You create more lies to cover the lies you already told. I feel bad for you. You will never be sucessful due to your lack of social skills and credibilities. I pity you. You can go be happy now with your fucking psycho of a friend. I will have NO PART in your demented love triangle. I am better than this. You fucked with me for long enough, and now I am the one saying goodbye. You always got upset when I ever eluded to the fact that I did not want to be your friend. You have cried to me telling me how important I was to you. It's all over now, Mr. elektrovst. You will NOT make me look like a fucking fool. You will NOT make ME look like a terrorist! You are the fucking fool and EVERYONE knows it.

You lost me, Eric. Now it's your time to cry, again.

"Lie to get what I came for ...
Lie to get what I need ...
Lie to get what I crave ...
Lie and smile to get what's mine ...
Give this to me ..."

- a perfect circle - the package
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i have seen the light...

From now on, my live journal is friends only. This means if I do not add you as my friend, you will no longer be able to read all about my interesting life. If you feel the need to read about my life, drop me an e-mail, or try adding me. I am sorry it had to come to this.

XOXO,
Sue
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go fuck yourself, jailbait

dear certain person :

you are no longer on my friends list because you are a liar and a backstabber. i have blocked you from my aim. do not try to be kind to me for your own selfish pleasures. you do not and will never mean shit to me. if i ever see you at a club, or you approach me, be warned that i do not like you and i will probably kick YOU in the nuts, you fucking piece of shit! this whole thing just proves that you are a worthless loser who is underage and has to hit on gothic cattle because it is all you can get and apparently, they seem to like you as well.

if i do happen to see you by accident, i will make sure i thank you accordingly for spreading my business!

:X
Sue!
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