The Trouble With Love Is...

THANK YOU ASHLEY FOR THE BEST PICTURE IN THE WORLD!!!

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Dont ask about the title of this entry. I heard it from Steve one time so I just had to put it somewhere. But yeah..


Yesturday was better than I thought it would be. Steve picked me up around 11am and we went to Theos house where we also met up with Brian and Ashley. We watched The Breakfast Club and then we played some pool. Brian, Ashley and Steve left around 4ish because they all had to be at work at 5pm so me and Theo went back to my house after they left. We were in the pool for maybe an hour or two and then when my mother left with Bill me and Theo watched the Rocko's Modern Life video that Steve brought over the other day. So we watched that after picking up calzones at DP Dough. Then after we just chilled in my room because we were both really tired and could just fall asleep at that moment. Theo only got two hours of sleep since he drove up to Maine and I was just tired in general. So that was my day yesturday.


I was supposed to go to play volleyball with theo today but he didnt pick me up because hes going mountain biking after volleyball and he didnt want to bring me all the way back home and then drive all the way back up to raynham. But he didnt even bother asking me if i wanted to join them at mountain biking..whatever. Ill try to find something to do.


I think I need to hang out with Hubb sometime before we go back to school. Shes been calling me nonstop but she calls me everytime Im not home. So I think I will give her a call and see if she wants to do something on friday. And I hope holly wants to hang out on friday too. That would be pretty awesome if us three hung out.


I dont really have much to say anymore. All I know is Im really bored.

Well last night was kind of a odd night. I worked from 10:30-4pm and then Holly picked me up and we hung out for a little while. Then we went to the mall. Krissy and Steve then called and they met up with us at the mall in the Bradlees parking lot. We had an interesting conversation where some random guy thought Krissy said she wanted to *shit* on a car when she said she wanted to SIT on a car. It was quite the humor. Then Holly felt bad about not getting in touch with Robb so she called him up and went to visit him for a little while. So I went with krissy and steve back to wareham. We went to the Kool Kone and then we played a game of BS on Krissys porch. That game resulted in us having an interesting conversation about everything..it went from talking about school coming up to cell phones and their cool ass menus..lol. Then me and Steve went back home. That was my night.


Theo and Dimitri are driving up to maine right now I guess to get the rest of the shit out of Theos car and then they should be home around 2-3ish.Well thats what Dimitri told me last night. Im hoping to hang out with Theo today.


Marshfield fair is coming up..soooo excited.


Congrats to Justine and Danika for making the seventeen mag! You guys rock!


Im out

Well I have today off of work. Bill gave me the day off since they dont need me today. They really didnt need me yesturday either. But oh well. I definitly got paid for sitting and playing freecell for four hours yesturday. Tomorrow I might be working a little bit extra though. So for now Im cleaning my room and hoping to be hanging out with Theo today since Holly is hanging out with Josh.


The hatred continues. My brother went to the pizza place the other day to order food before going to work. My brother goes there almost every day. Well Theos mother wouldnt let him order food there because they know that Im his sister. So yeah..things are getting out of control. I really hope things settle down soon. I cant take it anymore.


I gotta go now and go shopping with my mother.

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Ok so today i went to work. It sucked because I literally did nothing. I sat there and played freecell. So much fun. I watched Bill and Mark get in a fight and Mark left work. hes so immature I hate him so much. Then I picked up my new cell phone. Its soo perty. hehe. If you want the number...IM me and ask me personally. I dont give out my number to random people. Sorry.


So now im stuck in the house kuz im quote on quote "grounded". Im really not though. I just have nothing to do so my mother is saying im grounded to make herself feel like a good mother for punishing me because i supposedly did not tell her where i was last night. Whatever. If i told her i was going out..she would easily just let me go. She doesnt care. But whatever. I plan on just relaxing today anyway and reading my summer reading books. It will give me something to do.


But I dont really have much to write. So im out.

Theo picked me up from work and we hung out with him and dimitri for a little while and then went to his soccer game. it was actually kinda fun to watch.

The sucky part though is I come home from hanging out with Theo and i hear "Where the hell have you been??" and I told my mother I was out with Theo like I told her I would be. So shes flipping out on me like I didnt tell her where I was when I definitly told her that Theo was picking me up from work and we were going to hang out. So now I guess Im not allowed to hang out tomorrow. yeah you wait and see. She can really be a fucking bitch sometimes.

But right now Im gonna eat and go to bed kuz im tired and kinda dont feel good. Tootles.

Yeah so I called Theos house last night *feels brave* and Theos mother answered the phone. I asked her if Theo was there and she said no. But of course I could even hear him talking in the backround. I tried to call his cell phone but it was off. He didnt know it was me who called because if he did we would have called me back. Theos mother really hates me right now. But she has no reason too. She thinks its my fault that Theos car broke down in Maine and that I made him drive all the way up there. And its my fault he decided not to bring the car back home. What the fuck!! I found out that Theos father went to my brothers work and yelled at my brother about it too. MY BROTHER HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!!!! AHHHHH!!!! Then they started fighting with my mother too while I was gone in Maine about it too. But now Im home from maine and I thought it would get better. But no..its 100times worse. It got to a point where I went to Zorbas with Dimitri and Theo the other night before Seekonk Speedway and I was hiding in the fan because I didnt want her to see me. I really wish they would at least talk to me or something. But no thats not gonna happen for awhile. But come on now..dont tell me that Theo is not there when I call when Im going to be able to hear him in the backround. *sigh* Im sick of this shit.


Im going to hopefully get in touch with Theo today. I really need to talk to him right now. Im really scared that this whole thing is going to get the point where Theo is going to come up to me and say "I cant take it anymore. We have to break up"..I really dont think it will happen because I know Theo loves me enough where he wouldnt let that happen. But still...I wish his cell phone was on right now. And theres no chance Im calling his house.


But on the good side..I get my new cell phone tomorrow. Its a nextel *cheers* I get unlimited text messaging *cheers again* and no roaming or long distance charges. And I get the walky talky part too so Ill be able to annoy all my friends with that. hehe. I cant wait to get my new phone. When I get it Ill tell my friends the new number.


But I must get ready for work now. Im out.

Today was an ok day. Instead of going to Theos hockey game I went out with Holly for a little bit. Theo was late on schedule so he didnt get to pick me up. So I hung out with Holly and then we went to Theos house. Holly had to go home though because she had to work. So me,theo,dimitri,john,steve and brian and ashley went to Seekonk Speedway for the demo derby. It was fun but not as fun as the last one.


Yeah after that we all went to my house and went swimming. Me and Ashley had a blast watching our boyfriends act like 5year olds doing chicken fights. That was the best thing Ive ever seen. Then they all left.


Ok..Ive been home for one day and the only thing Ive received was bad news and hatred. Theos mother hates me with a passion right now and told me to never call her house again and to basically stay out of contact with her. And Theo told me that him and dimitri could possibly be moving into an apartment in Wareham..which is one hour away from me. its actually kinda scaring me kuz I really dont want me and Theos relationship to fall apart because of the distance. But they said I could go over there house anytime I want so I dont know. *prays*


Right now though Im really hungry so Im gonna eat some Ramen Noodles since I haven't had any in a while.

Well it feels sooo good to be back home. I havent been home for a full day yet and Im already getting yelled.


Theo definitly drove up to maine on friday but his car broke down right when he got to Orono. And when his mother found out she was really mad. So according to her its me and my mothers fault it happened and my mother is a alcoholic whore. *very mad* I demand an apology.


Im at Hollys house for tonight. And Im getting picked up tomorrow at 9am for hockey.


Thanks holly for the best shirt in the world!!!


Im out!