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it all began with a whisper---
“who’s there?”

a whisper soon became a scream.

You, whose face i cannot see, grab my arms from behind
and twist them so i cannot escape---
    escape what You plan to do to me.

You pull me back into the shadows and tie me to a broken light pole.

there is no light anywhere. darkness entrenches me.
   
“HELP! HELP!”

no answer.

no sound.

nothing but deep, heavy breaths emitting from You.

my mind is blank. You had a plan.

You move closer to me. You began to kiss me.
    i recognize Your scent.

it is YOU.

Your plan for my submission worked.
    and i laugh.

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after losing 25 since the end of august, i am motivated to lose another 20.

ok, this is totally not public business, but it's a good excuse to finally write in my lj.

my size 28 (aka size 6) jeans (that i've never worn) are big now. i'm depressed, but it is a good motivator. and i was starting to lose motivation too. i want to get down to a size 2 or smaller... yes, i am that determined!

wish me luck on my quest to lose a total of 45 lbs... (wow...)

i have a feeling that no bra will ever fit me again once i attain my goal. eep.
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devilish

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alright, so if you haven't already heard, i'm transferring out. going someplace else. i've applied to pace university and the university of maryland. and i register tomorrow for classes as a back-up plan. anywho, for one of my essays i thought i'd write about the protest... they were asking me to discuss a local, national, or personal issue. of course, me being a student at gallaudet, which had a major protest end a few days ago chose to write about the protest. here it is. thoughts/comments/whatever are appreciated.

In May 2006, the Board of Trustees at Gallaudet University selected Jane Kelleher Fernandes as the next president of the university. Upon the announcing of their decision, many of the students began to riot in protest. The gates of the university were blocked by students for two weeks straight and then the protest died down until the first week of October, in which Tent City, a peaceful sit-in began on campus. A week later, the protestors moved from a peaceful sit-in to the takeover of a classroom building. Classes were cancelled and relocated among campus in result of this takeover. A few days later, the football team decided that things were not progressing the way that they wanted it to and proceeded to block the gates once again. The campus was officially shut down; faculty and staff were unable to get on campus. Classes were once again cancelled. Arrests were ordered two days later by the current president, I. King Jordan. The gates remained blocked and the campus shut down. One gate was ordered to reopen to restore order to the university. One week later, the president ordered the razing of tents on the property of the Model Secondary High School, located on Gallaudet’s campus and several students were injured. A week later, the Board of Trustees voted the removal of the president-designate, and peace and order was restored to the university.
In the midst of all of the chaos on campus, teachers tried to get back on track with constant discussions and assignments relating to the protest. It seemed as if nothing was being taught in the classrooms anymore as 82% of faculty were against Jane Kelleher Fernandes and proud to show that fact. Deadlines for assignments were extended to all students in response to the protest, and teachers were lenient towards protesters about absences and missed assignments. I never before felt so mixed about a situation that I was somewhat in the middle of; did I support the protest and the removal of the president-designate and the actions being taken by students, faculty, and alumni, or was I against it and desired order on campus? The truth is that I didn’t know.
NO DRAMA!!!!

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i really hate drama. i told one person something and apparently i'm not the only one telling people the same thing. but everything gets blamed on me, of course. and now it seems like everyone hates me....

can i just leave now? kthxbye.
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i start work monday.
i have the angels & airwaves/taking back sunday/head automatica concert july 12.
i'm obsessed with baking.
i saw superman returns on july 27.
my hair is gone.
i have a new car.

that is all.
mk beads

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my lj is no longer friends only. because i don't care anymore.

i just learned how to make digital hearts.

&hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts

i am mildly amused.
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