I checked the psychotic effects of my medication today LEVETIRACETAM TEVA and bin on 1000mg a day and have bin on it for about 15months now which freaked me out after actually looking at the affects online.. need to see the doctor i think..
So a boyfriend of a girl who was friends of a girl who went out with ash when he died attacked me on 1am new years day. He sat down and starting talking about black people, but went on saying ''hung them fucking niggers back in the day'' crazy stuff like that several times with a grin on his face trying to get me to agree with him. I said, ohh wait for it... 'your family back in the day might have hung them and got a rush from it, but my family were farmers and were most likely the 1s to give them work at a 3rd of the price'
He got up walked away and then attacked me from behind. And the worst part is that he never even hurt me. I got up whist he was still hitting me and as i got up people dragged him off, now if they hadn't i reckon 1 punch would have floored him and if he hit the wall and cracked his head on the way down I'd have bin in the same predicament as Tom who got sent down for man slaughter after killing ash, I was proud how calm i was and found it very weird how it was about him cursing black people of all things...
its bin 1year since the post about ashley and 1 year since i have used this account,the shocking thing is friday in the pub... the bar maid got all funny all of a sudden, i reckon some1 may have said something to her and brought back some bad memory. then gave me the finger just for me to say to her, 'are you playing hard to get or just not like me?' and then... it all came out for a brief 5minutes with her until i asked danny lighting about this for him to get upset too. BUT i had a good night. DONT GET LEMON dj set and baught 6 lemons drawing a dif face on each 1 sharing them about.
never posted my thing about epilepsy and the police on here from october 2012 the me giving the story to the paper in may 2013, just type in Daniel Cunningham Epilepsy Derby Evening Telegraph
pissed alot of people off, in february i posted ''from what ive heard Ashley Tilson who was killed outside the Old Bell which has now bin closed down was a dosser who graffiti, didn't work, took drugs and was violent in public.''
Tom punch him to the ground and 1 kick to the head after ashley got violent but ashley died from it. and tom got manslauter 3years. so pissed a few people off there.
bin to see blink 182 rob zombie and manson, went bloodstock festival and the guys there were resentful cuz i got a free ticket.
apart from that top comment, not pissed any1 off. play poker more with my brothers mates which is a shock cuz they keep inviting me back =/ so i can't be that bad lol if anything i'd like to think i have more back-up than most people i know and reckon i could buy anything i wanted on the street.
AND I'M TRYING TO SUE THE POLICE ATM THROUGH LACK OF CARE! but we'l see how that goes.
so today some crazy Nigerian guy from work who has bin doing my head in in and in since he started (pretty much)came and said something else to me, ''id like to pull all your teeth out some players'' and some other shit.
i got that pit feeling in my chest but walked away... all i could think about then was cutting a joker on the side of his face. over and over again for at-least an hour and so, therefore im going to see the doctor in the morning.
its not that im crazy just that i had my stanly knife in my pocket and came close to punching him.
spoke to my boss, he seems cool with it and moving him to the other side of the site seeing as i said i was going to quit before i do something stupid.
wtf. i woke up to a random guy off the street crawling into my bed last night, and kelli the crazy damn biitch started shouting at me! going on like it wasn't her fault.
i thought it was some1 i knew she brought back from town otherwise wuld have kicked him in the face and dragged him down the stairs. WTF never felt so degraded in my my life.
who the fuck does she think she is putting the blame on me? i have a nice house, i work and out grew dossing with scum bags a long time ago!
she said she saw him passed out on the street and felt bad so couldn't leave him there but like i said just put him in a taxi or phone the police if he is loitering. dpnt bring him home and let him crawl into my bed while your not looking.
walked past church yesterday and thought to myself that i should go and ask advice or well atleast find out their beliefs on what i believe in.
when i say believe in i mean; is it a waste OF A LIFE when some1 dies who takes drugs, smokes weed, not worked in years and never intended to, who graffiti public and council property. MY HONEST OPINION? GOOD FUCKING RIDENS!
he's a waster who will take people down his road who put a WORKING MAN who considering under the circumstances is a nice guy but now a AND I QUOTE ''MURDERER''. tho i think not.
need to find out if the pub keeps its license thats ashley finsley was caught snorting cocaine in the toilets so there for i regret nothing ive said as of so far.
I used to have between 10-20 friends on here at one point now nobody, I removed my journal account and phone numbers off facebook this morning before work, some of the girls have put me on trial wtf? What what I have gathered this ash guy really had Fuck all to show for his life. First thing his stoner mates do after he died I spray paint council property so excuse me when I find a problem with this, he sounds fantastic!
Hopefiully no1 even checks this journal now anyway. After all thebullshit I just denied I shouldnt even be on here but! It's what o.believe and I'm just saying what every1 else is to scared to say.
If u are reading this fun stay off facebook, its frickin evil lol and I'm addicted. Only lost 2 friends aswell I think.
