Tale As Old As Time....

getting
dumped
sucks
i
want
adam
back
.

So now I guess i can say i'm officially a freshman in college.
I have the student id, the freshman schedule, the meal plan, friends, and a roommate. Now all i need is my dorm and I will be good. And sheets for the dorm.

So freshman schedule. 8 classes. 19 hours. Goes like this...
General Biology TR 11:00-12:15
General Chemistry TR 9:30-10:45
General Chem Lab R 3:00-6:00
Ballet 1 TR 12:30-1:50
Modern Dance 1 MW 2:00-3:20
Elementary Latin MWF 9:00-9:50
T 8:30-9:20
Long Calculus 1 MWF 8:00-8:50
Tudors in Novels and Film M 5:30-6:45

Lots of fun..
I am very excited about college

Period.
Prom.

Not a very fun combination. Cried myself to sleep last night because of all nights it hs to happen the night before my senior prom.

My life is just really sucking right now. I don't my mom that I think I might be becoming depressed and she just blew it off and said i'm just nervous about graduating and moving on and growing up and blah blah blah.
But seriously if i'm just worried about that then why am I so unhappy, and why do I not enjoy doing anything anymore, and then she said I dont need to get on medicine. And I don't want medicine I just want to know that there is something wrong and if there isn't then i've got something to hope for. Even if there was it would be nice to know why I am feeling this way.

Boyfriend is making me watch wrestling or boxing or something like that. I dont quite understand why people would willingly go to get the crap knocked out of them and to knock someone else out.... What's the point??

Math exam today was easy, but I'm nervous that means I did poorly on it. We got out of school early.

Internship was so cool. I got to help bring some kids upstairs to the peds floor, and then I talked with some of the people about MCATs and all that. I helped two nurses hold babies down while the started an IV and drew blood. Also Kristen let me go in one of the rooms and ask the patients all the questions like, what's been going on, how long, have then been eating, urinating, running fever and etc. It was fun, and she said I did a good job.

Tomorrow we start going to Ochsner. I'm going to the cardiology department to treadmills. I don't quite know what that means but they people were super enthused about us being there so it should be fun.

This past week has been crazy and hectic.
Mom and I went shopping for towels for my dorm, and we started looking at other things. It's kind of exciting getting to shop for a new room. Granted it will be super small, but its still cool.
I had to work all weekend and it was just a pain. I hate GapCards because they are stupid and the company wants us to get them and they just don't understand that people dont want them.
I am thinking about finding a new job, but it is really nervewrecking. I mean I have bee at Gap for almost a year now, and I will be leaving for school in 5-6 months so I dont know if it would be the best idea, but working at Gap is just getting kinda crappy. Adam said I should just do whatever I want and not to worry so much. Ha but I am the queen of worrying. Its kind of a hard button to switch off.
Exams are this week also, and hopefully I will make A's because at the present moment my grades are not what I want them to be.
Thurs and Fri we get to come to school late because of leap testing, and we dont have to come to school at all mon and tues. I think Elizabeth and I are goin to pull an all nighter at the hospital.
34 days left of school..... i am ready to graduate and go to college.

Heather we need to get together I miss you quite much. Maybe we can do something the mornings I come in late or one of the days i'm off.

I am now officially going to Tulane.
It's exciting and terrifying all at once,

Crazy long and tiring weekend.
Friday.
-Went to school
-Went to internship. Mary Bird. It sucked. We did nothing.
-Set up for Sadies
-Went out to eat for moms b-day
-Watched Beauty and the Beast with Adam
-Bed around 12:30

Saturday.
-Praise and worship 9-11
-Came home and tried to fix the computer
-Learned you can blow up chicken in the microwave.
-Took mom out to eat for her bday. Cause it was her 40th bday
-Came home. Nick picked me up. We dropped drinks off at the dance.Came back home and watched 2 hours of Kim Possible.
-Went to Sadies. Made fun of people attempting to dance, and just plain out making fools of themselves.\
Bed at 12:30

Sunday.
-Wole up for church at 7.
-Club Faith
-Worked 12-8
- Helped Adam with a Pre-Cal test.
-Bed around 11

Today.
-School
-Mary Bird. Sucked once again.We ran 2 errands then spent the rest of the time working on homework and checking our myspaces
-Home
Puppets
-Now its time to go to bed.



Heather I don't know what's going on, but I hope things are ok.

Jessica I hope you get everything back somehow, and I hope it all works out for you.

Love you girls!

boys sucks at times....
i would just like a text message returned...


huge project due in intership. i have to desighn 7 rooms and fit them in a shoebox. I thought it would be easy but its turning out to be more complicated than i thought.

Intership is awesome though. Yesterday was super busy and Kristen taught me how to set up for an IV and them I helped her do two.(I didn't stick anyone I just handed her stuff and took stuff from her). But it was cool. I love following her around cause she explains everything and lets me help a lot.

Well back to this lovely project.

Do you have projects to do in college??
Sure hope not.

What matters? What you know or what people think?
for once this summer I was finally happy. Things were going great. And then all of a sudden it all crashes down again. I fell like I am on a roller coaster ride that won't end, and not one of those baby roller coasters that I like to ride, but the ones with the big drops and turn you upside down.

Well on the positive side I finished my classes and got an A in both of them. So now I have a college transcript. It's kinda a cool idea.
Colorguard is going good, yesterday when I came home I was so sore I could barely walk, but it's all for a good cause.
Praise and worship team is going to be starting up again next week, and this Sunday we have water day, which is always TONS of fun!
My birthday is in like 2 weeks. I'm not really as excited as I thought I would be. As always it's during band camp.
Prep week is next week too. I'm dying to see my schedule.
I need to finish my summer reading because it was due July 1. ha. yea still not done.

stupid earring fell out
and it wont get back in
err
stupid thing
i waited 5 years to get them pierced
and then they are gonna close up again!
rawr
im tired!
long day at work!