idk how to address this but i've been diagnosed with something and i'm struggling to deal with it

due to money trouble and my untreated ADHD, i've neglected many of my needs/wants/problems over the past decade or so and now with my diagnosis and treatment ahead i'm terrified and idk what the next year of my life will look like.

i have a very long to-do list and not much time left in which to do them in (by the 18th this month which obviously isn't possible to get everything done by then) and like 99% of my problems would be solved by money (as most peoples' problems would)

i'm fortunate enough that healthcare where i live is "free" but that still doesn't take into account: not having enough money to get things i need and to survive and live off and transportation issues and a million other things. plus the system is understaffed, underfunded, and therefore they'll be constant delays with my healthcare/treatment.

my mental health has also suffered a lot in the past few months since finding out, hence why i've been absent from tumblr (only liking posts from the shadows, hoping i'll have time and energy to reblog/queue them eventually)

my laptop and phone have also both given me "your battery has failed, you need to replace it asap" messages in the last couple months, as if i didn't have enough to worry about.

so if you can donate any money and/or signal boost this post, you have no idea how much you'll be helping me <3

ko-fi

(medical cw: medical condition under read-more)

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Phoebe from Charmed!!

Hey yall... I started watching charmed a month ago and I've been loving it! I love Phoebe, she reminds me of myself😭, I also love all things witchy and supernatural.

HOLLY MARIE COMBS as Piper Halliwell
CHARMED (1998-2006) 3.09 – “Coyote Piper”

Maybe this one has an obvious winner, but at least for me, I was intrigued by evil!Wyatt in his first appearance in Season 6's Chris-Crossed episode.

With the passage of time, it feels like one of those TV nostalgia moments when I look back on the Chris-Crossed episode now years after it first aired. I'm like damn, that episode... can you believe Wyatt grows up to be evil? And poor Chris. :(

But then I enjoy good!Wyatt too. Good!Wyatt is newer to me since I had already stopped watching Charmed when they got to 7x20 and we saw good!Wyatt. But I did see 7x20 and the series finale 8x22 in recent months (either late last year 2025 or this year), so I'm familiar with good!Wyatt (otherwise I wouldn't be doing this poll lol). It kind of gets me emotional that this is the Wyatt that dark future!Chris was hoping for, what that Chris risked everything for...

I am including the evil!Wyatt in 7x20 Imaginary Fiends too. For completeness sake. I did like how evil!Wyatt was portrayed in 7x20 for the most part (not big on the goatee though).

Yes, there is that brief scene in 6x23 too where dark future!Wyatt wields Excalibur. Just wanted to focus on the big two. You can like either 6x10 or 7x20 for evil!Wyatt or *both* to vote for that option.

Thanks for voting. :)

Phoebe: These are very big contraceptives, Prue.
Prue: They are sneakers, alright. You know, we're always wearing inappropriate footwear when demons attack. Now we will be prepared. Keep them with you at all times.