Sad Days

I have betrayed my self this year but have learnt
an important lesson. I tried to be popular, and
why because I was sick of being called an emo
and such like the popular girls wouldnt even
look at me but now i know why. They are
bitches and thats the sad truth that i have to
ammit and though so often I was happy, I was
not myself. Now I see though that the ones who
were my friends really cared and that when i
became "popular" I also became I bitch and I'm
sorrry. I all I hurt and betrayed including myself so
all i can say is.........

IM BACK!!!!
(By popular demand lol :P)

Lol christmas is now well and truely over:( but I did get to
see BFMV before I went back to skl lol, their mosh pit was
awesome. We also had snow yesterday!That was tres exciting.

Its almost christmas, Im so excited! But I have midnight
mass and am going to be sooooooooooooooooo tired
lol. I also went to see lost prophets a couple of weeks
ago. They were amazing and I was right up against the
barrier. w0000t!

sooo close to the end of term I cant wait, theres
so much i want to say but cant be bothered to
type, i really should get a voice recognition
programme lol.

Well lol im posting from skl which strictly is
allow but oh well. Hmmm soz to all my loyal
readers lol 1 or 2 that i havent posted in a
while life is much the same i am having a hard
time at school as people dont like me but ye.
Though Im really excited about friday as i am
going on a school trip to Germany. Land of my
homies w00t!! lol.

Ok well i went back to school today and it was more or less as i expected.
I didnt want to but I had to and although i got a really good mark in
english people are still being the same with their insults and tomorrow
we have art, art is the worst for people being mean as they can talk freely.

ok im all honesty i am happy. Today i got my guitar and its a beautiful fake
stratocaster and also managed to get the new MCR albumn yay!!! lol

Ok, so I went to see them last night and they were really
good are much better on the albumn lol still love them ! lol

We my Friday the 13th seems to have gone pretty well lol. I managed to get
tickets to see mcr in march next year and i snogged my boyfriend for the
1st time lol.

My bday has come and gone and finally I have plenty to buy a guitar w00t im
sooooooo excited lol.Plus my mum finally said i could start figure
skating again. Sound bad but is sooo fun! And me and my boyfriend are
getting so close we like cuddled for an hour on friday. We havent kissed
coz he is really shy but he sed if he didnt next time to hit him lol.