Me??

W O U L D. Y O U.
1. Pierce Your Nose Or Tongue? Tongue
2. Be Serious Or Be Funny? Funny
3. Drink Whole Or Skim Milk? Skim
4. Die In A Fire Or Drown to death? Drown
5. Spend Time With Your Parents Or Enemies? Parents I suppose


D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.

1. Flowers Or Sweets? Flowers
2. Grey Or Black? Black
3. Color Or Black And White Photos? Colour
5. Sunrise Or Sunsets? Sunsets
6. M&Ms Or Skittles? Skittles
8. Staying Up Late Or Gettin Up Early? Up late

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.

1. Do You Like Anyone? Yes
2. Do They Know It? Doubt it

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.

1. Sun Or Moon? Moon
2. Winter Or Autumn? Winter
3. Left Or Right? Left
4. 10 Acquaintances Or 2 Best Friends? Two best friends
5. Sunny Or Rainy? Sunny
6. Vanilla Ice Cream Or Chocolate Ice Cream?  Vanilla


A B O U T . Y O U.

1. What Time Is It? 22.10
2. First Name? Sadhbh
4. What Is Your Birth Date? 5th September
5. What Do You Want? Things....
6. Nervous Habits? Scratch items around me
7. Are You Double Jointed? No
8. Can You Roll Your Tongue? Yes
9. Can You Raise One Eye Brow? Yes
10. Can You Cross You Eyes? Yes



O T H E R

1. Do You Twirl Your Hair? Sometimes
3. What's Your Favorite Non-Alcoholic Drink? Lucozade sport
4. Do You Cook? No


IN . T H E . L A S T . 2 W E E K S . H A V E . Y O U.

1. Had A Bf/Gf? No
2. Bought Something? A lot of Lucozade Sport and a lot of Magazines
4. Sang: Yup
5. Been Hugged? No
6. Felt Stupid? Yeah
7. Missed Someone? Yeah
8. Got Drunk? Yeah
9. Danced Crazy? Yeah
10.Gotten Your Hair Cut? No, but I need to!
11. Cried: Nope

Why do I leave so much time in between posts? So much changes, I think.
I've had tonsilitus for nearly two weeks so I've been at home instead of school.
I finally got a laptop so I've been online a lot more.

I've got total cabin fever, havn't left the house in over a week!
I NEED to go out but there's no one out tonight and i'm babysitting tomorrow, I mean come on babysitting?
I hate babysitting! I always refuse it but I need some money so I said I'd do it tomorrow night for a ten year old and an eleven year old, BORE.

I like this guy at the moment, not my usual type but he seems ok, a bit old maybe though.


    
I got these shoes at Asos.com, they're gorgeous but I didn't realise how high they are! I'm already the tallest girl in my group at 5'8 at these shoes are 11.5cm!! I look so tall!

I also got a skirt which turned out a bit short due to my hight too, damn tallness....

Fuck.

Why, oh why did I have to go and do that? That simple few clicks that made it start all over again. Back to the beginning. Square one. Restart. Dawn. Whatever, it's irelevent.

I know, deep down this is lust, not love, but what can I do? If I said "I lust you." It wouldn't sound right, but if I said "I love you." I would be lying.

I'd do anything to have you push me up against the cold hard wall and shove your tongue in my mouth.
Sounds repulsive, I know, but I can't think of a politer way to say it, if there is one.

For you to want me is only something I can imagine, I don't even have the escape of dreaming about us, for when I ask my dreams of such a pleasure, they laugh in my face, for even they know, that its too far away from real, past unreal, and into forever.

To think about you holding me for even a minute, makes me blush and tears sting my eyes.

I'm a fucked up greedy little girl.

NO NO NO NO

This is all wrong!
You can't like me!
No no no no!
This is just not happening right now!

I don't like you it was called alcohol, not chemistry!

Oh dear oh dear.

But you, you my friend can like me as much as you want sweety.

Tut tut tut tut.

XxXx

There's so much going on in my head, it's spinning, and it's getting out of control.
It's buzzing, like a frantic bee.
It's buzzing, but I want a buzz, something new.
I need something new.
Or maybe I just want alcohol, drugs or sex. 
I can see why parents get protective, but you can't someone from doing something, especially if it's there life goal.
Even if they do it wrong or die in the process, they're still doing what they want.
Though maybe all I want is someone to hold, to love?
But I don't know what I want.
So I'll probably never get it.

To me, it doesn't feel like summer has really started. I think it's because the weather's so violent.
I don't think it will feel like Summer until a really sunny day where everyone is wearing summery clothes and in good spirits.

Him
Maybe him
Or him
Oohh he's cute....

DAMNIT I DON'T KNOW WHO I LIKE!
*crys*

Couldn't be bothered with the exotic drinks night thing.

Camping next week instead!
Which is gonna be so much fun!
Tents,
Drink,
Outside,
Ocean,
Sand.
What more could you want? Ok so maybe that doesn't sound like a brilliant combo but the place we're going is close enough to our town.
The place is called Sláidín, It's a little beach place but there's a hill with some grass to put up the tent. Although last time hardly anyone actually slept in the tents. But just in-case.
There's also a castle, which no doubt someone is gonna get too pissed and just off, it's a tiny castle, more like a tower with no roof and one room, it has no door but a big window to climb in, but some people can't get in. I can! Yay me!

I just got back from an Irish band called The Coronas, they're really good!
Though my friend wouldn't dance so I had to go dance with some randomers!
There was a hot guy there with a mowhawk but he looked a bit boring cuz he wasn't talking or dancing!

More to come on updates!

Uncore, Hardcore!
Rock you down to the floor!
Posse saw ya on the border!
Jungle jumper under order!
Every minute, every hour, got the power!
Take a shower, brand stuff!
Screaming Lord, wicked and tough!


I havn't gone out in two days. Two days.
I know that's not a lot for some people but for me it's torture.
But everyone's going out tomorow night and the night after.
Thank god -or something- for that.

I'm thinking about having an 'Exotic Drinks' night at mine this weekend cuz my mom's going to a Lenerd Cohen concert up in Dublin. Basically the night involves:
Free gaff
Friends
Lots of vodka
Anything you can mix with vodka
i.e Juices, straberry or chocolate powder, um other alcohol. Lol.
Yeah, so basically it's just a bunch of us experimenting!
But there might be a problem of getting people out to the house.
So it's a 50%/50% chance of it actually happening, but i'm hoping for the best!

Two of my friends are going on hoildays on Thursday and Friday.