I'm a soldier born to stand...

Well i'm a soon to be father. Good fucking GOD how the hell did Hughes think his wife was hott when she was pregnant i see nothing hott about Roy looking like he-i mean she ate a fucking watermelon.

....wellactuallysexisAMAZINGeversinceshegotknockedup

orgy party! Baby shower/celebration/excuse to take time off work and get drunk at the pub on Friday! Making plans on having it in the apartment and at the bar. Doubt Dumbfuck will go since he'd be too busy stalking his daughter and Cancer lungs will probably be getting high.

But yeah i've been having a lot of doubts and worries about this whole baby thing i'm kinda nervous but the part i'm more afraid of is being responsible for a kid. I can see it now, the kid will probably be setting linoleum on fire when he/she is in first grade. Speaking on he/she, i'am hoping the kid is a girl... Since i doubt there needs to be anymore testosterone in this apartment.... Damn we need to move into a house. aghjasgdhsgdoeji

and wedding.... and.... wait... wtf did i just say wedding

GHAGSHDGSDJGA

I need sleep.

I read this one fanfic about em and Roy. A bit depressing actually but the ending was fucking hott. http://www.fanfiction.net/s/333461…

"I'll get out of his shithole," he rasped, breathing hard. "I'll get out once the next big war comes along, and then we won't be any different. You'll be able to stop pretending you aren't a murderer. You'll go back to smelling like burnt fat and sex."

Mustang stopped. He slowly turned, eyes hard.

"I won't smell like sex." Damn.

Earlier today me and Roy sat down on the couch just snuggling no sex till after the movie was over and we watched The producers, which is the best fucking movie EVER. Franz is just like me, frighteningly enough. Roy said so and i thought of it for a bit and he's right. o.O;; We're both psychos, and Roy said i need pidgeons and i could be the perfect Franz T.T

Tomorrow's no work due to the Fuhrer's birthday. Piffft whatever we get a day off the fart get's older and we get another day off, not complaining. Speaking of which what the Hell happened to my uniforms? I told that assistant Shezca to have my uniforms dry cleaned and ready for me on Friday and she wasn't even there! Infact half of you douchebags decided to ditch me with all the work. HUGHES AND HAVOC. >____< WHAT THE HELL?! Just because it's a three day weekend doesn't mean you all can take Friday off too! ...Blah paperwork sucks. Though this is way better then prison and i'm glad i'm a state alchemist.

Rawr i'm gonna go cuddle with Roy now.... okay fuck she's still hott even though she's knocked up.

~Kimbley.

...You sing.

Thing you never knew about me:

1.) I tried to commit suicide by hanging myself twice once when i was a teen after my father almost beat me to death and the second time while i was in this very cell yet both times the rope ended up being too short or i was stopped before i could actually die (damn it)

2.) I still love someone that i've known for years yet said person hate my guts so i'm royally fucked.

3.) I'm not straight and i'm not gay. I'm BI. Got it douchebags?

4.) If i don't get out of this prison soon i'll kill myself somehow.

5.) ...Aughhh i can't stop thinking about 2 at this moment.

6.) I'm quite sensitive when it comes to the topic of famalies especially since mine was crap. My father constantly abused me and my mom was abused by him too. He was basically a drunk asshoole to us both and we deserved better.

7.) I knew Mustang since we were 5 i think... Something like that. He knows more about me then i do sometimes.. heh.

8.) I hate being alone because i can't stand being all alone ike this...

9.) I sometimes regret what i did to end me up in this fucking rat ass prison

10.) I regret leaving him most of all. I can't stand seeing him not being held in my arms but with... 'his true love'. I want him with me, it's greedy but for once in life i want something good. I didn't do anything to deserve this. I've lost it all including him. I'll do anything to get him back

End emo post.

"Chasing Cars"

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

FINALLY! Now i'm able to download porn faster then the speed of light. ..Or something like that. It's been so long since i've been able to use a laptop... Ahh. And they haven't taken it away from me yet.

How i got it? ...Well there's was a little incident with the guards. Ahem, anyways i'd like some god damn real food. Yes i'm talking to you Mustang. Send someone here ASAP to get me some fucking Lucky Charms.

Please and thank you. Oh and can i have a 15 dollar gift certificate for my itunes account? There's only so many songs you can download off myspace...

</3 ~Kimbley