Confession four:
When I was a teeny tiny child I was made to go to church and one of the things the church did was to ask us children questions about the Bible and have whoever wanted to answer raise their hands. Very basic stuff
So one time I was just sitting down and they were asking the questions and I raised my hand and they POINTED IN MY DIRECTION AND I FUCKING ANSWERED AND THEY WERE POINTING AT THE KID BEHIND ME
It keeps me AWAKW AT JUGHT TO THIS DAY I STILL CRY INTERNALLY EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT
I just had the WEIRDEST FUCMING DREAM???
Okay so it was about camp camp (because I like camp camp) but more specifically it was about the ‘final episode’ (that doesn’t even actually exist) but it was really weird and out of place in the show
Basically Nikki had a nightmare and she woke up in like…. Max’s perspective? But not really because she was still Nikki and he was still max. I guess a better way to describe it is like Nikki woke up and WE are taken to Max’s perspective where he is dreaming
And the entire thing was really off-note (i don’t know the phrase i just woke up) and his dreams were the entire plot and it was kinda like a horror thing about his neglectful family and I guess Nikki found a way INTO his dreams and he was like ‘wait for me when I wake up’ which was phrased like it was this super deep like double meaning thing so then Nikki has a mental breakdown and I guess the thing was that Max was like
Trapped in his dreams????? Like it was heavily implied In the dream way (basically not talked about whatsoever but you just kinda Get It yk???) that he couldn’t wake up for a long minute
Unfortunately I couldn’t get to the END of the thing because I was like ‘what the FUCK is this’ and woke up but if I ever get blessed (cursed) with Lost Final Episode Cam Camp Dream Finale I will let you guys know
Update: I am now listening to literally every single genre of music ever. Like literally all of them. And compiling each and every one of those genres into one large ass playlist of songs i like. So far i have listened to Generic Pop and I have 19 songs
For my sake I am not writing the full names of the song people because then I would not have enough paper. I probably won’t have enough paper anyway but if I write the full names down I will have even LESS of my precious precious paper space
After I am done with this I will find the favorite songs of everyone on the planet and turning THAT into one giant playlist, which will probably not be for a very very good long while
Guess which country i live in!!!! Here’s a hint!!!! ^^
Get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out get me out I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I HATE IT HERE
Deleting this account tommorow at noon
I didn't feel safe back then when I had tumblr and I don't feel safe anymore now it feels like no one wants to do anything to help cuz they care about how someone draws pretty, or just because I'm a child I didn't want it to be this way I didn't even make the expose video I just reuploaded it and got called a slur by a adult whos so mentally unwell,and somehow got called a guilt tripper by another one then people just started unfollowing me it really shows how people will treat you if your a child. If you still wanna see my stuff I'll be on tiktok, newgrounds and yt. You can ask me the accounts name and I'll give it to you, anyways fuck this cracker ass gringo website.
Confession three:
In my freshman year of highschool I read Romeo and Juliet for my English class as literally everyone did. However, whenever I tend to consume a piece of media, whether it was of my own free will or not, I tend to get really REALLY obsessed with that piece of media for days weeks or even years on end on and off.
That being said……….. guess what I did with Romeo and Juliet.
I really really REALLY liked Benvolio and Tybalt in particular. A lot. A LOT a lot, if you catch my drift. So, long story short, in my period of hyperfixating on Romeo and Juliet, I shipped Tybalt and Benvolio and wrote and drew yaoi of them…..