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so maybe you just realized faster
or didn't realize..
but stopped pretending sooner
that this was right.
and that's sad.
but we will find something right, even if it kills us.
and i still know you. and you still know me. better than anyone else right now.
but that doesn't matter. because we aren't who we want to be right now.
we aren't healthy.
we will get healthy.
i will get healthy.
and we will find people who appreciate us.

Wilberforce.

 “An eminent writer scarcely overstated the point when he observed, “that it would occasion a man of humanity more real disturbance to know that he was the next morning to lose his little finger, than to hear that the great empire of China had been suddenly swallowed up by an earthquake. The thoughts of the former, would keep him awake all night; in the latter case, after making many melancholy reflections on the precariousness of human life, and the vanity of all the labours of man which could be thus annihilated in a moment; after a little speculation too perhaps on the causes of the disaster, and its effects in the political and commercial world; he would pursue his business or his pleasure with the same ease and tranquillity as if no such accident had happened; and snore at night with the most profound serenity over the ruin of a hundred million of his fellow creatures. Selfishness is not the cause of this, for the most unfeeling brute on earth would surely think nothing of the loss of a finger, if he could thereby prevent so dreadful a calamity.” This doctrine of contact which has been opened above…”

(no subject)

 Liking on youtube at least makes people try to be liked- the internet gave everyone access to voice their opinion, and a year ago, there were many idiots who couldn’t even spell what they were saying- nevermind the actual disgraceful content of what they were saying.
Liking has created a want to be liked, a competition, if you will. There will now be an elite, even within the internet world. People will speak up and be heard, but not everyone will be liked. People get reactions now, they can tell if people like or dislike them through the liking. Maybe the intellectual elite will conquer this world now too.

(no subject)

I'm your puppet
I'll learn to love it
and I'll undress
if you need it
but please don't need it
if you need it
I'll scream out

weave a secret
I will sweep it
beaneath the carpet
where you'll keep it
how weak is that?
wish I was worth it
to you

review my wishes
for fair weather
'cause I know if the clouds with rains or snows
you wont be there
how weak is that?
wish I was worth it
to you

8-24

 If you drive over past Pacific Park any given Tuesday afternoon, the same people are still sitting around, smoking cigarettes, talking about last night.