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fair warning; we post a lot about topics adjacent to mental illness and suicide.

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everything you see here is us oversharing

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i live in the real life torture labyrinth they just put me here from birth

like 50 accounts follow me and all i do is whine about my life being terrible here come on what do you even LIKE about this blog

i want it to be early june again i was moderately ok for like a week and i enjoyed life

i keep sayong this but i cant even make art i’m tired and/or dissociating all the time

can anything like. just get better for me pls. can i have anything in life

i wasted all of summer starving dissociating dyingand it’ll only get worse and i’ll never have the courage to kill myself i’m a fucking coward WHY DO I STILL WANT TO LIVE

rereading messages from the night i almost killed myself and it took my friend like 10 minutes to talk me down but that felt like an eternity