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gahhh

i'm so de freaking pressed right now.
i feel like i have no one to talk to or hang out with.
michelle and i hardly communicate anymore. i feel like its my fault for some reason. i miss hanging out with her.
alex has been getting high, or at the club...high.
jill's grounded.
i'm a loser. period.
i pretty much hate myself right now.
i'm jealous of the friendships that other people have. i envy them. i wish i had them. i wish i were them.
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all in all, it's been a pretty good day.

my mom stayed home from work today so i got to sleep intil 6:30, and she gave me a ride to school.

i didn't do shit in school because of the end of the semester.

after school i went to the doctor. it may sound a little weird, but i looove going to the doctor. i always have.
after the doctor i went to a job interview for casa's. i know i got the job, but to make things fair, louie has to check on labor laws, and do some other stuff.

i just ran some errands with my father. he bought me digital ash in a digital urn by bright eyes. good thing because i've been wanting it... it's pretty good so far.

tonight sucks though. alex is working until nine, which means i'm not going to see him, and i'm not doing a damn thing.
tomorrow's looking up though. i'm going to Jill Lee and Mara Morris's party. alex is going too (hoorah) but he has to leave early. he has to work. after jill and mara's party, i have to jet over to my aunt angie's for my grandpa's suprise party. he's truning 80! holy crap. that's sort of old...

sunday i'm going to my cousin's girlfriend's baby shower. it's sort of funny because she already had the baby. She named the baby Nevaeh. In case you didn't notice, that's heaven spelled backwards. how freaking retarded... oh well.
i'm out of here. call me if you want to do something tonight.
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someone sent this to michelle via AIM:
wHen u aLready sTart reaDing tHis dO'nT sTop or eLse sUmtin baD wiL haPpen... My name is Teddy.. I am 7 years old with blonde hair and scary eyes I am about 3 foot 5. I Have no nose or ears. I am dead. If you do not send this to 15ppl in the next 5 minutes, I will appear tonight by your bed with a knife And kill you. This is no joke something good will happen to you tonight at 10:22. This is not a joke someone will call you or will talk to you online and say I love you

that made me laugh really hard.

so, this weekend was great. i had more fun than ever. friday was a show at anchor. i met robbie in person. i fought with him over livejournal, and we became myspace friends. chelsea, robin, michelle, TJ heat, and i played candyland with some guys from SNS, then we played freeze tag(with the subtraction of SNS, and the addition of some other guys). the bands i saw played really well, especially chinese express. this was my first time seeing them. they exceeded my expectations.
that was the best show i've ever been to.

saturday joel gave me a holla to see if i wanted to go watch a movie and eat some pizza with him and chelsea. that was fun. we rented shaun of the dead. ha ha. that was a great movie.

i didn't see alex all weekend. i was sad for a while, but then it didn't bother me, because i was having tons of fun. he did call me today though. he called to yell (not really) at me about not getting my book report done.

i'm really hating everyone who goes to carroll right now. they don't have school tomorrow. i don't want to go to school tomorrow. uugh. i dread school.

my brother rented anchorman. that movie is dumb!!! the only funny parts was when he had a massive boner, and when that weird guy was like "i love lamp." other than those two parts, the movie pretty much sucked.
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