it has been a long time since i have been on here. my birthday is tomorrow but im not really looking forward to it cause im not in the best of moods. i am quite depressed right now, for no particular reason, thats just the mood that i am in. i feel like a lump of shit. there is only one thing in my life that i love and helps me from not not leaving my house and making me feel miserable all day like i used to. oh well i have to go hope everyone has a wonderful day a weekend. goodbye
a week from today my parents are leaving for new zealand for 3 weeks. my house is gonna be party central.
on friday Playboy has a tournament at my golf course which is going to be fucking sic.
i just got a raise there.
nov. 24th i have backstage passes to metallica (no coke, its a waste of my time and money. no need to get back into it if ive been away from it for so long)
in feb. im going to new zealand for three weeks and hopefully this time next year ill be living there.