Good to know!

how long has it beeeeeeen...
i saw a rabbit...
i am soooo going to get a rabbit tattoo...

MY aunt is the best! Ok so i bitch her a lot but she said the most nicest thing that anyone has ever said to me...

so my mums family have obviously been discussing my sexuality - (Even though my cousin didn't see me at popstarz!) but but but - she goes "Renu's not like that [after i was asked if i had a girlfriend for like the billionth time i've been at home], but anyway Renu you can do whatever you like as long as you're happy, as long as you're with us, even if i do have to talk you parents around it" - AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!

She soooo rocks!

and a funny thing was said to me last week - according to raj my life resembles sugar rush too much... hmmm.... how ridiculous? [even though there may be some resemblences, ok but not to that much of an extent dotdotdot - whatever raaaaaaaj]

i love uni...

and i love myself..

and i love the gym...

and i love jersery...

and i love rabbits...

and i love "nearly dying" in thorpe park

and i love my car (even though I have no stick to hold on to...

and i love life...

and i love my family, except my annoying little brother...

and i love... my friends =D [talking of whom i must go and meet]

I hope this Friday turns out alright... =/


the journal thing has changed a lot - i get confused - i need a job =/

omg! she keeps saying she loves me!!!

I'm sitting here with ruch and i have internet in my rooooooooom!!!!!!!!

We all live in the space age... and im not fast enough to write the rest...

ok lets see if this goes through................................

oh how long has it beeeeeeeeeeeen.... I should just give up on this thing! =/
Things are great here - sometimes I feel sad about not being at home - but Sunil, Reetu and..... whats that girls name - the one who Im TRYING (and i think its working) to "convert" (Jeni's words - but I was thinking it!)

The ball was cool I think... or well from what I remember - ah - the famous freshers ball!

I like my accomodation - and the people on my floor are nice to bump into - but I'm still trying to get to know them - I will when Ruch leaves me --> I'm such a user!!!!!

Its cool living by yourself - cooking and everything - and sunil makes brilliant chickpeas and roti!!!!!!
Bleh - now I'm just trying to find things to say - WHEN ARE PEOPLE FROM HOME GOING TO COME AND SEE MAIIIII?! ... wait - not this weekend I'm coming home this weekend =D

Can't wait - to leave on the friday... or not... =/

uh... I need to set up my wireless... and get that book - I'm sooooooo lazy!!!

So yesterday was kind of a reality check - i don't know if thats the right word. Losing three more people this weekend... =/

Its weird how you can really open up to someone when there's little time left... for example saw "the guys" aka rabbitkillers on tuesday - went for a drink - ALL 4 OF US for a change! (BTW v.surprised at Kulraj for chucking down the wine! - REMEMBER "you can have water if you want"). It was really nice, but since I wasn't moving I didn't get too emotional or anything - but after 7 years of friendship (and a few drinks) we told each other stuff like never before... and Im going to miss them =/... We're trying to work on meeting each other ATLEAST once every month... we'll see how that goes...

And like I'm going to miss nights/mornings in Kamal's car - with a bottle of Vodka and Justyna (and sometimes Kiran) in the back... spilling it in her car and lying saying - no we didn't spill anything =/ She's been like -
"Renaissance won't be the same without you - I'm going to pick you up on Friday and drop you back if I have to - but yuo have to come..." and its like I want to come back - stick to the old routine - but it being difficult because I also want to see what its going to be like in Brighton - its like being torn... =/

And yesterday I joined Anu, Kavita and co. to GAY Bar - which was really cool - I kept on thinking - with every song that came on - God Raj'd love this... And now they are leaving - and its sad =/ (and I have munro written on my hand =S). I know its something we all have to do - but like Kavita was near enough crying when she got home - and it made me think just how sad moving away is going to be... I mean its kinda hit me - kinda hasn't - since I've still got a week... I don't know =/

Its like knowing the moments I've made - esp since I turned 18 (Esp. fridays - its like I've been out on nearly all of them - now I understand why Friday is such a cool day!) are moments I may - and probably won't ever have again... but then its like- well youll make new ones - but right now even though its sounds interesting - its kind of like i don't want to... =/

Bleh - i don't know how i feel... about all this - Its like being something new and exciting at the cost of what you had before... I think i've got it slightly better than most because like kulraj and aarti aren't moving out YET - so when I come back I can see them - and Ruch is coming with me, and like with Kavita in Brighton tooo - I can see anureejh and her - or atleast its a possibility - ANU YOU BEST COME AND VISIT DAMNIT!!!

Bleh - I don't know =/
I need some pants.... and "under garments"... hmmm... oh and shoes - and a christmas job!
One week left...
Oh and btw - Im updating at 6 in the morning because I couldn't sleep - well I was quite soundly then some alarm went off at like 4 and I couldn't get back to sleep... I want to see my grandparents... I haven't seen them in AGESSSSSSSS - I was in Southall yday morning in a rush as per ah usual - and i so badly wanted to see them and my aunt but couldn't! =/

Fuck im moving next week... =/ ok I've read over the post - now I kind of feel like crying... and I've still got a week - the songs really not helping... ok and here on come the water works... Im going to go and sit in the garden for a little bit...

Ok - I used to be addicted to this thing - and now its like "oh yeah.. Livejournal - i remember that"... Bleh - I'm going to use this post to remember how cool this summer was... is (the summer is still young!)! It didn't go as planned (as-per-ah-usual) in that I didn't do half the things I said I was going to do (i.e. learn to play the guitar) BUTBUTBUT I did other stuffs:

- Brighton (that was sooooooooo coooooooool - except the rubbish floating into the sea...!)
- Got the grades to get into my first choice uni - without any hassle (and most of my friends got into their chosen unis toooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!)
- Attended some art classes... for "troubled girls" - turns out I fitted in quite nicely! they were sooooo fun - and Tayba was sooo fit - oh andandand why haven't they sent us our albums?!
- I made loads of pizzas... but I still didn't get to hand feed my guests... damnit!
- London ZOOOOOOOOOOOO - that was so fun - but I'm like in pain... we walked for like from 9.30 to 3.00 non stop - it prob. beat madame tussauds though... - i think i was touching the animals too much *cough*ruchi*cough* that I might have caught something... or as amanjit put it --> her contagious evilness...
- I sorted out my mp3s - FINALLY!!!!!!
- I got "dressed up" alot (although Kiran reckons I always look too casual...) - I AM TRYING to make an effort...!!!
- I went on a road trip to coventry - I soooooooooooo can use motorways (huh - that reminds me - I need to go shopping!)
- I kind of learnt how to cook...

The following things I need to do before I move out:
- go to GAY (with anuu and co.)
- pack (not really a priority though...)
- put all my mp3s and cds onto DVDs
- get my laptop
- go shopping (I need to go bag and shoe shopping with jagdish!)
- go doctors
- give Ruch a massage (and do other things to her...you know to make stuff up to her...)
- pay my rent and stuff... (which my parents will have to pay for to begin with on account of me not recieving my loan until the monday after I move in... =/)
- register for uni
- get photos taken

ok - im going to stop there - because this is just turning into my to do list...

Its like really sad - everyone's going to uni - and stuff - we lose amanjit on Saturday =/ then anu next week... and then im off - with ruch so I don't lose her (damnit!)(she is in the same building as Sunil - she's really excited about that - they're going to cook together - and she'll "bumb into him naked")
Bleh - even though uni sounds exciting - the idea of moving and stuff is kind of scary... =/

... ok im now going to raid my garage for saucepans and knives and stuff... to take with me - not just for the fun of it! Im scared - there are loads of spiders there...

someone needs to learn to keep her hands to herself... *rolls eyes* even if she is wearing her funky soft top!  I wonder if we scared amanjit? - she can join?

WE ARE GOING TO BE MOVING TO BRIGHTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
and we are going tooooo...

 (i've never seen this before - but ok)

and be drinking loads of... (this came up when i searched universirty of sussex:)

 (ok maybe not so much beer - since im not a big fan - and it bloats - BUT you get the idea....)

AHHHH! I can't wait - even though its also kind of scary!!!

Raj and Ruch came round yesterdaay - and Ruch didn't make her CDs AGAIN - I think she keeps deliberately prolonging it - just so she can come to my house again *tuts* when will she realise she doesn't need an excuse to want to come to my house and see me?! We also established that I am average height - Kulraj is above normal, and Ruch and Preeya are below normal - hehehe - between them its like the hobbits and gandalf - ah which reminds me - is it my lack of concentration or is Lord of the Rings - THAT boring?!

I also went out with Kamal, Sophie and co. yesterday - They're really cool people! Even though the evening didn't go as planned - we didn't go to the Sheraton - and went to some place in Slough - I still had a good time - and I danced - a lot! And surprisingly Kamal stayed away from the alcohol - she even left a full glass of orange and vodka next to the window - and at the bar she was giving her drink to me! Another surprise was the fact that I was wearing a white top - and I spilt many drinks - of various colours - and I didn't get any on my top!!! =D

I hate how when you claim you're not drunk - it just seems as though you are - and I probably was - but I don't think there is a difference between drunk me and normal me... except I get a bit more tired when I'm drunk - however I'll still dance even though I know I can't...

Can someone teach me to dance... around a pole?

I've resulted to updating my journal on account of Ruch being at work - as per ah usual!... =/ not that I have many texts to text her with anymore... =/ Life sucks!

i went on my first [mini] ROAD TRIP yesterday - it was so random and last minute, I went to ealing with Kamal in the afternoon, and then I was like I need to learn how to drive - so she was like, what are you doing - "do you want to go to coventry to pick sophie up, she'll pay for petrol" - i was like yeah ok! It was sooooooooooooooooo fun - and scary, I was ok on the way there, I kept it under 100mph, but on the way back I got a bit daring beyond my capabilities and went to 110mph - because of an idiot - who in the end turned out to be quite sweet - well i should think so after he nearly caused me an accident! its funny because Kamal and Sophie don't have proper lisences (spellcheckk?!) but they were like to me - if we can't pass - and you have - thats just wrong, and I was asked a million times - How the hell did you pass your test?! -----> a question I ask myself all of the time...
[I break quite hard]
Sophie [only because wearing a seatbelt is against her religion]: do that again and I'll pull you fucking hair!

I want to go back on the motorway its sooooooooooooo fun - but I lost control of my car and that was pretty traumatising - just thinking baout it makes my hands sweaty... =/ - but one thing is good, and that that I am not scared of the A40 anymore, mind you I got over that when I dropped Ruch home... I know how to get to Biscter (spelllcheckkk?!) so I will be organinsing a trip to there soooooooooooon you guys - well mainly because aarti wants to go - but I had the best frozen yoghurt there - oh maybe I should save up money --> I'll buy new clothes for uni!!! Saving money is soooooooooooooo easy when you haven't got a job, and keep going out - I spent £40 when I went to Ealing on saturday! Mind you that was fun - I still am having trouble believing I saw Ritu there - it was like OMG what a coincidence - and I want to go out tomorrow and the day after --> although now I don't know about tomorrow because my Dad comes back, and its like I went out on the night before he left too sooo =/

mwahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

These last days have taught me:
- Don't chuck down 95% vodka - even if a really REALLY fit girl gives it to you and says HAPPY BIRTHDAY - or doesn't tell you, and after you've chuck it down and your insides are burning - she is like "ok, now I am going to tell you the secret about that vodka.... ITS 95% alcohol!" - but her fitness I suppose lets her get away with it!
- Fit girls are always straight - and flirt a lot with guys...
- Don't take juice into Kamal's car - it will explode!
- You can never have enough orange juice
- make sure you wear a helmet when kamal is driving!
- Make the fit girl sit in the middle so she has to crawl OVER you...
- According to Kamal and fit girl everyone is a "fucking bastard" and their Dad's are no better...
- The cheapest Somosa that can be found at night is at Jalebi Junction - as you find out after running around southall whilst kamal is trying to find you in her car
- It is v. funny to tell kamal she has a nice arse - while you are drunk (which I think she does - and I AM sober right now), and then start sending her text messages telling her she is beautiful - it freaks her out!  Oh and then get into an arguement with fit girl because Kamal is hers.
- After drinking the 95% alcohol drink and been driven by Kamal, don't be surprised that when you force yourself to get up after three hours of sleep, at about 5 to say goodbye to your dad, that you are still drunk and can smell vodka EVERYWHERE!

Oh - one more REALLY funny thing (or atleast I thought it was funny):
Kiran: How's Kavita?
Me: Bleh - I'm SO over Kavita
Sophie: I swear that's a girls name
Me: well...
Kamal: This is that gay one I was telling you about
Me: Jeez thanks KAMAL - oh and I'm not gay I am bi!
I'm surprised I had such a good night, especially since I was expecting it to be a bit boring...

The art lesson yesterday - anureejh and jagdish are sooooooooooo COOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- painting is soooooooooooo fun - I was thinking after the art lessons finish, I might take it up as a hobby - its quite relaxing, but I think I like the whole group thing as well, because its nice talking to people!!!  - oh and then we went to OLD orleans - and found that our eyes are bigger than our stomachs --> or maybe its because ANUREEJH ordered starters *tuts... rolls eyes*

Who did I see today? that girl - the one thats always working, and aman and kiran.  I must say Ruch did a good job in resisting herself around me - but I could see it in her eyes she wants me! *throws haribos at her* - oh my - they've gotten stuck in her throat.  NAPOLEON DYNAMITE (sppellllcheckk?!) is such a wicked FILM!!!!  IT's soooo funnnnnnnnnnny!!!!!!!!! I wonder if I gave Ruch a DVD, whether she would make me a copy...
OOOOOOOOOooooOOOooOOOoohhh I have to make her that cd - I'll make it when you are online one day...

I LOVE THE TEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -----> THANKYOU  smithdom !!!!!!!!!!!!

My car exhaust pipe thingy fell off... IT means I can't go out tonight - my cousins wanted to go somewhere, but maybe tomorrow - hmm.. I feel like a part of me is missing now that I can't use my car... =/

It wasn't bumps, I didn't think it was - it was RUST - what an evil thing!!!!!!!