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Raw With Love - Charles Bukowski

Originally posted by nyoka at Raw With Love - Charles Bukowski
    RAW WITH LOVE

    little dark girl with
    kind eyes
    when it comes time to
    use the knife
    I won't flinch and
    I won't blame
    you,
    as I drive along the shore alone
    as the palms wave,
    the ugly heavy palms,
    as the living does not arrive
    as the dead do not leave,
    I won't blame you,
    instead
    I will remember the kisses
    our lips raw with love
    and how you gave me
    everything you had
    and how I
    offered you what was left of
    me,
    and I will remember your small room
    the feel of you
    the light in the window
    your records
    your books
    our morning coffee
    our noons our nights
    our bodies spilled together
    sleeping
    the tiny flowing currents
    immediate and forever
    your leg my leg
    your arm my arm
    your smile and the warmth
    of you
    who made me laugh
    again.
    little dark girl with kind eyes
    you have no
    knife. the knife is
    mine and I won't use it
    yet.

    Charles Bukowski
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i need a new start

i have been so ridiculously unactive in my own journal. i need to revamp. and i want to start using it more, especially with personal posts. i've tried keeping a paper journal and while i prefer books in paper, it seems that i forget my journal. so maybe keeping it up on here will work.

so, for my revamping, does anyone know any inspirational journals, a favourite of yours? and how do you do this yearly scrapbooking thing? i'd also like recommendations for new layouts, pretty pleeeease?

p.s. i plan to start making icons soon again... hopefully. i've been out of it for so long.
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Who inspires you?
A favourite fashion designer, artist, composer, band, singer/songwriter, author, poet, photographer, model, actor/actress, deity, or a personal hero?
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i'm back!

i finally got my photoshop working again. i am currently rebuilding my resources. any new favorites anyone wishes to tell me about would be great! tutorials, textures, brushes, etc.
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skins dvd's

Does anyone know if the skins dvd's on amazon are edited or the music has been changed? i know on itunes it's the originals (at least i'm pretty sure) but i wanted to check before buying (: if so, does anyone know where i can get the original aired episodes on dvd? (in america?)

tysm ♥
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where on earth am i?

i have been so m.i.a! i don't even know what's going on in the world. well, i do know michael jackson and farrah fawcett died. i do know palin's resigning. i do know harry potter comes out in two days. i do know that merlin is an awesome show! but that's the extent of my current knowledge.

send me some of your recent favorite songs, pictures, gossip, quotes, books, clothes, shoes, etc! update me plzkthx!