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The first lesson you must learn regarding humanity is that there are as many truths as there are types of minds, and each mind may well be a type unto itself. Each type will have its priorities in a radically different order, and what is absolutely right for one will be horribly wrong for another. I have yet to fully learn this lesson, so the divisions

I believe all humans are created equal in the most important sense.
All humans have a capacity to love, to inspire, to support, to create. To turn the global consciousness towards peace and empathy and humanity and away from violence, division, and inequality. I do not know of anyone who does not have this capacity, and I would not imagine one such person exists. This is far more important to my mind than the ability to excel in any of the areas which are celebrated by our society as I feel it is more beneficial. I believe in positive reinforcement and if a thought is put into someone's head which gives them the strength to overcome a difficult situation or change their mindset away from a dangerous one, it is worth more than all of the accolades and all of the profits in the world. It is a "Think what they can do for all of us!" rather than "What can they do for me?" The thought starts in a positive place and this energy carries it through to its conclusion without being spoiled by selfishness or greed.

Yes, the world is harsh, hard, and unfair. We must all make sacrifices and adapt our personalities - no matter how ill fitting - to the culture to which they belong. I do not believe or condone that ignoring these realities would get us anywhere but the possibility - and yes, this is remote and this too must be acknowledged -- of making any changes to these facts should not be ignored.

Obviously this will not make sense for everyone, or else our society would place more weight on my values, and I may sound a bit loopy but it is so true for me.

I am rusty. The adjective, not the super scientist.

What the Hell's up with this moon thing, man?
I could sleep in an empty sea and nobody'd ever know
and nobody'd ever find me
until I come and claim the ground


I'm sick of a world where success means anything but everything I am
could ever be
Does anybody else so big feel like me?

I'm stuck halfway down
I'm a trapezoid peg
and the hole is round
so grease me up til I slide on out

I've done my time
To be big, you've got to be beat
But I tried and strived and more than five
Spent getting smaller by degrees

I don't know I don't know I don't know
I'm a hell baby trapezoid
and I've been burning since you could eat solids

now I know I'll never change

I'm throwing out a star from my shitty little moon chair
waiting for a story to be thrown back

There is no one there is only more

Screaming is the first artistic tool I have
Words are a distant second

Nobody would ever know how alone and cold it feels
To be so close

I stand in a pool
I rip out my guts
With scissor mouth and corkscrew brain
I know sure as dog I've gotta corkscrew brain today

I repeat myself every day
Until I get to a place you understand
Then we'll tie a string around it
and chuck it flush it ditch it get it out

I break the pattern
Rejection
Sweep all the crap out with ten thousand brooms

Looking up I feel the words stuck in my teeth
What the hell's up with the moon thing, man
I'm so used to the day
You'd almost think I wasn't meant for night.