I wont always love these selfish things

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Bride's maids,
I've discussed it with both mother and the woman making the dresses. She'd like it if each ofoyu gave me your dress sizes or your mesurments if you know them. We're way behind so she wants to have each of oyur dresses made and then we'll have a fitting at my house in a week where she can make nay adjustments that need to be made. You'll all be wearing dresses ( similar to thisCollapse )

With less than a month left to my wedding the planning has become way more hectic. The guest list has been made and if you're reading this chances are you're on it.That is unless you're sirius.Sorry, Sir, I'm pretty upset that my favorite cousin can't come,but the rest of the family would have a fit if you were there. Mum didn't want me to invite anyone who wasn't pure blood, but I convinced her to let me. She got to pick the groom after all the least I could do is pick the guests. I also got to pick the brides maids that is if you guys accept then my brides maids will be the following people.


Bellatrix
Lily
Narcissa
Riley
and of course Sybil (who will be my maid of honor).

Just let me know when I good time for the dress fittings will be and I'll try to set up a time when we can all go together or at least when most of us can go together.

If you'd rather not come I understand,but I promise there will be lots of party favors, and good food.


~fiends lock~
I really don't want to do this.

-Andi-

~friends only~
I'm engaged. I'm supposed to be engaged. It's the most absurd thing I've ever heard.I don't know what to do or what to say.

~open~
Just because I knew it was coming doesn't make it any less of a shock.

Now that both of my sisters are engaged I'm a bit worried. It's not like my parents haven't been trying to marry me off for years, but I was always a bit less desirable than my sisters. They're much more attractive than me, after all, and everyone is well aware of my views about the whole pure-blood thing. Now that I'm the only eligible Black sister left I'm afraid it won't be that hard for them to convince one of the boy lined up to marry Bella to settle on me. I keep expecting the owl to arrive any minute announcing my engagement to that kid who followed me around all last year or someone equally lame.

~hexed private to friends~
I don't care how unlame the person is I'm not marrying anyone that doesn't get down on his knees with a bouquet of calla lilies and some sugar quills and beg me to be his wife and even then I might say no.

Valentines day is coming up, and it's just as annoying as ever. I wish everyone would just leave me alone. Not everyone actually, there are a few of you that that I don't mind, but unless you know for a fact that I adore you don't bother talking to me.

~Private~
I miss Ted. It's my own fault for avoiding him, but I just don't know what to say to him after the converstion we had at the ball.

~Ted~
You still owe me a butterbeer.

I'm alive and well and not feeling particularly social.

Here's a picture of what my dress for the ball tonight looks like.
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~Private~
Just friends, I hate that term. I know women are supposed to be more than sexual objects, but why does the one guy who thinks I'm more than a nice pair of legs have to be the one guy I wish I would catch staring at my legs in the middle of class? That's why I like him though, because he sees me as a human being. I just have no idea how I can get him to see me as more. Maybe Ted and I just weren't meant to be. I don't really know if he's worth loosing my family over. maybe I'm meant to be alone forever.

I really wish I knew what to write in this thing. This year is pretty dull. There hasn't even been a single party or anything. I guess it's due to everyone I'm friend's with being in their last year.


-Ted-
I stopped by your dorm the other day but you weren't there. I miss you.

-Sybill-
It seems like the less I see Ted the more I like him. I guess absence makes the heart grow fonder. what am I supposed to do?