Certified Dream

So much has happend in the last few days, and since my websites server is down, I haven't had anywhere to write about it. Then I thought about Lj!

To start from tuesday night. I found a new rabbit, my dog had 'captured' and was attempting to eat. He's the most adorable little thing you've ever seen!

He's being fed letuce and diluted goats milk at the moment, But he might be coming off the goats milk soon.

Anyways. I didn't go to school on weds. to try and stay away from softball. I'm so stressed out from it, and I couldn't take losing more friends, if that makes any sense. And it let me avoid alot of unthinkable things.

Well thursday I screwed up. I kept thinking to myself, what I bad girlfriend I was being to Micah, how I never got to spend time with him.. Basicly how I treated him. He deserves better. I admit, Sometimes I go on these 'emo twat' trips. But I realized how badly it was effecting my friends, and family on friday night. I pushed myself so hard at the softball game on friday night, I physically did harm to myself.

I fucked up.
I lost friends.
I lost someone I truely cared about?

Everyone complains why I have low self esstem. This is a prime example why right here. I'm a bad person. Now here is where people are like "Oh god-- Emo time for Katy." No. It's not like that this time.

My name is Katy. I have a temper, that gets set off over stupid things. I'm trying hard to not have it anymore, But until then... People need to deal with it, if they really do want to be my friend. It's as simple as that.

.....


will you be the 6th friend to drop me like i'm nothing?

Eh.. I think I'm going to start writing in this.. every so often-- because now my website has a journal. http://www.light-angels.net/letdown

Softball has started.. which equals no time..
I'm dating a guy named Micah now -- He's almost.. perfect.
What else is there to say?

Snow! Oh yes. no school, probably until Wed. That makes me all happy >.<
I added pictures of me and sarah to my website.. so if you want to check out that. .you can go there, to see. 20 Degrees right now.. Whoa.. I'm not stepping a TOE outside.

Me praticing my future job.. as...
DJ Katy. ;) Rock on.

We're suppose to get that huge snow storm tonight, that even the teachers at school were worried about ;) Hotness.

Sarah is suppose to come over today.. So I'll probably have some pictures of us playing around like normal.
Look for them at:
http://www.light-angels.net/letdown
We got our exam grades back yesterday. I did straight across B's except for my Algebra 2 exam.. And I got a D on that ^^; suckyness.
I get my laptop back on monday, so look forward to me being completely into Livejournal again. (Only because this computer doesn't run the site very well, and it takes forever to have one page load... That's why I'm not commenting on anything at the moment.)

Wow, Again.. I didn't write in this thing for a while.. But I guess I'm going to come back for sure now.. My life is sorta staying steady now.. which is always good. I've changed the theme around a bit, because the other one took way too long to load.. So.. Hope you all don't mind the purple..


Coming soon: System LetDown(website)

Wow, I'm still alive?!
Yes, yes.. I know.. Don't be so depressed.
My life has been too weird to even think about updating my livejournal.. But I'm back.
New email address, and soon to be new aim addys! w00t.
I created two new icons for my livejournal aswell,,, ( I use them for my msn also.. ) And I'm going to make an easier.. loading layout for this livejournal.. The background makes me dizzy.
Working on a website for a group.. I'll post the link to that when it's finished.
I really don't want to talk about what all has been happening.. but I guess it doesn't hurt to say.
Scroll down there, and see my Trixie.. Alright...


I WILL KILL THE DOG THAT DID THAT TO MY TRIXIE.
Ahem. Alrightie then.
My boyfriend cheated on me. My grades are dropping, I think something else might be going on.. and all this stuff makes my life a living hell. Oi, the fun.
I'm going to end this now

Haven't had a very good week... It's been normal I guess.
"WARNING When using this product do not use more then directed, can work as a sedative of taken too much"
Read from the back of a Robitussin; Allergy and Cough Bottle, after I had dranken the entire thing. I'm waiting for the side affects.

My mother made me beyond upset today when she suddenly shouts out "You have no close friends." Which made me start thinking... I don't have any close friends. I think too much about myself.. and I never respect people for who they are... unless I think they are "cool" in my book. I'm going to lose my mind because of this fact.
If I were to be in a personal add in a news paper; it would read.
"Young girl, looking for friends. selfish, bitchy and just plain rude sometimes. has her funny side. and is a druggie on Robitussin. Call 555-5555 for more information. (Also is obsessed with computers... AND Friendless!)"

The story of my tragic life.

I knew my week would have a HUGE downfall. And It did. Starting with my favorite playstation game, getting cracked. Then next, my dog getting into a fight, and not being able to walk on her back leg. I will give Trixie's full story in a later Journal entry. (Including pictures..) Titled: Trixie's Bad Day

Why do weeks start out so good and end so bad...
or start out so bad and end so good?
Why can't you just have a normal week?

Haven't updated this. So I'm going to quickly go through what I've been doing, and what I'm about to be doing.
I bought the Now 14 CD for one song. Haha, Suga Suga by Baby Bash. I've been listening to that song on repeat for as long as I have had the Cd. Hehe.
Sunday, Sarah came up, and we sat and watched most of the marathon of Seventh Heaven =D Yaynizzle!
And Today, Kevin had his surgery done on his knee. It wasn't as bad as they thought it was going to be, so that's good. I was worried all morning, hoping he would be okay. But he's just peachy. :) Oh, and tomorrow, is me and kevins 1 month anniversary =D yay.

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New pictures :D Enjoy.

As for future notice, I'm starting this internship tomorrow for some sort of company. I'm not sure what company yet, But I should find out tomorrow. Evolving Website design, and dun dun dun GRAPHIC DESIGN!! w00t!
This will be fun. Lots of fun.
On December 5th I'll have my new phoneline, which means. I'll probably redo everything(Since my computers are going up into my room) Meaning new screen names... for everything but this. Plus, my own domain! I'm not sure what I want my new website to be called. Even though I haven't even finished the last one. I decided I don't like the theme, and well, Its just not me. =/ So any Ideas, Please mention them!!

Wanna know what I want to know? What happens if you're having interesting conversations with 18 different people..? And You are having a hard time keeping track of them?


Heh.

Me and Chelsea, Being dumb In Health =D ( Note the same color backpacks.. We didn't plan that.)

So Far I've had a GREAT week. I hope nobody screws it up.
Another update tomorrow.

Convo Between Me and Josh

RaverTchAngl (9:29:00 PM): One of these malls around here..seriously ...needs to get a hottopic..
RavrTchno135 (9:29:16 PM): fashion square is gettin one
RaverTchAngl (9:29:21 PM): are you serious?!
RavrTchno135 (9:29:31 PM): swear to god
RaverTchAngl (9:29:34 PM): HAHAH FUCK YES!
RavrTchno135 (9:29:44 PM): yea
RavrTchno135 (9:29:57 PM): replacing gadzooks
RaverTchAngl (9:30:04 PM): NO
RaverTchAngl (9:30:07 PM): OMFG NO
RaverTchAngl (9:30:08 PM): ldjflsk;df
RaverTchAngl (9:30:12 PM): Thats sucks big monkey balls
RavrTchno135 (9:30:17 PM): lol
RavrTchno135 (9:30:20 PM): why
RaverTchAngl (9:30:21 PM): gadzooks is the coolest store
RaverTchAngl (9:30:24 PM): <3
RavrTchno135 (9:30:26 PM): what would u rather have
RaverTchAngl (9:30:30 PM): Both?
RavrTchno135 (9:30:44 PM): sory
RavrTchno135 (9:30:57 PM): thats what the girl behind the counter said
RaverTchAngl (9:30:58 PM): how do you know? are you making it up..cause omg...thats gonna suck.
RaverTchAngl (9:31:10 PM): >=/ dern nabit.
RavrTchno135 (9:32:28 PM): im startin a band wit my friend
RavrTchno135 (9:32:33 PM): heavy metal
RavrTchno135 (9:32:39 PM): goth type
RavrTchno135 (9:32:55 PM): static-x
RavrTchno135 (9:33:00 PM): mudvayne
RavrTchno135 (9:33:07 PM): devil driver
RavrTchno135 (9:33:14 PM): godsmack
RaverTchAngl (9:33:15 PM): ....cool
RavrTchno135 (9:33:17 PM): stuff like taht
RaverTchAngl (9:33:22 PM): i'm not into guys with bands..I got my kevin <3
RavrTchno135 (9:38:48 PM): by the way
RavrTchno135 (9:38:55 PM): i need a groupie
RavrTchno135 (9:38:56 PM): lol
RavrTchno135 (9:38:59 PM): interested
RavrTchno135 (9:39:34 PM): ?
RaverTchAngl (9:39:46 PM): ...uh
RaverTchAngl (9:39:53 PM): could you see me as a groupie?!
RavrTchno135 (9:40:04 PM): ...yea
RaverTchAngl (9:40:08 PM): ACK
RaverTchAngl (9:40:10 PM): Noooo
RaverTchAngl (9:40:11 PM): say no
RaverTchAngl (9:40:19 PM): i'm too cool to be a groupie.
RavrTchno135 (9:40:27 PM): lol
RaverTchAngl (9:40:28 PM): i can be the lead singer xD
RaverTchAngl (9:40:46 PM): we can be the next eveanesence =D
RaverTchAngl (9:40:47 PM): lol
RavrTchno135 (9:40:55 PM): lolo
RavrTchno135 (9:40:58 PM): thats good
RavrTchno135 (9:41:05 PM): ill ask
RaverTchAngl (9:41:07 PM): noo
RaverTchAngl (9:41:09 PM): i was joking


You know what. That just SUCKS >=/ I'm gonna miss Gadzooks. But I'm going to be glad we have a hottopic..
And I repeat. I am NOT a groupie.