Tis better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all

I feel: drained

They say it's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. Whoever said that couldn't have possibly been in love. I am in love, but I'm starting to question how long it could last with him thousands of miles away from me. It honestly breaks my heart to think like that, but it can't be helped. My life took a turn when I meet Lewis; a turn for the better. I learned that love has no bounds when it's true. I like to believe Lewis and I have true love. So far, our love has lasted a good amount, especially for long distance. We've with-standed cheating, hate, pain, distance. It pains me to think he could be cheating agian.
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Again with my randomness, but I have been questioning several things in my relationship

A man is not worth tears you cry

I feel: numb

A man is not worth your tears.

That's what I've been taught nearly all of my life, but what if that man is the first guy you liked, or is the guy that's an ocean away from you?
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I know this seems very and extremely random of me, but I feel very strongly about what I just wrote, I've shared it with Lewis and he said it was very deep. This helps my pain go away and I need it to go away to move on in my relationship with Lewis.

So bored and lonely

I feel: lonely

1. Person You hung out with:
mom

2. Rode in a car with:
mom

3. Went to the movies with:
momma again.

4. Went to the mall with:
my mom.

5. You talked on the phone to:
dad

6. Made you laugh:
Lewis

7. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you:
Lewis then my mom
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Update and website

I feel: happy

I'm in such a good mood these days. Lewis and I are doing perfect, better than ever before. We're still engaged, planning on me going over there within the next year or so. I'm getting closer to getting a plane ticket over there. We've talking alot more about our future together, which I like because I need to know if we'll have one and we will have one together.

Also, we started a new fan site together, it's for Kevin Thorn and Ariel from ECW, please, please check it out

Dark Desires

100 Truths

I feel: sleepy

001. real name → Dru
002. nickname → Drubaby, and several others my boyfriend calls me but their rather explict
003. single or taken → taken
004. zodiac sign →scorpio
005. male or female → female.
006. elementary → don't remember
008. highschool→ none
010. hair color → dark brown
011. long or short → long
015. are you health freak → I'm healthy, but not a freak
016. height →5'5
017. do you have a crush on someone → yes, engaged to him
018. do you like yourself → yes
019. piercings → ears, getting tonuge again
020. tattoos → not at the moment
021. righty or lefty → left
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What Boradom does to a Person

I feel: mellow

TEN FAVORITES
01. televison show: WWE Raw, Prison Break and Nip/Tuck
02. flower: orchid
03. color: black, blue, red, green
04. sport: football and wrestling
05. mall: none really
06. music: rap, hardcore rap and metal
07. food: pizza
08. season: fall
09. animal: cats
10. city: hmmm. none really
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