The Celestial Song

So... I feel so bereft right now. There has been so much stuff happening in CS lately that this is no big surprise, and really shouldn't be that big of a deal, but it is to me, and I feel as though she deserved this much at least. Fede died last night very suddenly, out of no where. I just lost all connection with her, she dropped off of my shoulder, and she was gone. I think that my heart literally stopped in my chest. I knew what was coming as soon as Brooke looked at me, and I had been expecting it for some time now, but it still caught me off guard. My one constant companion in this world, the only connection that I have to the shadow-world and my life there, is now gone. She was quite literally the other half of Alainn's soul, so much of her was in that bird that she doesn't know how to function without her. She loves all of her friends infinatelly, and Mark is her true love, but Fede was HER. I know that she can come back, and that I will have her again, but I don't know when, and at this moment I don't care. I have my suspicions as to who did this to her, but nothing can be done about it until Keijen is dead, and that is killing Alainn. I am a blank slate right now, there is nothing in her heart or head but the thought of vengence. Vengence for Quinn, for Giorgio, for Sir Lansten, but mostly for one little bird that meant the world to one little mage. I will not act irrationally. I will not go on a suicide mission. If I do that, then there will be no chance of me getting my vengence, and that is something that I refuse to allow myself to be deprived of. There is bloodlust coursing through Alainn's veins right now, and be damned if you get in her way. Vengence is something totally new to her, before it was only thoughts of fairness and defense. But now I want my VENGENCE. And I shall have it. For Fede.

Session notes from last night:
( Session #???, also known as the day Vic'dra almost got us burned to death by the god of the lava lakeCollapse )

If I owe you anything this is your chance to update me.

EPs, CDs, covers, songlists, info etc. etc.

I have finally finished creating my giant hulking knights info handout for all ye PCs who entered un- or underinformed.  I will print you a version of this but here it is for future reference:

( Knighthood : the walkthroughCollapse )

Okay, so here they are: the training photoshops I did. I don't have the one done for the PC's yet, because I don't know what do to for it. I want to do all of them together...but I need morem pics, and my batt is dying already in class.


( Alainn's Training!Collapse )

( Juno's TrainingCollapse )

I"ll update soon with what I did so I can get xp's.  Also look for another Quinn/Juno bacground, cause lord knows she's confused as hell right now. And he's hot. : )

So, a while ago I found a quote by Emerson, and I really wanted to use it in a wallpaper.  Well, obviously, the quote was waiting for the right time to re-surface, because I just found it again today.

Hence, we have...


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In other news, I am almost finished writing my session notes for this chapter, something that I rarely get to keep up on, so pip pip for me!  Hope to see you all next Tuesday, though I do have a work meeting at 9:30, the bastards.

Okay, so I'm in a dilemma.  I created 2 covers for the 17th disc, and I don't know which one I like best.  So, I'm bringing them to a vote.  I'm including the back cover too, though it has no words yet b/c I don't have song lists. ;)


( Vote! Vote now!Collapse )

Okay, so Here are the finished versions of the covers.  I think they are some of my best and favorites so far. : ) But I"m cocky like that.


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Things...yes Things!


( Clicky Clicky for PrettysCollapse )

So, every now and then a song comes across my iTunes that reminds me of CS. This one did that. The first reminds me of Quinn, and the last kinda of Quinn and Rafael. Man, do I Love MUSIC! : )

Bon Jovi~Blaze of Glory

I wake up in the morning
And I raise my weary head
I've got an old coat for a pillow
And the earth was last night's bed
I don't know where I'm going
Only God knows where I've been
I'm a devil on the run
A six gun lover
A candle in the wind

When you're brought into this world
They say you're born in sin
Well at least they gave me something
I didn't have to steal or have to win
Well they tell me that I'm wanted
Yeah, I'm a wanted man
I'm a colt in your stable
I'm what Cain was to Abel
Mister catch me if you can

I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm no one's son
Call me young gun

You ask about my conscience
And I offer you my soul
You ask if I'll grow to be a wise man
Well I ask if I'll grow old
You ask me if I've known love
And what it's like to sing songs in the rain
Well, I've seen love come
And I've seen it shot down
I've seen it die in vain

Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
'Cause I'm going down in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm the devil's son
Call me young gun

Solo

Each night I go to bed
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
No I ain't looking for forgiveness
But before I'm six foot deep
Lord, I got to ask a favor
And hope you'll understand
'Cause I've lived life to the fullest
Let this boy die like a man
Staring down a bullet
Let me make my final stand

Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
And I'm no one's son
Call me young gun
I'm a young gun

Crazyness of life