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I just don't know what to do anymore.
meh
Have not written in a very long time due to several matters.
Just wanted to assure people I was still alive.
Just wanted to assure people I was still alive.
meh
Depressed as fuck.
maybe this is the reason...
January - Notice Breast Issue and can't get appointment for months.
February - Cousin S diagnosed with thyroid cancer; Cousin D 302ed; Uncle M has shingles.
March - Uncle J has major surgery and comes to live with us for 3 weeks; finally have Breast Issue appointment but have to make many others.
April - Breast Issue found not to be cancer.
May - Uncle J has bypass surgery.
June - Mom has bypass surgery; Aunt T has surgery #1
July - Aunt T has surgery #2
August - Mom hospitalized for issues which are found to be neck problems. Breast Issue continues and may require surgery next year.
September - Aunt T hospitalized for complications
October - Grandma falls; Uncle J starts drinking again despite all previous issues.
This year has completely sucked minus a few babies being born and some weddings as well as graduating with my associate's degree. Oh, and not having cancer despite the scare. But let's not forget me still not having a job or being in school to finish my bachelors degree and the general anxiety that comes from world and national events. And the seasonal stuff. And the biological/chemical issues.
Yup. Hi, depression. I hate you.
February - Cousin S diagnosed with thyroid cancer; Cousin D 302ed; Uncle M has shingles.
March - Uncle J has major surgery and comes to live with us for 3 weeks; finally have Breast Issue appointment but have to make many others.
April - Breast Issue found not to be cancer.
May - Uncle J has bypass surgery.
June - Mom has bypass surgery; Aunt T has surgery #1
July - Aunt T has surgery #2
August - Mom hospitalized for issues which are found to be neck problems. Breast Issue continues and may require surgery next year.
September - Aunt T hospitalized for complications
October - Grandma falls; Uncle J starts drinking again despite all previous issues.
This year has completely sucked minus a few babies being born and some weddings as well as graduating with my associate's degree. Oh, and not having cancer despite the scare. But let's not forget me still not having a job or being in school to finish my bachelors degree and the general anxiety that comes from world and national events. And the seasonal stuff. And the biological/chemical issues.
Yup. Hi, depression. I hate you.
Happy Anniversary
Really missing my grandparents today.
They would have been married 63 years.
I can't believe it's been two years since we lost you both and I miss you so much.
They would have been married 63 years.
I can't believe it's been two years since we lost you both and I miss you so much.
update
Alive just not doing so hot due to things beyond my control.
Sorry for falling off the Earth. Hope to be back to the usual stuff soon... just not yet.
Sorry for falling off the Earth. Hope to be back to the usual stuff soon... just not yet.
love meme
I am resurrecting this because I need it and know that other people need it too...
Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then repost this and spread the love.
Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then repost this and spread the love.
mom: update 2!
YAY!
She's actually coming home today - ahead of schedule!!
Which means ACK CLEAN ALL THE THINGS NOW!! :D
She's actually coming home today - ahead of schedule!!
Which means ACK CLEAN ALL THE THINGS NOW!! :D
mom: the update
So, Mom had her bypass surgery on Wednesday and all is good.
She moved into the stepdown unit today.
Thanks everyone for your thoughts and prayers!
She moved into the stepdown unit today.
Thanks everyone for your thoughts and prayers!
mom
My mom is having bypass surgery tomorrow.
Any and all good thoughts and prayers and vibes are greatly appreciated.
Thanks.