I hope Gail kicks Kimba's ass

Gail, I know you just passed away.  you'll be missed and you were loved.  I also hope that at one point soon you just beat the crap out of Kimba. 
that 500lb lump of blubber who started helping my stalkers for her love of drama. though they made fun of my weight, Kimba's was not a subject to be discussed despite the fact she was as big as four people
Kimba who stole Gail's crown of Fudge Goddess.  Kimba who was Gail's friend abusing her as Kimba abused me until Gail realized Kimba only kept her around to drive her places. 
At least Gail backed up what a relationship with Kimba was like with my spouses who said it was identical to the abuse I told them she did to me when I dumped her. 

and then Kimba couldnt stand being dumped for abuse and ruined my life and most of my relationships as revenge.  Right when I was weakened from Bill's bullcrap. 
Go get her, Gail.  YOu'll always be the original Fudge Goddess  to many 

PuttWill on a Keeper of the Past?

There were many things I admired about Puttwill when he was my friend.  it's why it hurt me so much when he suddenly, though we had no conflict, said "No one likes you"  and excluded me from social circles.  14 years and I'm not over it and never will be

I remember when Conventions had such panels as History of Conventions.  Bill told me that they were mostly old men talking about Days of Yor. 

Well, he himself who attended conventions for a very long time started running the panels, making the changes he wanted to see with them.  He walked his walk

I never made it to such a panel but given that his reputation truthfull is how he always has to banish someone from events, I see how it might go:

Puttwill:  So and so was a regular presence at the convetnions, doing this and being like that.  and then I banned him because I dont like him.  and then there's this other person.  She was new and everyone remembers her but I got her banned too.  THen such and such was always around and I decided I no longer liked him anymore so I banned him.

That is as much a part of his legacy as anything that altered the convetion scene.  it'll follow him to other lives too.  Unless he makes ammends in this one but he once confessted to me he had been a brat as a young teen.  Got news for him, he still is. 

Really, Tracy, doxxing your so-called friends?

Seriously, Tracy, I've known for a while but kept quiet that you have been secretly doxxing Nacky, Bibbinut and others on the Dirk Board on a secret board they dont know about. 
How many secret boards do you need and why do you need to do this to people that supposedly are your friends?  One big gang all designed just to hurt me and ruin my life. 
I bet they wouldnt like it if they ever found out.  It would show the type of person you really are. 

It's been over two decades now.  why dont you just call it a day and leave me alone ? I've only been asking for 20 years.  

Gordon, was that you?

So while on I 94, Kamila's motorcade witnessed  a vehicle driving west on eastbound I 94 right by them.  The driver turned out to be drunk and had open booze in his car

Gordon, was that you? 

Perfect weather for Kimba's Memorial

Perfect weather for Kimba's memorial.  she always was a shit stirrer kicking people when they were down. 

That bitch was abusive to me.  So I finally stood up and said no abuse.  I'm done. 
She waited a year, mostly due to taking care of a dying parent and then after Puttwill killed a piece of my soul by saying "no one likes you"  she then started crap with that obese dinner group I was a part of saying how they have to pick either me or her. 
She waited until I was down and out to attacks. 
I'll always remmeber that about her.  

does Freon remember Kimba is the reason he fought with me in '06?

Does Freon remember that Kimba and the MOFO group where the reason I stood up to him and his insults back in '06?  The year he reminded me what he's got against me and wants me cancelled? 
He had a yahoo group we all were on and a dinner group had started where we were meeting once a week and there were discussions on options for places to eat.

Freon hated that and started bashing all of us.  Some chick up north said she didnt like reading about events only in SE Michigan and Freon stated he had respect for her and none for us. 
So I stood up to him.  Kimba was the one doing a lot of the organizing and responding to ideas putting them together into coherent choices.  She's bossy and likes to be in charge btu she was good at doing that. 
She was my friend at the time.  Before she cancelled me and ruined good things in my life to be cruel. 
and I stood up for her to Freon. 
Notice how she never stood up for me to him when he continued to hold onto his anger at me standing up for the group to his petty insults? 
Mom, sic her.  I hope her parents continue to abuse her too now. 

I'm a pillar of the community

I just got this notification from Live Journal:

"Pillar of community

Your entries stir debates and curiosity. Keep enriching the life of the community!"

WOW  CONSIDERING MY ENTRIES ARE ONLY READ BY DIRK BENEDICT'S FANCLUB IN THEIR ATTEMPTS TO CANCEL MY LIFE.  THEY KEEP STALKING ME AND FORMER FRIENDS IN THE LOCAL SCIENCE FICTION FANDOM WHO HAVE CERTIFIED MENTAL ISSUES AND ONCE AGAIN, KEEP TRYING TO CANCEL ME WHEN i WOULD NO LONGER TAKE KIMBA'S ABUSE AND TOLD HER i'M NO LONGER HER FRIEND.

WOW.  YOU BUTTHOLES ARE SO WRONG ABOUT ME.  BUT MENTAL ILLNESS WILL DO THAT.  I REMEMBER STU ASKING WHY ARE THESE PEOPLE STALKING YOU BEFORE HE WENT AND JOINED THEM BECAUSE I STOOD UP TO HIM.  EASY, STU.  MENTAL ILLNESS ISN'T ALL FUN ADHD GAMES  SOME OF THESE NUTS ARE ON ANTI PYSCOTICS LIKE SHAY


Prayer for Ugly Fudgie

Ugly Fudgie has passed. 
Odd, it was defending  her that got Freon mad at me back in '06.  He told me so himself.  I always defend the wrong people

But here is a prayer for her: 
May everyone around her receive a cherished gift but her and may she be told it's because no one likes her because she's a bad person. 

She knew this was my biggest childhood trauma and she'd bring gifts for everyone but me and tell me no one likes me all the time.  This is what I remember about her . 

Gordon, do you realize why?

Gordon, do you realize why this tension between us was created?  Let me jar your alcohol infused brain:

I approached you online to join some pagan disucssion group you were having in Ferndale.  You told me you didnt want me due to my bad reputation (from Tarot Pain, no doubt but she hates everybody uness they can enhance her status.  I know the rich vitch type very well) and that a few years earlier, I was harrasasing one of your buddies  with my friend Scott.

Since I wasn't harrassing anybody and never had a friend named Scott, I got angry because one thing that will trigger me from Cathoilc school is to accuse me of crap I didnt do and use it to ruin my rpeutation.  You couldnt even mention something I did to and I ticked off plenty of people who dont like various aspects of me. 

Then you stated you worked for Oakland County Mental Health and threatened to have me locked up . Words I've heard since the Catholics again, and I kno whow it works.  I"ve got people on my side to protect me from that.  They are professionals who evaluated me to just be picked on by rich drunks.  (Apparantely, it's a thing) 
When I brought up it do esnt owrk that way, you then  threatened me with a three day lock up for observation.  that was just you misuing what power your job gave you to harm someone namely me. 

but here's where it gets totally wrong on your part.  You keep reading my Live JOurnal.  You joined Mental Patient Central to gang up on me when truth is, I'm just someone, a nobody, spewing cruel and mean things about you.  If you stopped reading, my words can't  hurt you.  but you had to be the type to go wah wah wah, she's badmouthing me.  Showing me what a baby you really are. 

This is what happened.  I wasn't surprised to learn you were a durnk driver who had no care for the lives of other people on the road. 
I always cared for them myself.  

Beatleorgie: The Biggest Blasts

There hasn't been enough bawdy sex around here lately.  Let's remedy that.  Paul finally gets his chance to have the others all on him at once.  NC-17 ADULTS ONLY PLEASE!!!  DISCLAIMER:  I have no idea what John thought brought the band closerCollapse )