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new livejournal :)= new start. add it!! <3
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dude. my birthday is in 6 days. =].
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summer so far has been altogether pretty good. not much going around here but ive been meeting a lot of people and there have been those nights. hopefully it gets warmer out soon though. then it will truely feel like summer.. other than that i am carefree and relaxed. truely amazing. i dont have much to update about but the last couple of nights have been a blur. ill post picture later. my bday is in 10 days. have a fun summer
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GAH..
in approximatly 12 and a half hours.
my life will begin again. i will be complete.
ahhh i just live for summer
sumersumersummersummersummersummersummer.
ahh!ahhdsjfskldjfskdljf~!! i want to fucking take off my clothes and run around and scraem and dance and sing and go crazy. but ill contain myself for another 12 and a half hours.
im just fucking happy that this is my last day of stress, dumb boys, caring way to much, worrying about waking up early after getting 2 hours of sleep.
just think: bonfires, parties, late night walks, summer stars and moon, summer skys, tans, boys, drinking, shady parks, driving around, walking around, all the changes, the beautiful colors. GAHH
and ilove my friends. every fucking one of you. wether weve said two words this whole year, or weve hung out, or weve been together pracitcally every day. i fucking love you
x.Xx.
in approximatly 12 and a half hours.
my life will begin again. i will be complete.
ahhh i just live for summer
sumersumersummersummersummersummersummer.
ahh!ahhdsjfskldjfskdljf~!! i want to fucking take off my clothes and run around and scraem and dance and sing and go crazy. but ill contain myself for another 12 and a half hours.
im just fucking happy that this is my last day of stress, dumb boys, caring way to much, worrying about waking up early after getting 2 hours of sleep.
just think: bonfires, parties, late night walks, summer stars and moon, summer skys, tans, boys, drinking, shady parks, driving around, walking around, all the changes, the beautiful colors. GAHH
and ilove my friends. every fucking one of you. wether weve said two words this whole year, or weve hung out, or weve been together pracitcally every day. i fucking love you
x.Xx.
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this weekend was a lotta fun. <3
on friday i went to the fair wit steph and some other people. we ended up meeting up with alexa n stacey.. and IAN and sam and avery were there. hah i havent seen those kids in forever. and i also saw meliss nicole leah and joey and 938438438434x other people like joe and corben. so random. anyways after the fair we went to ians house and we chilled there. saturday morning we all woke up got bagels chilled around..
saturday night me meliss steph and danielle went to the fair again and met up with a whole buncha people. HOLY shit the music express was effen scary. ahahha im sorry for hurting you meliss? and those guys on the tilta whirl were lil perverts. later we went to melissas and has some people over.
last night was the 89x concert. it was really great. i got to see a whole bunch of really good bands.
on friday i went to the fair wit steph and some other people. we ended up meeting up with alexa n stacey.. and IAN and sam and avery were there. hah i havent seen those kids in forever. and i also saw meliss nicole leah and joey and 938438438434x other people like joe and corben. so random. anyways after the fair we went to ians house and we chilled there. saturday morning we all woke up got bagels chilled around..
saturday night me meliss steph and danielle went to the fair again and met up with a whole buncha people. HOLY shit the music express was effen scary. ahahha im sorry for hurting you meliss? and those guys on the tilta whirl were lil perverts. later we went to melissas and has some people over.
last night was the 89x concert. it was really great. i got to see a whole bunch of really good bands.
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this weekend was a lotta fun. <3
on friday i went to the fair wit steph and some other people. we ended up meeting up with alexa n stacey.. and IAN and sam and avery were there. hah i havent seen those kids in forever. and i also saw meliss nicole leah and joey and 938438438434x other people like joe and corben. so random. anyways after the fair we went to ians house and we chilled there. saturday morning we all woke up got bagels chilled around..
saturday night me meliss steph and danielle went to the fair again and met up with a whole buncha people. HOLY shit the music express was effen scary. ahahha im sorry for hurting you meliss? and those guys on the tilta whirl were lil perverts. later we went to melissas and has some people over.
last night was the 89x concert. it was really great. i got to see a whole bunch of really good bands. <acceptance, motion city soundtrack, hot hot heat, louis IIV, z-trip, a static lullaby, social distortion, boys night out, and like 2 others but i cant think of the names.. >> i got trampled on a couple thousand times though and me n melissa got beer spilt all over us. >:O. whatever thoug hah. there were a lot of really cool people there too, and som really scary hahaha. like the drunken girl and the 984 year old who kept coming closer and closer.
well ive already written way to much about nothing. summer is soo soon. im really exctied its going to amazingg jfjfkdf.
love you
on friday i went to the fair wit steph and some other people. we ended up meeting up with alexa n stacey.. and IAN and sam and avery were there. hah i havent seen those kids in forever. and i also saw meliss nicole leah and joey and 938438438434x other people like joe and corben. so random. anyways after the fair we went to ians house and we chilled there. saturday morning we all woke up got bagels chilled around..
saturday night me meliss steph and danielle went to the fair again and met up with a whole buncha people. HOLY shit the music express was effen scary. ahahha im sorry for hurting you meliss? and those guys on the tilta whirl were lil perverts. later we went to melissas and has some people over.
last night was the 89x concert. it was really great. i got to see a whole bunch of really good bands. <acceptance, motion city soundtrack, hot hot heat, louis IIV, z-trip, a static lullaby, social distortion, boys night out, and like 2 others but i cant think of the names.. >> i got trampled on a couple thousand times though and me n melissa got beer spilt all over us. >:O. whatever thoug hah. there were a lot of really cool people there too, and som really scary hahaha. like the drunken girl and the 984 year old who kept coming closer and closer.
well ive already written way to much about nothing. summer is soo soon. im really exctied its going to amazingg jfjfkdf.
love you
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dyeing hair.
darker or lighter. pleasee give me suggestions and ill LOVE you forever :]!!
darker or lighter. pleasee give me suggestions and ill LOVE you forever :]!!
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yesterday was alexas bday!! <3. we went to fountain walk. buffalo wild wings. and like 9348349834834x people were there. but it was fun catching up with everyone. me bea alexa n melissa had a contesst. bea was on my team and we WON :-D. ahah CONTEST WEEK . its gonna be fun this week 8-). were soo cool. then we went back to alexas n chilled for a while. today were all going to the mall. then i duno what. hmm
whats everybody up to tonight?
lovee you
whats everybody up to tonight?
lovee you
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The phone slips from a loose grip.
Words were missed then some apology
like I didn’t want to tell you this
it’s just some guys she has been hanging out with
oh I don’t know the past couple of weeks I guess.
progress reports came. how gay. today was the shittiest day in a while. i feel very sick and i have felt sick all day. im failing just about every class.. my mom wants me out of the house, god sometimes i just cant stand her. i hate the fact that i cant take more than a minute around her without getting angry or sad, but we just dont mix well. she doenst understand anything, all she does is yell, and it just makes me feel so damn bad, she loves it though. its funny too because as she yells pretending shes all worried about me, i see that smirk she was trying hard to cover.
im surprised that im still here, but my dad just says to work things out. he called the dr and my school to get me "help". wtf. hokay. lol i love how my parents think they understand. they dont. thank god summer is coming because i cant take north fucking farmington another second. i hate the fact that this entry sounds so depressing. thats just how i feel at the moment. im just so filled up with anger, i dont know what to take it out on. i really wish i had somebody to talk to right now instaed of just blurting my feelings onto *live* journal. i probably shouldnt even be posting half of this. i just need to write. write write write, it just makes me feel so much better, getting everything out of my head, every pretty much detail, instead of bottleing it up inside.
i had lax today, but i was late. its been a while, the season is just about over. my boyfriend situation isnt going to well either. cant seem to hold onto a guy. hold on to a guy? wtf am i saying, i cant even find anybody im half interested in.. im sure i could but maybe im just not really looking.. AGh
alrigth well im done for now, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
xhh xo love you
Thank you and hang up the phone.
Let the funeral start.
Hear the casket close.
Let’s pin split-black ribbon onto your overcoat.
Still laughter pours from under doors in this house.
I don’t understand that sound no more.
It seems artificial like a T.V. set.
Words were missed then some apology
like I didn’t want to tell you this
it’s just some guys she has been hanging out with
oh I don’t know the past couple of weeks I guess.
progress reports came. how gay. today was the shittiest day in a while. i feel very sick and i have felt sick all day. im failing just about every class.. my mom wants me out of the house, god sometimes i just cant stand her. i hate the fact that i cant take more than a minute around her without getting angry or sad, but we just dont mix well. she doenst understand anything, all she does is yell, and it just makes me feel so damn bad, she loves it though. its funny too because as she yells pretending shes all worried about me, i see that smirk she was trying hard to cover.
im surprised that im still here, but my dad just says to work things out. he called the dr and my school to get me "help". wtf. hokay. lol i love how my parents think they understand. they dont. thank god summer is coming because i cant take north fucking farmington another second. i hate the fact that this entry sounds so depressing. thats just how i feel at the moment. im just so filled up with anger, i dont know what to take it out on. i really wish i had somebody to talk to right now instaed of just blurting my feelings onto *live* journal. i probably shouldnt even be posting half of this. i just need to write. write write write, it just makes me feel so much better, getting everything out of my head, every pretty much detail, instead of bottleing it up inside.
i had lax today, but i was late. its been a while, the season is just about over. my boyfriend situation isnt going to well either. cant seem to hold onto a guy. hold on to a guy? wtf am i saying, i cant even find anybody im half interested in.. im sure i could but maybe im just not really looking.. AGh
alrigth well im done for now, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
xhh xo love you
Thank you and hang up the phone.
Let the funeral start.
Hear the casket close.
Let’s pin split-black ribbon onto your overcoat.
Still laughter pours from under doors in this house.
I don’t understand that sound no more.
It seems artificial like a T.V. set.