I could never decide growing up what I wanted to be. I guess that's why I'm in this position now. 18 years old and no future ahead, or maybe I do have a future but it's so vast that I have no idea what my future holds. I guess no one does, not really but they have some sort of idea. Since i was about 13 I've wanted to be a writer. I don't have the confidence to actually go for it, I write for fun, I write to get my feelings out of the way and I write because I can. I don't think I'm lucky enough to ever be able to write for a living.