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@camillejamal

plural he/they/ask. you can send literally anything in our ask box. :3
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saw a genuinely mega dumbass take so here's a reminder

if you are a traumagenic system/CDD system that supports endos, I love you, you are so appreciated and needed in this community just as much as endos, please NEVER let anti endos tell you that you arent a valid system or that you're harming system communities by loving your plural and system siblings. You are so important and loved here and you are so needed just as much as every other person. Y'all are so strong for dealing with the bullshit thrown at you so often and i feel nobody recognizes it as much as it should be recognized

"if there's a revolution disabled people might die" wow so glad thats not happening right now.

i just dont think communists are going to cut power to hospitals while on the other hand private equity might and quite literally "america" and its collaborators will bomb a childrens hospital

And once again for the people in the back: political revolution is about regime change - something that happens pretty regularly around the globe without massive disruption to manufacturing or trade. If you hear "revolution" and think we're going to somehow lose access to modern technology and have to go back to subsistence farming and herbal medicine, I suggest reading less dystopian YA and more history.

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GO ON ANON AND ASK ME ANYTHING YOU WANT

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not sure if u want ask-game ask here or main so why not both :3 🤍does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters? [white heart emoji] 🟥how easily accessed is your headspace? (If you have one)

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Sorry it took me so long to get back here!! I hsd to go clean some stuff, I'm gonna answer it here :D

🤍 - It absolutely does!! While there are a lot of songs that everyone universally almost everyone enjoys, everyone leans more or less to a certain feel of music. I personally like a lot of soft(??) indie stuff, like Cavetown, Madilyn Mei, Alex G, etc

🟥-Headspace is pretty easy to access for the majority of headmates!! Getting to a place where it feels tangible and real takes much more active effort. While headspace itself is easy enough to access ending up where you want to be is not - 🌊

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ah fair enough it can be hard for headspace to headspace lols :3

-cosmo/kat

I'd argue our headspace headspaces really well! which is bad (/lh) for us cause that means we can't manipulate it lol - 🕑

true but also its stable and doesnt try to explode u :3333

it can take a bit for us to access ours so we dont know much about it :3

sooooometimes it tries to explode us but only when we're pushing its boundaries n stuff. Respect the space and it'll respect you ✨

What do you guys know about it? - 🕑

seen crow's room... or rather crow, mari and five have. crows been really a bit of a downer but when given someone to look after he's really sweet and i think a bit happy about it too :3 hmm yeah no not much more than that that i know of. mari probably knows all the corners cuz she hides in corners

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not sure if u want ask-game ask here or main so why not both :3 🤍does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters? [white heart emoji] 🟥how easily accessed is your headspace? (If you have one)

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Sorry it took me so long to get back here!! I hsd to go clean some stuff, I'm gonna answer it here :D

🤍 - It absolutely does!! While there are a lot of songs that everyone universally almost everyone enjoys, everyone leans more or less to a certain feel of music. I personally like a lot of soft(??) indie stuff, like Cavetown, Madilyn Mei, Alex G, etc

🟥-Headspace is pretty easy to access for the majority of headmates!! Getting to a place where it feels tangible and real takes much more active effort. While headspace itself is easy enough to access ending up where you want to be is not - 🌊

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ah fair enough it can be hard for headspace to headspace lols :3

-cosmo/kat

I'd argue our headspace headspaces really well! which is bad (/lh) for us cause that means we can't manipulate it lol - 🕑

true but also its stable and doesnt try to explode u :3333

it can take a bit for us to access ours so we dont know much about it :3

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🟩is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex? 💔are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones? -cosmo ( @camillejamal )

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🟩 - It’s pretty big I think? It’s got layers. We call it The Spindle because it’s a bunch of worlds stacked on top of each other, each with a different theme. All the layers I’m aware of, from bottom to top, are Persephone’s Garden (a long stone walkway in the void with blue-fire grass and a golden apple tree), Asphodel (a meadow, river, and cabins), Halcyon (outer space + space ship), The Dollhouse, and some orbiting rooms that exist around The Spindle.

💔 - Uhh, I’m not altogether too familiar with subculture names, unfortunately. I believe two of them count as goth, we’ve got one who’s alt (scene?), one who’s…extremely cutesy and frilly, uhh…I do not know how to properly answer this one, lol

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fair enough subculture terms are hard :3 we just kinda go "idk this ones [long paragraph] yknow that niche vibe"

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not sure if u want ask-game ask here or main so why not both :3 🤍does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters? [white heart emoji] 🟥how easily accessed is your headspace? (If you have one)

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Sorry it took me so long to get back here!! I hsd to go clean some stuff, I'm gonna answer it here :D

🤍 - It absolutely does!! While there are a lot of songs that everyone universally almost everyone enjoys, everyone leans more or less to a certain feel of music. I personally like a lot of soft(??) indie stuff, like Cavetown, Madilyn Mei, Alex G, etc

🟥-Headspace is pretty easy to access for the majority of headmates!! Getting to a place where it feels tangible and real takes much more active effort. While headspace itself is easy enough to access ending up where you want to be is not - 🌊

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ah fair enough it can be hard for headspace to headspace lols :3

-cosmo/kat

💜🖤 for the ask game!

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💜who are your frequent fronters? 🖤do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the system? purple (frequent fronters): dunno if kat is host or a frontstuck persecutor/prosecutor (idk which), along with myself (cosmo), five, kai, and crow can be sometimes :3

black (make/buy gifts): some of us sometimes make or buy things for others, like on a ferry back from recent trip kat (i forgor if i helped tbh) and maybe me helped five and auggie (both littles) make bracelet :333333

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💙do you have any subsystems? 🟢what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters? blue (any subsystems?): not entirely sure, think we might have a space-related one, we have four space/related persons: myself (cosmo), nova, star, and luna :3 green (switching): we feel a bit fuzzy/blurry for a little bit if we dont realize we're gonna switch/are switching and then a little while later go "hey i feel different" sometimes one person can pass it off to another, i dont really know how to describe it, but if for example you're helping your friend play a game and then you you slowly give them more control and then at some point you could walk away while theyre still playing cuz they got this now :3 i actually stole (nicely) front from kat cuz he was frontstuck and i think hes done with being host for a hot min which fair enough

-cosmo

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Cool!! Switching works pretty similarly for us. Do you guys collectively have a connection to space? We have one space-related headmate ^^ - 🌊

Aside from Black Hole who doesn't count i dont think - 🕑 (<- oh yeah I forgor - 🌊)

we really liked space when we were like 7 or 8 or something almost the only thing we would watch or read :3