And everytime you think of me..

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Umm. Yeah. That seems to be how I always start my entries. 

May 13th. Mother's Day and a double at work. Go figure.

May 15th. Last episode of Gilmore Girls ever =[ Bummerrr. And Nick decided to randomly text me that night. 

May 16th. America's Next Top Model finale at Sarah's. Her favorite, Jaslene, won. So thatw as cool. I stayed there till about  10:30. One because of a phone call that was made, and two, I just needed someone. Yeah. Probably wasn't a good idea to call but I was fucking desperate as hell.

May 17th. I had off the day before prom. Crazy that I wasn't put on the scehdule. Anyway. Got my nails done with Courtney. Met her boyfriend. Went out to dinner at Applebee's with my sister and dad for my dad's birthday.

May 18th. Prom. Ehh. Whatever. It wasn't that much fun. Doesn't help that I got a phone call at 8:45, 15 minutes before I left for prom. So naturally, I thought about him the whole time I was there. Hmm. A lot like last year lol. But I'm glad he called me because I've been wanting to see how he's doing for foreverrrr =] 

Yesterday. Work. CVS to order pictures of prom. And another phone call =] I like that.

And now, I'm at work. In between two shifts. Bored. But, whatever. 

=]

OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT!

Today, on our totally sick ropes course, we got to do the swing!

So much fun =]

And it helps that is fricken' gorgeous out!

Everyday I think to myself, "Hey, I think I'm going update my lj". But it never happens.

Last Friday, all we did in meteorology was go onto YouTube. Becuase it's unblocked for the teachers. And we wacthed Donut. When I got home, I watched it about 40 times, and EVERYTIME I cracked up laughing =] 

Mhm. Saturday and Sunday were doubles at work.

Had off Monday. Went to Target, got two new cds. Two of the best purhcases ever. You know when you have those? Those really good purchases? You're just really glad you spent the money? I had that. Then Cassie and I went out to dinner with my dad.

Yesterday. WIIICKED warm outttt =] So much happiness. I had a very successful appointment =] And I went to the lacrosse game with Ray. Forks CLOBBERED M-E. It was kind of cool. 

Backkk to work today. Calling =o America'sNext Top Model at Sarah's =]

Yoooooo.

I like being happy =]

I'm awful at updating this thing.

Wellll. Friday the 13th.. dun dun dun, I went to go see Disturia with Sarah. Shia LaBoeuf is a hott felon ; ] Especially since he lost the Even Stevens fro. 

Yeah. I don't remember much more besides having a snow day the day we get back from back. So thats ALWAYS a plus. And then having 80 degree weather a week later! CRAZY.

Um. I was a realllllllllllly good mood one day. Like the 24th or something. 

I got my prom dress todayyyy! =D And I love, love, LOVE it <33  

Now I need a date and I'm set.

And I hate how I think about him every time I see the stupid car! WTF? I wonder how he's doing.. I hate not talking. Like ever.

UMMM. I'm done.

<333

Um. So. It's Spring Break. and in Binghamton, we have snow. Go us.

I've had the house to myself for the last week. It's been nice. Just me, the dog, the insane cat, and a TON of junk food <3

I had off on Easter. WOAH. Went out to dinner with my dad. And I had off the Monday after. I was really hoping to maybe hang out with Nick. HA. Of course not. He repeatdly told me, "I have to work then Kim's coming over." Okay, thanks. You don't ahve to tell me seven times and practically rub it my face. So I called him. Told him how happy I was for him and that it's the coolest thing having a second chance. Then he went into some horse shit about it's not a second chance, it's a if-it-doesn't-work-it's-closer. Whatever. 

Also told him that I didn't get into Oneonta. Then he went on to say something about Mansfield. He's changed. I miss the old Nick..

ANYWAY. I got accpeted to BCC =] Would've been said if I hadn't but you know. So I'm set on going there. Plus, I get to keep my job, and I might even coach diving at good 'ol Forks. Maybe, maybe not. Still have to talk to Mr. K about it. 

My break's been pretty boring. Had an appointment the other day. That went well. And now, I think about him a lot. But, when have I not? Haha.

I'm hoping to go up to the Syracuse Mall tomorrow with Tori and look for a prom dress! That'd be sweeeet! =]

I have to get a shot today. Gross. And work. Gross x 3.

Yeah. I'm done.

Hope everyone's break is going well =]

<33

March 30th. Happy birthday Stefanie!!

I went out with her and her friends to see Meet the Robinsons. SUCH A GOOD MOVIE! I want to see it again. Lol. Afterwards, we went out to Applebees where I got a chicken caesar salad. YUM. And then I went to Coldstone and got myself some ice cream.

March 31st. Double at work. And a girls night ♥ We went bowlinnn' and then they spent the night here.

April 1st. Double again at work.

April 2nd. Happy birthday Adriannn!!

We went back up to the floors for work, but I was out in the dining room.

April 3rd. Happy birthday Alyssa!!

It was also my first day of being back on the ECM floor at work. Those people are scary =( And we got out at 7:40! What the hell? Hahaha. And it was fricken GORGEOUS outside!!

April 4th. (Woo today!) Happy birthday Nick!!

No work today and I finished my English paper. 8 PAGES!! =D And I'm actually really proud of this paper. 

So, I realize that alllll of these pictures had me in them too. Selfish bitch. Haha.

One more day of school, then Srping Break!! WOOO!

Um so. I was going through the pictures, and that kid completely changed my smile.. Why does this have to happen to me?

ANYWAY! Today was cold cold cold. And my mom and sister went to Florida. Lucky!

<33

Dum de dum dum.

So I faced two rejections in a matter of two weeks.

First, I get dumped by my boyfriend/my best friend for his ex "girlfriend".. whatever the fuck they were. He won't ask her out officially and I don't know if she asked him out. Yea. It's weird. And it sucks having that title, TRUST me. Because if you're not exactly "boyfriend, girlfriend" um, you can kind of experiment with othr people. Happened to me.

Well anyway. I didn't get into Oneonta either.. That really bummed me out. But the more I thought about it, the more I was okay with it. I get to keep my job, and no matter how much I bitch and moan about it, it's a good job. And I get free room and board, and it's WAY cheaper. So there are a few pluses. But it does suck to not get into the school that you really wanted to go to.

Now it's only 1 hour and 45 mintues. Hmm. Think about that one..

So I've been handling this a lot better than I thought I would've. Although I am really good at faking. Maybe so good, I'm impressed with myself. Haha.

YAY! No schooool tomorrow. Or worrrrk!! =D A.K.A. I work on my paper alllll day tomorrow.

Another "yay" was that I heard something ery god about someone =] I'm glad he's doing better.

OY VEY!

Work was actually fun tonight. That never happens. Well besides the one time where I was put in the laundry basket and spun around the kitchen floor =D

K. I'm done. 

<3

Hmm hmm hmm.

No work today. And no work tomorrow either! =D Orrrrrrrr Friday when we don't have schoooool!! =D

Got a birthday present today =] And a card. Oh skills.

No matter how hard I tried, I could not get him off my mind today..

It sucks so bad from going to talking every single night, to not talking at all. For a week..

=/

So on the 22nd, I got to see Larry the Cable Guy! =D It just made my entire week. I was so good to laugh.

Last night I worked and then went to Sarah's. We watched Bring It On and Whose Line and then pretty much passed out because work just drained all of our energy out of us.

I'm not in the mood to train anyone at work tonight. But I gots to. Lol.

I keep overthinking everything. 

I'm not as mad anymore.. I'm sad.. I'm.. hopeful? Not really but I can try.

It sucks not even talking to him =/ 

Not going to lie, I miss him..

AH! Stop Calee!!