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  • Current Music
    Howard Jones - Tears To Tell

You touched me..

I saw you yesterday looking at me out of the corner of your eyes.

I sat there feeling so sad, we were so close, within feet of eachother but I could not reach out and touch you.

I prayed silently to God that, if you wanted me as much as I wanted you that when we next spoke you would put your hand on my arm.

He listened and now I know for sure, you looked at me, smiled and rested your hand on my arm.

This is driving me crazy, gotta be with you...what am I supposed to do? I am missing you so much right now, if I close my eyes I can also feel your warmth.

You're so close to me, so dear to my heart that I would rather a lifetime of pain than have you once and lose you forever (I think!)

Must...focus...on....life
  • Current Music
    Cure - Love Song

by BRaNdY

I love you oh so much!
I only wish you could see, how I burn deeply for you inside my heart.
You may not know, but you think I'm not your tpe, you think I am just a friend!
I love you, I really do if you only knew!
Well here it is I love you!
I love you like a fat kid loves his chocolate cake!
Now I wish you could say it back, but it's too late

Oooer!

Borrowed from mindcontrol

I confess that I am obsessed with you.
I confess that I cry over you more nights than not.
I confess that I want you so much that it hurts.
I confess that all the things that I write are about you.
I confess that I love playing that game..
I confess that I fantasize about you.
I confess that you are responsible for every orgasm I have had in months and months..
I confess that you rock my motherfucking world in so many ways that I cannot stand it anymore.

I might...

I might hate you for being so wonderful
I might hate you for being so beautiful
I might hate you for stealing my heart
But all the same, I love you too much

I might hate you for taking every waking minute
I might hate you for breaking my heart every time you turn to leave
I might hate you for not touching me
But, all the same I love you too much

I might hate you for looking at me with those eyes
I might hate you for making me live in Limbo
I might hate you for fanning my flames
But all the same I love too much

I might love you for being you
I might love you for your smile
I might love you for sweet pain you give me
But I hate the fact I cannot have you

I might love you for your wonderful body
I might love you for the soft brush of your hand on my face
I might love you for the warm kiss on my cheek once
But I hate the fact I cannot have you

I might love you for all the things you say
I might love you for your dirty smile
I might love you for the thoughts you give me
But I hate the fact I cannot have you

You are to me the one thing in my life I cannot have no matter how hard I try. But, try I will!
  • Current Mood
    amused amused

So it happens...

Well, you can only resist for so long...a song for whoever ;)

If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that i could stay in your arms

  • Current Music
    Daniel Bedingfield - James Dean (Acoustic Version)

Whenever I'm alone with you

And she says to me in so many ways "I wish you could hold me".

Her eyes, those pools of affection laid open by the smile that graces her face. The hair that flows through the hands that hold my heart.

If you called  my name at the moment of my death I would stop time just to hear you finish.

When you look deep into me, I can almost feel the fingers of your heart searching my soul, I can feel you in my veins and when you look away, you tear my heart out....My desire for you is all consuming. My normal life, this ordinary world of mine is in turmoil becuase of you. For 3 years you have graced my life with the pain of your very existence, for 3 years I have yearned for you, to hold you, to touch you, to run my fingers through you.

When you call me on the fone, to talk about this and that
When you talk of things that are your world
Don't you know I can't hear your words?
All I hear is your voice.

When you see me and you smile at me
When you rock my world with a purse of your lips
Don't you know I can't see your face?
All I see is a *you* shaped space

When you reach out to me with those soft hands
When you break my resistance with just the slightest touch
Don't you know I can't feel you?
All I know is that you are there.

Cursed is the man who toils for loves lost reward knowing he can never find it
Woe to me for I am cursed, and you..my sweet sweet thing, you
are my curse. A curse such as you is a welcome stepping stone into despair but please, stay, linger with me.

How ever far away I will always love you, however long I stay I will always love you.

I love you so much it hurts.
  • Current Mood
    anxious anxious

I wish you were here now...

I know you think of me...I know I am in your head.

When you see me your eyes light up, you blush, you lick your lips, you smile.

This is how you convey yourself to me, open like a book, open.

So I wait my opportunity, I will tell you. I will show you and I will hold you.

Life is too short for missed opportunities so be ready...

I will have you.

I will posess you...wholly.

And u will enjoy! ;)
  • Current Mood
    calm calm

And you shall have a name

Why do you tease me so with your very existence?

Why am I so entranced?

Why do I want to so much with you?

And you know all this, you know how I feel, you know how I want you but you do and say nothing!

Gooooooooooooood! I want you so much it hurts.
  • Current Mood
    aggravated aggravated