The zen of summer

Ok so something has happened this summer


Its quiet.

Its nothing bad, dramatics are working themselves out. Im not having to bang them off a wall.


Not 2 years ago, I would get frustrated, yell, throw things. Feel like I should get out of it all.

And for extended periods of time.


Anymore people seem impressed with me. And for the most part I feel stable.


I dont think I really feel frustrated by not having a great number of friends. I have my good ones it seems.

And for the first time, things that I saw in people are starting to shine through. Best friends are becoming closer than ever.

For my part. Im not chasing girls, Im not running around like a moron.


Its peaceful and I like that.

Therefore, Im starting to feel the need to settle down and actually get with a girl with thoughts of possible marriage and stuff. Why? Cause im 23 and a pittsburgher...and its just too damn quiet.


Though I do enjoy it while it lasts.