today
So I ran around like an idiot today. A total of 258 miles driven. I had hit all of my pools today. Only to realize this is the weekend my boss is out of town, and I could of done an essential nothing today.
I got to meet Christy today. We went up to Mconnels Mill and i climbed around rocks and acted like an idiot. She thought it was cute though so I suppose I did ok.
I talked to Becky. She had talked to Amber. She said that Amber was just pissed at me for bringing Becky into it. I still can't belive I was going that crazy. Im just used to my friends never staying around, and I really didnt want to lose Amber. I just wanted to protect her from what i thought was a threat, I again accomplished the total opposite of both objectives.
That makes me feel sick.
Becky said that Amber was creeped out when I was in southside. It kind of upsets me, I was again going for the exact opposite objective.
The first time was my last day in the hospital, other than the days I had to put in for the summer. So I wanted to walk around Carson street for a bit because I wouldnt be down there much during the summer, only for seeing Amber or hitting a bar or two.
Things at the time werent going great with Amber, and I didnt want to particualry see her, but still wanted to see southside. Determining that Amber would proubly be going to Groovy, I purposefully walked on the opposite side of the street, stopped in Nicks, Got something to eat in Southside steaks, and of course...bumped into Amber...exactly what I DID NOT want to happen, if I wanted to run into her, I would of walked on the other side of that damn street
The second time came on my first day I had to put in at the hospital to stay on payroll. I wanted to go around southside a bit again..run into Racheal and Tara, I hadnt seen them in months and neither has a phone. However, I wanted to run into Amber even less this time, so I ran around East Liberty looking at Apartments, drove through Garfield and around 530 returned to southside. I thought that surely Amber would not walk by an hour and a half after work. I went into the beehive to find neither Raechel or Tara, but i did see Don from school. I sat down and started talking when low and behold, Amber walks in with her Ex boyfriend Mike. Leaving me in an awkaward situation, have her randomly see me and be creeped out. Or just pray that she doesnt. Instead i decided to take initiative and call her and tell her i was there, cause i realized she pruobly wouldnt like to run into me since she was hanging out with Mike and they were going through alot. We were supposed to go to this Clarks thing that night, she went wihtout me, I ended up creeping her out then.
At least things with Christy went really well :) we claimed this big rock and climbed ontop of it and hugged...and stuff.
I got to meet Christy today. We went up to Mconnels Mill and i climbed around rocks and acted like an idiot. She thought it was cute though so I suppose I did ok.
I talked to Becky. She had talked to Amber. She said that Amber was just pissed at me for bringing Becky into it. I still can't belive I was going that crazy. Im just used to my friends never staying around, and I really didnt want to lose Amber. I just wanted to protect her from what i thought was a threat, I again accomplished the total opposite of both objectives.
That makes me feel sick.
Becky said that Amber was creeped out when I was in southside. It kind of upsets me, I was again going for the exact opposite objective.
The first time was my last day in the hospital, other than the days I had to put in for the summer. So I wanted to walk around Carson street for a bit because I wouldnt be down there much during the summer, only for seeing Amber or hitting a bar or two.
Things at the time werent going great with Amber, and I didnt want to particualry see her, but still wanted to see southside. Determining that Amber would proubly be going to Groovy, I purposefully walked on the opposite side of the street, stopped in Nicks, Got something to eat in Southside steaks, and of course...bumped into Amber...exactly what I DID NOT want to happen, if I wanted to run into her, I would of walked on the other side of that damn street
The second time came on my first day I had to put in at the hospital to stay on payroll. I wanted to go around southside a bit again..run into Racheal and Tara, I hadnt seen them in months and neither has a phone. However, I wanted to run into Amber even less this time, so I ran around East Liberty looking at Apartments, drove through Garfield and around 530 returned to southside. I thought that surely Amber would not walk by an hour and a half after work. I went into the beehive to find neither Raechel or Tara, but i did see Don from school. I sat down and started talking when low and behold, Amber walks in with her Ex boyfriend Mike. Leaving me in an awkaward situation, have her randomly see me and be creeped out. Or just pray that she doesnt. Instead i decided to take initiative and call her and tell her i was there, cause i realized she pruobly wouldnt like to run into me since she was hanging out with Mike and they were going through alot. We were supposed to go to this Clarks thing that night, she went wihtout me, I ended up creeping her out then.
At least things with Christy went really well :) we claimed this big rock and climbed ontop of it and hugged...and stuff.